NO,
YOU SIT THERE AND YOU WRING YOUR  ****** HANDS FAR AWAY FROM MINE SHAKING AND  WHEN THE COPS WITH THEIR SHINING THIRST FOR BLAME SHOW UP, YOU SAY

"WASN'T ME OFFICERS,-
HE DID IT"

hate that it was so easy to get ****** right in again

sight smell and touch
are my enemies not my friends

golden honey
i imagined it dripping

the way that you looked at me
was actually quite different

i'm your trail of regrets? i'm your life's mistakes?
weren't saying that when you were ******* my face three months ago

i love love love you
to the moon and back

but not an ounce of consideration?

i'm glad i took my heart back

still got butterflies
when honey met chocolate and you looked me in the eyes

but your honey's frozen solid and you don't give a ****

you couldn't care less about me

my chocolate won't melt for you again

i always see myself
as soft and supple

but my body is coarse and rough and

i'm not too good for touching

did i ever taste as sweet
as a warm bar of chocolate?

as soft and exquisite
as i was told?

you always liked the purest dark chocolate
maybe i've always been
Bitter
Dry
and cold

maybe there's a reason
honey and chocolate don't mix
maybe its for the best
if we keep this Distance

what goes through your mind,
when chocolate meets honey?
when our eyes and minds intersect,
is it dripping and lovely?

i guess i'm nothing but harsh, stinging and sour

but Honey,

your honey

is no longer     runny

worthless by myself

I can smell Marlboros

cold hands
warm mouth

gold
gold,gold,gold, yellow hues

red-hot flame
burning,burning aching for you

life's in shambles
but i know for sure

want to hold you kiss you touch you
til my lungs are filled with tar