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Feb 2014 · 583
Metaphor
Lilyy Feb 2014
You said you'd like to become a metaphor
but I had already known what you were.
You were a sturdy hearted hero,
a perfectionist,
an obsessive goodie-two-shoes,
who broke my heart
when you thought you weren't good enough.

You're words were well spoken and intended.
You seemed to have the world with your grasps.
You made me think I was imperfect,
thinking I was okay.
But what could I say that wouldn't
break you're soul more,
I would never know and I'm sorry.

I've written letters and notes encrypted in code,
the code I set the key for after spending days
trying to learn and seem intelligent.
I wrote down a full spiral set of notes
on messages
and keys and how to get places I wasn't meant to be.
I think I saw
I wasn't meant to be that close to you.

You are a metaphor.
You are a metaphor.
That is a metaphor.

Are you happy to be what you wanted to be?
this isn't meant to be romantic in case you are feeling that vibe
Jan 2014 · 1.6k
Enigma
Lilyy Jan 2014
Once I was called an Enigma
and it was different than I had expected.
My whole life I had prided myself
on being able to hide
everything
and remain a mystery
to keep my desires to myself
and let the others do the wanting.

But, I messed up.
Because being an enigma
leaves all the mysteries to be solved by you.
Jan 2014 · 653
Dark Ages
Lilyy Jan 2014
We're quite constantly bombarded
with miracles and nonsense.
A chaos of concepts.
are we falling
into an age of darkness.
Lives overcome with
wars of separate continents.
Oct 2013 · 594
Sleep
Lilyy Oct 2013
You asked me to get to sleep
but I can't
with that on my mind
but
I really think I'm going to bed now
goodnight
and thanks
for reminding me
that I'll probably fail anyways
Oct 2013 · 611
Nightmares
Lilyy Oct 2013
I've been having nightmares
and not the ones
people swear are the worst
where they lose the ones they love
and wake up to have them next to them
or a phone call away.
I've been having nightmares
where my sanity is picked apart
and those are the scariest
because when I wake up
shouting
and
crying
I don't know if what I lost is still there.
Sep 2013 · 397
Another part
Lilyy Sep 2013
Sometimes,
I let my eyes go out of focus
and the lenses go blurry.
I let my heart beat slower
and my feet stop tapping.
I let the universe spin
and the planets stay in rotation.
But, I
am a solitary object.
Another part
of another system.
One which stays,
and doesn't move.
It just sits
or lays
or stands.
And everything there
just sits
or lays
or stands.
I am another part
of another universe.
Another place.
Sep 2013 · 656
Jungles
Lilyy Sep 2013
Your green eyes
look teal,
and the water
is rushing.
I think
it might be
the reflection of ocean
or maybe
it's the tears
that I know
you keep welled up
in those dark jungles of vision.
I knew you kept tigers,
but they always seemed tame.
I thought
they were caged.
I thought
they were leashed.
I thought you told me
everything was
okay.
Did I open the doors?
Did I open the doors?
Aug 2013 · 371
Other's words
Lilyy Aug 2013
My mouth is full of words that are not my own
Labeled with my name, but not my own.
Left in a room of hungry cannibals,
Who consume the weak skins
Who consume the broken souls

My words have escaped,
they have left me alone
I and even though
I have my fists,
I still feel my tongue,
against the roof of my mouth
rifling through pages of pointless vocabulary
blank pages, full of empty spaces,
except  for a few:

I'm sorry.
I don't know.
Please, don't hurt me.
May 2013 · 1.4k
Rosie
Lilyy May 2013
I imagined you sweet and innocent,
like the daisies in your hair.
You like pink and glitter,
you don't mind when people stare.
It's okay to be confident, dear
It's okay to hold on.
But, Rosie
your not what I expected
when they said we were something wrong.
Apr 2013 · 492
Sideshow
Lilyy Apr 2013
We both woke up
for the south bus.
You were a star,
and I, a sideshow.
You play the violin
and I, the piano.

It's too bad
they'll never play

together.
Apr 2013 · 973
Favored
Lilyy Apr 2013
This world doesn't favor the artists.
They favor the strong,
iron-bodied athletes,
with empty minds.
They favor the pure-bred,
big-headed geniuses,
with cold hearts.
The world is made for the strong,
but,
I am weak.
Apr 2013 · 825
Funny
Lilyy Apr 2013
this isn't funny anymore
please
stop
this isn't funny anymore
remember
remember
what mommy said
it's only funny...
if both of you are laughing
i'm not laughing
i'm dying
stop hurting me
stop
please
it's
only
it's only funny
if
if
if

*If I'm laughing.
Apr 2013 · 569
Paren(thesis)
Lilyy Apr 2013
Paren(the)sis
are (point)less.
Parenthes(is)
are (to)o flashy,
to bright to (look) at.
They just like (be)ing noticed,
even if we try to look (yond)er,
(the)y alway draw us back.
(Parenthesis).
Apr 2013 · 1.7k
Artificial Bacon
Lilyy Apr 2013
Even the carpet is woozy from my pacing
up and down the locker bay conveyor belt.
I was already woozy, when I woke up.
Was it cloudy,
or sunny?
Just in between,
stuck, like an awkward dream.
It tasted like rotten eggs
and artificial bacon.
Then, it tasted like *****
and cool hard stares.
Apr 2013 · 497
Pixelated world
Lilyy Apr 2013
The world is pixelated
beyond recognition.
No longer can I tell
fake from real
and fake from faker.
Apr 2013 · 976
Golden Cities
Lilyy Apr 2013
We live in golden cities
Paved with golden roads
We bathe in these riches
We don't do what we're told
We don't think to turn around
To look back for danger
We don't think to turn around
Or we're just afraid to
We imagine the only monsters
That we could need fear
Can be taken down with gun
Or are only in the mirror

Our golden cities
And our golden roads
Have begun to bruise and bleed
Our footprints have left marks
That will never recede
Beaten down and torn apart
Morphed from gold
To another shade of wealth
A city of black and grey,
With artificial glimmer
Topped with some patriotic colors
Left in the sun to simmer

We color the blue sky
To match our dreary street
We paint it with the products
Of our unhealthy treats
Tinted with black
Our sky has nothing left to say
Only toxic strings of saliva
To come pouring out its cheeks
The rain can't do us any harm
No more than the food we eat
And the chemicals we drink
So long as you ignore
The patches in your umbrella sink

Someday, our oil city
Will turn into black dust.
Our golden city will be forgotten,
No such thing as golden rust.
Pass it off as legend,
And have people pay a buck,
Just to visit the ruins
Of a turn of "bad luck"
It'll be a "Garden of Eden"
A "Diamond in the rough"
I'll call it dust
And people will say that I'm the bluff

Power is wealth
And wealth is gold
Gold is oil
Or so, it's told.

We live in golden cities
Paved with golden roads.
We bathe in these riches
We don't do what we are told.

Once upon a time,
Golden apples fell from trees.
We'd pick up the apples,
And wipe off the dirt.
We'd pick up the apples,
And eat it like our dessert.
Now, we pick up apples
With big machines
And let them pour out gasoline.
We coat them in chemicals,
A lovely glossy sheen,
And hand them to the kids
While they watch TV.

We walk streets,
Stare up towards skies,
Skies covered with advert lies.
Chemicals in hand,
Antidote in bag,
On a diet,
Of poison and pills.

Look in the mirror,
No one is satisfied.
My, oh my, just what a surprise.
Take a look,
At the world beyond.
Take a look,
Towards everything.
The sky is fading,
And faces too.
We're all dying,
full of modified taboo.

Look, again,
look back towards
The world you missed
The days that you wished
Would come back,
Could be here.
Go on, shed a tear.
It's right to know,
Whatever was left,
Whatever glow,
Can be gone in an instant,
In a blink.
It could disappear
Now.
Or just sink
Into the dead, "Earth" below,
Sink into whatever is left of the known.


We live in golden cities
Paved with golden roads.
We bathe in these riches
We don't do what we are told.
Mar 2013 · 550
Collision
Lilyy Mar 2013
I've wanted

Boom.

Wanted too say something

Crash.

Say something about it all

Bang.

For so long.



To allow someone

Crackle.

Someone to know

Sizzle.

To know what's going on

Bang.

Why I'm getting worse.



Why my smile's

Boom.

My smile's fading and my heart is

Bam.

My heart is withering and why I might be

Crash.

I might be getting quieter and I fall away

Fizz.

I fall away more often. But, I have a

Clang.

I have a logical reason and even though

Hiss.

Even though that may be nothing and just

Rattle

Just something I say to avoid

Thud.

answering. But, really. I'm falling apart.

And I keep hearing bangs and booms inside my head and of course no one else can, but I can, and it's killing me because I feel like parts of me are being ripped out and rearranged and stuffed back together and people are trying to stitch my life together, but they can't without any thread and they don't even have a needle that can pull through this mess, anyways, which is besides the point because it's not like they could ever find anything to fill such a gap that they've torn and I keep saying "they" like they're some anonymous group of murderers set out to torture me but they're not and I know I'm probably overreacting to everything and no one wants to hear the poor sad sob story of the sad lonely girl who is having "troubles" when everyone else is half dead inside too and I'm sorry, But, for one moment just let me cry, or just let me cry forever. Bang Clang Rattle THUD.

Let me be.

boom.

bang.

CRACK.

fizz.

sizzle.

BANG.



Let me be.
Mar 2013 · 799
Malign
Lilyy Mar 2013
Our conversations are brief
snippets of mockery,
in which one
calls the other
an idiot or
sarcastically
calls the other
brilliant.
In the end,
at least one heart
feels a faint beat
whispering,
"Sorry"
and occasionally
the word slips out of the mouth,
"Sorry."
Mar 2013 · 653
Reign
Lilyy Mar 2013
We walked the street
Like the victors
we were meant to be.
Side by side,
Like they said we'd be.
Medals hung around our necks
The color of the moon,
Instead of the sun.
But, I like night better,
so did you, that run.
Holding up our heads
Like a noose.
Our reign was shorter,
The glory less,
But I'll never forget
Walking down
With your feet by mine.
Mar 2013 · 8.8k
Sunrays
Lilyy Mar 2013
My days have forgotten the sunsets
They only remember the harsh, beaten sunrays
Pounding against the memories,
Heaving, in the background, like a sneeze
Hoping to congest my worried looks
The sun burnt my pale skin,
And I cried,
For the day had ended
But, with it came no golden rays,
Only fractured skin,
Crackling with the slightest touch,
My day had ended,
But not for me,
It ended for the one who scorns, you see.
Mar 2013 · 546
Infinities
Lilyy Mar 2013
Remember when the sky became purple with passion
And days started drifting to night
With only a quick glance
Between the sun and the moon

Our lives swirled into infinities
And you almost fell in
To that gaping abyss below our fragile hearts
Where we would pour our left overs
When the night told us
That it was over.
Mar 2013 · 306
Hello
Lilyy Mar 2013
Hello
Hello poetry
I forgot about you, for a while
I forgot you were there for me
In the darkest of times

But, I found you again
Hello, poetry

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