Sometimes I cry because I miss you
And because you are sorry and selfish.
I cry a lot, now that I think about it.
I cry because people are in pain and
It is my fault.
I cry when you left for four hours
And didn't come back until I had walked across the earth.
Sometimes I find myself sobbing because I make a mess of everything
Or because I'm just...me.
Does that make sense?

I know that you're probably mad at me
And that you probably don't ever want to speak to me again.
But I need you.
I can't go on like this without you.
I'm sobbing even thinking about it.
There's so much in my life that I have to do,
That I don't think I can do because you won't be there with me.
I don't want you to leave me,
But if that's what you want to do,
I'll let you.

I can't
I can't
I can't
I can't do this anymore.

Take me away,
Little tablets of gold
To the land of the
Moon and the sun;
I'll take my throne
And I'll sit there
For the rest of eternity.

There, people will
Fall in love with me
Over and over again
And they'll laugh -
But not at me.
we'll laugh at
All the times I was
Selfish
And we'll rejoice
At this new life.

Jasmine is
Cool.

It's dramatic because
I put it on
Two lines.

i remember the days when
i used to write about
falling in love,
and how i longed for
someone to love me.

sometimes it hurts
even more than loneliness.

There isn't a point to anything anymore.
Lately I've found myself spending my days crying my heart out
And blaming myself for everything that has been happening.
I've been thinking that I'm a horrible person,
And that I do not deserve the luxuries of/that is life.

I wish someone would tell me differently.