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Nov 2013 · 640
Invincible
Alexia young Nov 2013
I'll give you tomorrow if you just give me today
Because memories like these are only meant to fade
Just like people Iike you aren't meant to stay
And promises like forever aren't meant to be made
Being stabbed in the back with "I love you" written blades
We think where invincible until we see what it takes
To put ourselves back together when we weren't meant to break
@fvckalexia
Nov 2013 · 4.1k
Homie
Alexia young Nov 2013
I'm tired of these ****** having down females they don't appreciate,Females who are willing to catch a case just to make sure your living straight Not on no phony ****, like ya homie **** The realist one on your team isn't always the one ur smoking with.But the one you can stay focused with.The one who's proved she's a rider through the ins and outs nd not looking for any hand outs. The one holding it down through thedrought. The ones who's gonna help you stack, not just spend your ****.The only one you share your business with Now that's a real *****, and it ain't to many. Money hungry birds disguised as bad *******, they come in plenty, always talking bout "gimme" Most of these good girls turn sour when they give ****** to much power. "These ******* ain't ****" I ain't doubting it, that's why you need a woman,who your proud with,settle down, start a family,build a house with. @fvckalexia
Nov 2013 · 1.6k
Mental
Alexia young Nov 2013
Mom and dad never around like that **** was planned out.
Still you never caught me asking for hand outs you would've thought I took the main route by the way I stayed out, always told I wasn't being lady like but where I'm from, being a lady rarely gets you liked.
And the prettier you are the more likely you gotta fight. So I was more focused on getting my hands right than preparing to be a mans wife and that's just real life.
Mom never taught me curtesy dad was never there for emergencies, so I was my only care like urgency.
Now it's about what ya know and if you've heard of me
Heard you can get far if you act accordingly
So now people asking if they can record with me
Before they said poetry? You'll get bored with me. But I figure it's worth a shot then to take the easy way out like the majority. You know what that means I can get rich off a ***** that's on scheme or "modeling" on a pole I'm tryna be your fav rappers next song dream.
Ain't knocking nobody I just got more in store for me. @fvckalexia
Nov 2013 · 1.1k
Three C's
Alexia young Nov 2013
To the ladies who, thinking there to cute to break a sweat. A man gonna marry the worker, he'll just take your ***. The one thats grinding in the perfect timing, he needs her. Pretty hair, nice skin, your just a *******. And she wants a man not a boy. If she wanted to play guys she woulda got a toy. She'll sit and listen, she ******* with your ambition, but ain't no accomplishing a mission, if you the ***** acting moody. Because your on the couch with the homie playing call of duty. Never neglect your she, use your patience remember not to lie. Men to the ladies, ladies to your guy, everything is about consistency, communication, and compromise.
Nov 2013 · 467
Make or break
Alexia young Nov 2013
I know we couldn't work it out,or talk it out.You where a blessing walking in & a bigger one walking out.I still got love for my exes.With the title I've never been to reckless,so I'm appreciative of the lessons that come from a few bad investments. Successfully repairing the hearts of my crushes, I was running laps on crutches, a constant lap in judgment, that bad feelings that  I repair, while dragging them out of despair, are always the ones I end up stuck with.  I don't ever think ill get a grasp on everything I gave you, but you know what they say about what don't break you.
Nov 2013 · 429
Move on
Alexia young Nov 2013
If your moving on, move on, make sure that it's clear. Don't allow your past to affect the flow of your current atmosphere. So lets be clear, I don't care what she did or didn't do. I'm here for a reason, believe it, I'm into you. Girls are quick to neglect your wealth, I'm saying your the ****, so accept yourself. I see every flaw you try to hide from me, and being that you aren't inside of me, you don't know the acceptance of what my eyes can see.
Nov 2013 · 433
Move on
Alexia young Nov 2013
If your moving on, move on, make sure that it's clear. Don't allow your past to affect the flow of your current atmosphere. So lets be clear, I don't care what she did or didn't do. I'm here for a reason, believe it, I'm into you. Girls are quick to neglect your wealth, I'm saying your the ****, so accept yourself. I see every flaw you try to hide from me, and being that you aren't inside of me, you don't know the acceptance of what my eyes can see.
Nov 2013 · 1.7k
Consistency
Alexia young Nov 2013
Full moons and half hearted woman followed by dates with men that will soon go missing. Young girl just searching for that consistence. So wrapped up cause of the man she never got to witness. Now she gives herself up to everyone that's persistent. Soul turned Icey but yet she still glistens. Just a beautiful example of a woman without vision cause her outside has ****** up her inner appearance.  When referring to ***** hoes and ******* is the only time she gets any mentions. Waiting to be replenished in her world of submission.  Prayers every night to god but i guess he didn't care to listen. Lonely every June 15th yet she never stopped wishing to reconnect with the man that was the cause of that first incision. Crazy someone she never met can cause such resistant but she never loved herself again after his decision.
Nov 2013 · 423
Regret
Alexia young Nov 2013
I'm tryna wake up to you in the morning without the regret of last night. I know last time I said this was the last time, but last time wasn't right. I'm tryna make our memories disappear like the love that was once here, so maybe if we start over well get further w/ out the fear, that's real. Just two strangers with a whole lot of history, I remember when we still left room for mystery. Now when I see your text about you missing me, I can't but help to think this is you tryna get into me, and somehow you always get to me.
Nov 2013 · 503
Hidden escape
Alexia young Nov 2013
Without my pen and words, I'm just a mere soul.
Looking for purpose and reason with no real goals.
I wonder if I need you like I make myself believe.
& if during these 15 minutes of expression I know what it means to be free,  you compliment my passion in a world full of deceit, unmeasurable desires, then there's you , then there's me. Somehow you never seem too far away. That's why I call you my hidden escape.

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