Talk to me here

This year.  I might just go missing.
If anyone knows me.
My boyfriend most likely taken my life away.
Going onto out sixth year together.  And it's getting more violent.

Don't think I haven't forgotten about you GLD & DHH.
I still love you.

I feel sad today
Only one person makes me happy
While the others are not here anymore
I want to leave
Smoking cigarettes aren't helping
Makes me sick when I'm almost done.
I'm craving the other drug
Yes, I have a drug addiction.
I want to cry
I want money for the drug
But then again
I want to do better
Everything is a mess.
Having children
Boyfriend problems
Drug addictions
It's all a mess.
I'm left to be a single mother.
Sometimes I wished I went for that abortion
In 2015.
I didn't plan on dragging my children with me.
Down this **** path
I never speak of happiness
I don't even like talking about my relationship
With my partner
That was a problem
I wasn't happy in it.
I'm sorry.
We have a child together
I thought I was happy
But I'm happy you left me this child
He makes me happy right now.
I feel like I gave up on raising my first child.
I feel like they stole him from me.
I would like to have my children to myself
Raise them my way.
I would like to leave.
Move away
To where my dad is.
I hurt alot.
I could see my son is getting lonesome for his dad.
He stays really close to me
In this ****** room.
I'm going downhill
The drugs
****
I hate the drugs.

Reading All My Stuff On Hellopoetry Makes Me Happy
Man I Miss This H.P
Having Time To Myself Reading.
Smiling At My Crazy Self From The Past.
Of How Crazy I Was Over Him
Gabriel
Fukk I Miss That Guy.
I Got Now Two Crazy Lil Men Now I Love Them Lots.

I Can't Stop Thinking Of You
What Happened?
To Us?
Was It You?
Was It Me?

I Miss You
Hurt
I Feel You.