It seems to me that whenever I need you,
You're not here,
and whenever I'm with you,
I'm overridden in fear,
I tell myself that I shouldn't stay,
And hope to god that you'll leave someday,
But we both know that I can't sneak away,
So with you.. I'll never see the light of day.

All I want to do is have fun,
but all you tell me is that I ****,
practice makes perfect? wasn't that your words?
why can't you just let me learn?
You don't like it when I talk back,
but still you proceed to make me feel bad,
if what I'm doing is not funny,
I'm sorry but I'm not trying to entertain you, honey.

I've lost my rotten heart,
My smile is just a illusion,
I am but a ghost,
lost in a void of confusion,
attention is what I seek,
so could somebody please, find me?