& so now~i~know just _ how _ much imeantto you; what all /of /those late nights & hours-on-the phone {were}; how you fell aSLeeP in my ^arms^ & how you held. my. hand. [it's nothing] It. Never. Was.
how you 》put 》me in _ piec _ es _ knots//upon//knots i can't think. a. single. thought. without the wheres&whys&hows @tangledinthescent <of you> & ¿can you Let | This | Go | when - you - know the melt & the home {we felt}¿
stupId (for you) i know so _ much _ better. Been 》 There》and 《Back 《 (time&again) ~ smile\eyes\ lips. can't. bear. to. go. (anywhere). & to <rest> in you i'd give UP all-of-the-things (i thought i knew). to simply be | locked | in your .stare.
not _ quite _ a _ shift most\like\a }}press{{ grasSsping at '..",..slivers'..." #whateverisleft the | peace | that i found #whateveritmeant & all. Of. those. words. [you said] live-on-to-loiter in the <nagging> [ silence ]
i have. never. known; letters// nouns the tri,.... ck,... le of words To Simply Say whatever-it-is-i-mean i mean~ You. Are. the pin ch in my chest the> pull >>of >each breathe EvERy #sadlovesong & when you ~}{hold my hand}{~ I Am.