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Robinho Mar 2016
Broken heart and broken bones.
Throwing sticks and throwing stones.
It's dark out here, the light is broken.
I see no future, my sight is broken.
My body is torn and bruised.
My heart is stabbed, broken and used.
I'm giving up on love, it just didn't work out.
It's was never enough, cause there was always doubt.
I'm just not good enough, that's the way it is.
She'll never change her mind, even after reading this.
Why am i in love?
This is just not fair, i could die before her eyes.
And she wouldn't even care.
Why am i in love?
Please just answer me.
I wanna talk to you, and hear your voice again.
I wanna see your face, and tell you how i feel.
That i can't live without your love, and this pain is just way too real.
I need your help, to find me back again.
And i need it fast, cause i'm losing myself.
I'm lost in your heart, and i can't find the door.
I'm drowning in your eyes, and i can't find the shore.
I don't know what to do, i'm running out of time.
I'll have to face the truth, that you will never be mine.
Maybe one day you will see, that i love you with all my heart.
Maybe that day you'll love me, and we'll never part.
Maybe one day when i die, you'll remember me.
You'll think about my heart, to wich you've always held the key.
Maybe one day you'll wake up, and realize that you broke me.
It will break you too, and broken is what we'll both be.
Maybe one day you will fall in love, and you will come begging to me.
Saying you want "us" to change into "we".
Maybe one day you will say, you're my reason to live for.
i will look at you, and i'll say no b*tch i don't want you anymore.
And if on one day, your eyes will finally open.
It will be too late, cause i'm already broken.
Robinho Mar 2016
I'm drowning in tears
Please just leave me alone
Or just carve out my heart
I don't care if you use a knife or a stone
Nothing can be worse than the pain i feel at this moment
The blame for that is all on you
Yeah that's right, you own it
Love is dangerous
Love is wild
You have no idea how much i miss being a child
When the worst pain was a scraped knee
And darkness was the scariest thing you could see
When "goodbye" meant "till tomorrow"
Not "from now on we're history" and feeling sorrow
Back when you could say "i love you" and not have your heart broken
When you could fall asleep on the couch and magically end up in bed without being woken
When you wanted nothing more than to grow up
Untill you saw what being a grown up really means and you just wanted to throw up
When you wouldn't have to worry about money or paying bills
Then one day you fell in love
And for the first time in your life
You felt those beautiful chills
That went right down your spine
And then you went to your first party
And had your first glass of wine
Years went by and you grew up
You probably made alot of mistakes
But you never gave up
you did all that it takes
And now you have won
It's not easy to win in life
Cause life first give you the test
And then you get the lesson
You don't have to be better than the rest
Just be better than you were yesterday
And maybe at the end of your life
You're talking to your children
Explaining what you've been through and what life is all about
You tell your kids that everybody they love dies
That they'll have less answers than "why's"
I was talking to somebody about all of this
About my mistakes and all other ****
How i can never make them right
How i've loved and lost
How losing someone you love is the biggest cost
How going to sleep early is so important
How life doesn't come with a lovely assistent
How there will always be pain
How there can never be a rainbow without a little rain
How you need sadness to learn to value of happiness
How you don't always have to say yes
How you can love the sun but sometimes have to hide in the shade
How life is the most painfull thing that's ever made
She looked at me and said "well that doesn't sound good"
I said no but i'd do it all over again if i could
Life hurts you and you can't hurt it
But that doesn't matter
Cause in the end, it's worth it
I welcome any review.

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