I wake up to a dream
As the sun kisses my face
Opened my eyes to your blinding light
You surrounding me with your warm embrace
You break the silence of my dawn
Chase away shadows of my loneliness
Added color to my grey scaled life
Illuminating my world of darkness
Your gentle "good morning" is my vitamin D
At noon, you beam with all your might
- your frustrations and aspirations; stories fill the afternoon
Of how you shined all day, till it's time for good night
But one sunset came
I closed the door, shut the blinds
I hid from the reach of your light
In my shadow where I don't want to be found
Till the day did not come and night never left
I searched for the sun, but finding - i never did
I know your there,
somewhere
Shinning on someone, i wish was me
. . .
This simply sums up what happened. How i lost the only one who knew me. I hate this feeling of regret but what i hate most is my stupidity of letting her go. I still love her, and I don't think I'll ever stop doing so.
Hi Ces if you ever come across this poem (but i know you will never do) I want you to know i still want you back