O my desolate being,
Make me solid matter!
Cease my consciousness
Into pieces I will shatter.

This sense of torment
So painful so unbearable,
This human life only hurts
Creating unlimited trouble.

If I become hilarious,
Grief starts stepping,
Tears fill my eyes as if
Life is only for weeping.

O sands of Time,
Make me particle!
I can't bear this burden of life
It's a cage, an ornamental buckle.

As autumn begins entrance,
Nature shows its elegance.
Lovely catkin and air,
Make their artistic pair.

Lotus opens her mind,
Can sky remain blind?
Moon the silver fairy,
Looks drunk cheery.

Mountain sends mail,
White clouds sail.
Dewy morning flowers,
Attract beauty viewers.

Delicacy all around,
From sky to the ground.
Colorful leaves fall,
Making allured all.

Living in earth,
On a burning hearth.
I apply on it,
Imagination a bit.
Then it looks amazing,
Basically it's blazing.
At moonlit night,
Imagination and reality fight.
Who is the best?
They participate in test.
Reality is furious,
Who makes all curious?
Imagination asks in tears,
Who spreads fears?
If there were no imagination,
Life would have lost motion.
Imagination makes all fly,
Telling despair good bye.

I walk through an eternal fire
Being a born myth holder,
Life is a meaningless arrangement
An attractive poisonous oleander.

We think of an imaginary world
But meet only emptiness,
At last devastating fate transforms
All happiness into sadness.

Who are you sailing a boat
Through rough waters?
Laying an illusory net of love
Where everyone totters.

An invisible player is playing
The gruesome game,
All the creation bows to death
That makes all inevitably tame.

How much do I love you?
Like the vast universe constant new.
O bird, my bird of happiness!
Without you earth is grey lifeless.

Why is pain so illusory?
Touches veins like spring cherry.
Wet clouds get burned by lightning,
A Sahara is concealed behind my clothing.

Feeling you brings me fragrance of flower,
Feeling you makes abode in golden bower.
My morning, noon and afternoon takes hue,
And adorn the magical twilight just loving you.

A river of nectar overflows its two sides,
In the deep a goddess of eternal beauty abides.
I hold a cup of everlasting love in hand,
Still encircles me self-made desert sand.

Thinking you my days and nights
Flied fast in the past,
Now my moments are in love
With trees, stars and skies vast.

Now my pigeon of happiness flies
Against tempest fast,
Grief moves anti-clockwise and
Dies in sea at last.

At eve, fairytale starts in my bird's nest
Between owl and skylark,
South wind performs fabulous ballet
Hence it bears restless gemini-mark.

Now my melancholy glows like diamond
Green emerald-trees radiate sprout,
This heart dares to live in the arid desert
It's funny to burn that in mild drought.

Solitude solitude!
Embraces me of great magnitude.
Do I want someone to come
Giving me love thrilling awesome?

My gloomy noon wants to fly
Beyond the ozone layer of the sky.
Dead leaves are being swept away,
O love! Are you nor'wester of May?

Have I effaced all the memories?
The balcony full of orchid glories.
The east wind that lost its path,
Seeking happiness in sheer dearth.

O hurting past, get aside!
O heart of sea, let me hide!
New dawn is peeping on hill,
All my aching reducing to nil.

O sweet autumn!
So soft so calm.
Seeing water lily,
Moon feels jolly.

Butterflies are soaring,
Sea is not roaring.
Ripples touch sea-shore,
Telling awesome folklore.

Gently blows air,
Doesn't tousle hair.
Cloud looks cute,
No thunder, mute.

Pearl-like dew,
Makes morning view.
Listen, blue sky!
Don't say goodbye.

O religion, don't laugh!
Life on earth is tough.
Creation is downright ridiculous,
There is a camouflage looking fabulous.

I don't see any mercy in nature,
Dying and eating is its real feature.
Everyone wishes to be winner,
Loser is marked as abominable sinner.

O religion, shameless beneficiary!
You can make people only scary.
Can you give relief from pandemic?
Very much efficient in selfish gimmick.

Waiting for an afterlife full of greed,
What a hypocritical role plays the creed!
You cheat on the weak and frighten,
You degrade humanity, never heighten.

If I want,
Sky makes cloudburst,
Nonetheless I burn
And suffer from desert thirst.

If I want,
I can make universe rock,
But time is standstill here
I feel contented without a clock.

I can't return to past
Although recalls my mind,
Memory flies like leaves
Swept away by the gusty wind.

The moon goes away
With the fragrant night,
I pass my solitary moments
Getting on imaginary flight.

Who is happy in the universe?
It's hard to say,
Someone enjoys and someone cries
On a rainy day.

Sky speaks out when you come,
Air touches gently saying "awesome!"
I hear often a singing all around,
I don't know who creates this sound.

A vigil takes place in my savanna,
Words murmur in the light of diana.
Looks like I'm not a girl, a misnomer,
Am I the whirlwind of hot summer?

In dream I fly and sit on your cheek,
In reality no grace I hope or seek.
You remain so far that I can't touch,
Nonetheless who produces love too much?

I romanticize and beautify
The void gray sky.
Rude reality becomes fairytale,
With blossoms smiles the blue vale.

O bluebird, give me blue pain!
By no means love can be slain.
Come pain! I'll be sapphire, bluish,
A gemstone that reflects anguish.

O night flower jasmine, please say!
Is it illusory magic of moon ray?
My thoughts are so weird,
All around sings the bluebird.
Am I lunatic or hallucinating?
On rude reality I give romantic coating.
No matter how much you hinder,
One day I'll take the poison, no wonder.
Green looks black in the dark,
Mistakenly I bear the bruises of love-mark.
It's post-modern age of realism,
Emotion looks like silly, sarcasm.
Let me be ruthless rational being,
I'll stop attributing art to something on seeing.
I'll make life emotionless easier,
Let me be awakened, not drowsier.

It's a surprising matter!
Seeing his face, all my pains shatter.

I burn and burn,
Instantly south breeze begins its lovely turn.

Hear me, O moon!
His smiling face acts for me as poetic boon.

O gusty wind!
Hear! Whispers through ether my mind!

O agitated brine!
Look! I built on your beach loving shrine.

Darling is like morphia,
Makes me inert, transforms poison into ambrosia.

O twilight, twilight moment!
I am immersed in you.
At the end of the day's noise,
My being merges with illusive hue.

So much beauty in a moment!
Why O magical twilight!
What a divine music playing in the heart!
Why in loving him I take immense delight?

I want to forget past,
Yet why do you show shadow?
So much commotion in mind!
Standing alone in solitary meadow.

You have decorated magical hoop
To tie my ascetic mind,
Why you witching twilight
Make me lured to look behind?

Bring foreign stars to the sky,
I will be lost drunk again,
Let the past-chewing of pain be erased,
Let me compose and sing new refrain.

Put out, put out your light!
O firefly, get out of my sight!
A love like firefly is burning in my chest,
Is pain an abstract addiction making heart its nest?

Pain burns, burns tirelessly,
Eyes cry, cry all day night constantly.
It's tinged with gorgeous indigo,
O love! Does loneliness make you magical so?

If I would have got you too close!
Did my road smile with blooming rose?
Did I take form of a fairy?
Did I look like horizon cheery?

Come closer! I'll be stream,
An overflowing happiness, utopian dream.
Let the door be unlocked,
Let's enjoy love songs and be rocked.

Once thinking you,
I looked at universe with romantic view.
I floated on air,
Ran speedily like hare.

Once your two eyes,
Without those everything was lies.
Eyes made me swim in brine,
Even sickness seemed just benign.

Once you neglected me,
Nonetheless I was filled with glee.
I was insulted severely,
You treated my love as wily.

Now I'm a new being,
Millions express attraction wooing.
I'm like splendid rainbow,
Filled with spectacular colorful glow.

I took refuge to rhyme,
I submitted myself to time.
My wounds transformed into lunar spots,
So magical beauty created from natural knots.

You love to see me cry,
It's surprising that
I'm rude to say bye.

Can a poet be forlorn?
So many things in nature
Welcome me each morn.

Whether you love me or not,
That's a trifling matter,
Journey of life is beyond dot.

I defy to move round you,
The universe is big enough,
I can't wait in wrong queue.

Every chain should be broken,
My soul will fly high,
Nothing can stop it or sicken.

All the time you were silent,
Now don't show love vehement.
Let our words remain soundless,
Let it not be tricky like playing at chess.

Do I feel heartache?
No! It's masking, just fake.
Did I love you?
No! That was a poetic hue.

Do you know me at last?
I possess no crush for the past.
I fall in love out of whim,
After full moon I don't swim.

Nowadays nothing is so precious,
Not diamond, glass looks gracious.
In a crowd of duplicated exaggeration,
Oyster died on the beach of civilization.

In autumn all rudeness ends,
The blue sky lovingly bends
To the white catkin soft lacy;
What a divine beauty full of delicacy!

Multicolored lilies smile in lake,
Moon takes magical form for autumn's sake.
I hear nature singing lullaby,
Say goodbye to shock and sigh!

O autumn, sweet artistic dear!
You teach meaning of life with tear.
It's morning dew on grass and leaves,
A lesson of briefness that really gives.

Life is short and beautiful must,
So forget past suffering just.
Don't regret for losing something,
Remember for long stays nothing.

You love to hurt me
Okay, do it;
Still I'll unfold petals
Bit by bit.

Nothing can suppress me
My sassiness leaps,
The unlimited sky inspires me
When pain rips.

If melancholy occupies me
Leaving me weary,
Fancy makes a wonderful flight
Verses look like fairy.

I thank darkness of night
Smiling into morrow,
Still hope sparkles onward
In prevailing sorrow.

O lovely breeze!
Seize me, seize.
Let me get inclined,
To your invisible mind.

O evening sky!
Make flowers with my sigh.
I'll be white jasmine,
And sip moonlight like wine.

O bright stars!
Organic life bears so many bars.
Let my obligation fuse
Into an eternal muse.

O long-cherished happiness!
Rejuvenate the arid bareness.
If not real, come in fancy,
Turn all the pains to elegancy.

The bird doesn't sing
Even doesn't speak,
Still I paint love
On his rude beak.

Is he mine?
No no never,
He is egoistic enough
Having maneuver.

Is he trustworthy?
He loves me?
How is that possible?
Does love flee?

Love is a courage
That encourages to ride
On a reinless horse through desert sands
Not to hide.

What should I do?
Waiting for falsehood?
It's not necessary
Deviation is rather good.

Fairy mind, fairy mind!
Escape, escape leaving behind
All the woes worldly grief,
Cross the limit hence life is brief.

Passing the air starry skies,
Stop near fancied paradise.
Catch the ray of silver moon,
Sing a melody dancing soon.

Take a flight to the milky way,
Where millions of stars happily sway.
Avoid, avoid dark ******* hole,
Don't touch it thinking sky's beauty mole.

Forget reality life's meaning,
Don't pretend to be rational cunning.
Happiness lies in free roaming,
Spend moments only dreaming.

I could feel your unshed tear,
In spite of your not coming near.
I could hear your heart-throbs,
That differed in joys and sobs.
I could see your smile shining,
Along cloud's silver lining.
It was my love, magical power,
That made feeling fly higher.

Now I can see you trying
To wipe another one's crying.
You're engaged in peeling nuts
And nursing anyone else's careless cuts.

Now I keep a spark,
Not for using in the dark.
I burn myself cruelly,
Burn my love, my folly.

Gazing at your face,
I discover a heavenly grace.
Grace of love and humanity,
A great leader without lackluster vanity.

I respect you dear,
Intensely without fear.
O brave adamant leader!
Having sky-heart so broader.

To create a new state,
You were gifted from fate.
A gifted child on holy soil,
To defeat the Pakistani colonial turmoil.

At the cost of millions of lives,
Blessings came as Bangladesh revives.
A new state, a reborn earth,
As an oasis of hope in desert dearth.

O Bangabandhu! It's your voice,
Makes me spirited in despair to rejoice.
I brush aside all evils around,
And step firmly on hard ground.

If I deeply think,
I only sink.
Sink in the darkness,
And then I make a mess.

What about telling?
That's the blind feeling.
Feeling without logic,
It's so ruthless tragic.

Tension is heightened,
I get then frightened.
What a barbarity!
We call it piety.

I know you the ferocious!
You are merely vicious.
Can you sing a melody?
Never! You are so greedy.

Let me explain,
Your heart has been slain.
You are a body for eating,
You are a belief for cheating.

Think of mind!
It's not similar in all human kind.
Variety, only variety,
Nature shows that smiling in gaiety.

Think of convention!
Never allow it to halt your motion.
Fly fly beyond visible galaxy,
Stop performing blindly anyone's proxy.

Think of humanity!
Without it you are devoid of sanity.
Don't hate others' color,
Racism is meanness, not valor.

Think of love!
You can hear singing of a lovely dove.
Live and let live! That's all,
Don't be hostile, be pal.

Don't blame the demon
But blame the sermon
For the wrong doings
Hence it prunes mind's wings.

Be vast infinite sky,
Break orthodox chain on that you rely.
Fly like butterfly or bird,
Between mind and you there is no third.

You feel, feel Nature,
Need not any religious teacher.
Is God confined in book?
Then you really mistook.

Look at the enormous cosmos!
Is your God uncultured boss?
No no, feel a colorful artist,
So anomalous compared to as described by priest.

Will you take pain back?
It feels extremely drowsy,
Worded me to remain awakened eternally
With the flowers jasmine, rose, daisy.

The fiery youthfulness is in summer flowers
I lose control on emotional rip,
Who smiles lying on flower bed?
At magic night floating ship.

Whose hair is flown by wind?
Whose eyes are shimmering?
O poet! Glean love in your casket,
All around scattering.

Crescent moon stares at evening flowers
Eyes filled with thrill,
They are saying me to erase blue images
And stop cries shrill.

This cynical bitter moment,
Hot summer vehement-
Beyond all odds it's your hand,
Touching that I discover me in a grassland.

Blue stone is turned into ruby red,
All dystopian feelings have been fled.
Charming wind blowing from south,
Makes me reviving touching mouth.

Repeatedly being hurt committing wrong,
It's Love that stimulates to sing sweet song.
Mind sails on a rip turbulent bay,
Let's fly across blue skies of the day.

It's your eyelids winking again and again,
Tell me happiness is hidden to regain.
I was nonchalant in a state of dying,
You inspired me to live again by vying.

Rain came rain came,
Giving you a new name.
Fall in love again,
You deserve no pain.

Pitter-patter pitter-patter,
Feel happy feel better.
Wash away past,
Happiness is at last.

Gusty wind gusty wind,
Sweep away sad mind.
This life red wine,
No crying no brine.

It rains it hails,
Brave never cries fails.
Catch rain catch love,
Place life all above.

All around lockdown,
Stay home of your own.
Don't plunge into utter despair,
Despite innumerable deaths flare.

It's cruel coronavirus,
Unseen but so furious.
Some say nature's process of rebirth,
Relieving toxicity from air of earth.

Some are playing blame game,
From where this virus came?
Is it biological weapon or natural?
Looking like crown floral.

Economic meltdown and grim future!
War against parasite to halt its torture.
This nightmare will definitely end,
Keep positive spirits each friend.

O moon charming!
Tonight gaiety is booming.
He's been seen,
Whom I mean.

Apply me moonlight,
Along with trick slight.
Easy going love making,
Superficial boring slacking.

Remove, remove the lid,
To burst out liquid.
Let me be freakish tricky,
Come love violent shaky.

O venus! Lay on magic net,
Life is here only to bet.
Give me wine so hard,
Lift lift so called social guard.

Two yellow butterflies are flying,
A yellow bird does the same,
And they ignited in mind spring flame.

Yellow bird? Leaving blue one?
It doesn't seem a good sign,
Is someone new coming on my line?

Yellow bird, yellow bird!
How beautiful it is!
I want yellow color like this.

O mind, listen to me!
I'll break your paintbrush,
For which you do too rush?

Why are you so angry?
Fly fly and be new,
This spring is just for you.

Will I regain lost happiness?
Then I'm desperate to fly,
Touch touch the blue sky.

How far you remain doesn't matter,
Still the memory sounds like pitter-patter.
O blue, my lovely blue hue!
Each moment I intensely feel you.

The sky is dressed in blue gown,
I'm a fairy in an eden of my own.
Who are you sprinkling vermillion?
Entrapping me in blossoms of dandelion.

Don't you see all around grief?
This life this color is so brief.
Am I wine you are treating like?
Don't be drunk to overflow strong ****.

What a magic wand you hold!
I'm immersing in a feeling untold.
Valor of love revives me from despair looming,
Like swan in a lake of your two lips I'm swimming.

Will you burn me?
So ridiculous!
Can star be burnt?
Tell, you callous.

At night see my magical beauty,
Such as moon light,
Do you know me, dear blue bird?
This volcanic bright?

Will you love me?
Not possible,
Can a heart love tempest
Which is vulnerable?

Will you give me peace?
Beyond imagination!
Can a coward make anyone peaceful?
Just damnation!

You pass night in sleeping,
Then words and me play peeping.
My poetry smiles in tears,
I keep them afloat with cheers.

I laugh out loudly beyond sky,
Verses smell and fly high.
Night bird screams suddenly,
Is he also pain-stricken lonely?

I want to halt me,
The poet requests not to flee.
She's persistent for immortality,
What an aspiration! So thirsty.

What is sky crying for?
Why burns itself the meteor?
Love burns her to ashes?
Or in eternity love more flashes?

I'm burning too so long,
Glorifying a love that's wrong.
Poetry, not people keeps me living,
In a despair poetry makes me reviving.

Did I know?
A sea of pain in me would flow.

Did I understand?
Love is an invisible quicksand.

If I knew,
My eyes didn't exude constant dew.

Each moment aching,
Love is like a grueling mountain trekking.

He is a cheat,
My cozy days turned into desert heat.

Always burning and burning,
Am I destined to do eternal mourning?

Obviously not,
Despite torment I'm happy a lot.

Want to know how?
Because before negative forces I never bow.

It's I,
Who have a sky.
What about human lover?
Oh yes! Just having new flavor.

Not afraid of cheating?
I'll be paper blotting.
Absorbing is my quality,
Don't care any calamity.

I'll make it happy den,
With the flowers fallen.
May be short living,
Nothing prolonged I'm craving.

Will you be happy?
Don't make me grumpy.
Be happy with little things,
Fly on your mind's wings.

It's spring wind,
That makes my past grind.
Grinds into nothingness,
This surprise I couldn't guess.

O love! Stormy romantic!
Be a little less frantic.
Will you sweep me away?
Again I'll be lively trouncing dismay?

O sky! Look look!
Me a restless brook.
What an enchanting time!
I'm creating rippling rhyme.

Is he wind or a man?
Came to me as a fan.
How cruelly makes memory wane!
Is he clinically or poetically insane?

I hear a calling,
A despondent feeling,
Like blue moon-light it's falling.

What to do don't know,
How to catch rainbow?
How to get happy glow?

I cry while laughing,
Hiding me masking,
Acquiring only nothing.

Sea-beach disliking,
All the time Solitary walking,
Lifelong overlooking.

Voids surround me,
Can't take spring glee,
Seeking way to flee.

Where is my mind?
How can I find?
Vanished away leaving me behind.

Give common people pain
Not a bard,
Poet can make flower with pain
Not so hard.

Will you make me pain-stricken?
Tell me the way,
You will muse over it always
Night and day.

I possess a fountain in me
Constantly flowing,
This watery body is rhythmic
Giving up crying.

Then think what will you give me?
Touch of happiness?
I do have sprinkling happiness
Without shallowness.

You want to give me Love?
You are a loser,
You do have a vacant field
Frosty freezer.

O love! I don't bother,
Let me be splitting rather.
Nonetheless I need not you,
To give my heart illusory hue.

I will escape this universe,
Let me be more and more terse.
Don't call me O rippling brine!
Can Human heart really be shrine?

Let blue bird make nest in gaiety,
I will tell moon to give light in bounty.
As a poet, I am not sad by pains,
O bird! Glean glean happy grains.

In spite of your benumbing gaze,
I won't make love as my living camouflage.
O stars! Twinkle at nights morbid,
As the mirage in desert arid.

For you I had to trample my pride,
To be wild flower rose-form had to hide.
Conventions? I never abide by those,
Self-exile is much better for this rose.

Is life impossible without human being?
Let me be lonely desolate just for seeing.
O refined social norm! Call me not,
In a spring I will again open my closed slot.

If I am swept away by the tide of time,
If spring forgets to chant lovely rhyme,
Then I will fly to another milky way,
Only moon will accompany me that day.

The earth doesn't need magical moon-light,
Let the rivers dance at pitch-dark night.
O earth! Get satisfied with your selfish civilization,
Make painful humans weep by your tricky polarization.

When I see you
I feel comfy,
An arid desert is leafy
In a jiffy.

Everything is changing
For global warming,
Still my crush unabated
As artwork charming.

Touch me kiss me
Pour romantic drizzle,
Make me dancing fountain
So light frizzle.

O sky! It's you
My ultimate lover,
All my woes sobs
You can cover.

My dream lies,
In his eyes.
Two lips bring,
An eternal spring.

My living depends on,
Depicting him as poetical phenomenon.
Death is barred,
As long as he is remembered.

A sea constantly awakened,
All the evils it can defend.
A sea of love keeps me alive,
A feel of beauty when I dive.

Beauty of life that is love,
Beside a fountain of peace sings this dove.
Hear a never-ending song echoing,
Through lush blossoms to ether wooing.

Encircling me who plays?
It cruelly slays.
It slays me,
I can't flee.

I feel all around a killer,
Who says love is a healer?
Often love seems a paint,
Is it demon or saint?

It paints my world gorgeous,
I see all the things beauteous.
Denying looming rudeness of earth,
It rains like the blessing in dearth.

I feel a heavy flood,
An upheaval of my blood.
I pretend to be calm,
But it makes me hum.

Is Love an unseen trap?
Rude realities does it wrap?
Like a drug it benumbs me,
What a lethal emotional spree!

O stars in the sky!
Let's forget that bye.
O moon so beauteous!
What a magic from you, genius!
O morning sun!
Burn me, burn.
O birds flapping!
Start your chirping.
O flowers and trees!
O restless breeze!
I committed a wrong,
Staying away from you so long.
Again I am back,
Among your smiles, the right track.
Why I did this?
Just for a hypocritic kiss.
He took me beside the Nile,
Saying love that was mere vile.
I discovered one morning,
A game of heart winning.
Experiencing a cruel cheating,
A new myself I am setting.
I will be happy again,
With Nature that gives no pain.

When I feel emptiness
I see his face,
Surprisingly I see a sea
Filled with poetic grace.

I search unseen happiness
Being utter crazy,
Instantly my mind tells
Sun is only hazy.

Whom I seek in the blue?
Do you know O sky?
Getting touched by breeze
His feathers do fly.

My concept of happiness
Is changed drastically,
Leaving posh palace I prefer
Wandering through green valley.

My happiness does smile
On the blue wings,
Who covered my woe
With golden feelings?

Still that amazing kiss
I remember as heavenly bliss.
O honey!
You are my sky blue shiny.

Is it sickness or thrill?
Does distance add beauty to love as clothing frill?
I dive into utter despair,
Again revived reborn dazzling fair.

O blue bird!
Is love a trifling matter to disregard?
Loving you is my breath,
No one can measure its depth.

One day if I forget you,
My moments get dull losing hue.
My body my soul long for your touch,
I find no magic on earth as such.