Migel

Migel Nov 2023

I chose to love one
even now I choose no one
a curse I cast upon me
a curse I accept wholeheartedly
no amount of love can exceed
to what I gave and did
maybe someone could do the same
but we both know
no one else but us
can inflict this much pain

no one can hurt me like you do
a curse I cast upon me
a curse for caring too much for you

Migel Nov 2023

one more might

I'll be far, far as much as I can
even though deep down I know
I'll be near as soon as I hear your name
pathetic as I can be yet mundane

Chaos was all I ever knew
Oh how I envy you
I traded my heart for a can of stew
for wanting to give everything to you

I'll trade my life for one more night
one more late night walk
or maybe just a late night talk
while I get mesmerized as you spoke
or maybe just one more dinner
and after we'll wash the dishes together
and only then I'll be alright.

Migel Nov 2023

Hide

We agreed i’d let you be
But i just don’t want you to see
How worse i have been
How poisonous i could be

I told you that i’ll stop writting
I can’t keep those words
When i only shelter to these poems
Without you i’m cursed

Migel Nov 2023

Tangi

I can’t face the world with my back empty
All I need was for you to be with me
But i know now it’s impossible to see
You again, just right next to me

Migel Nov 2023

I left home.

i can’t go back home
For how far i’ve been
Lights at home was dim
My journey back home were grim

I left home and never came back
Wishing you’d take me back
But i can’t take that “me” back
So miserable i’ve been, i couldn’t go back

Nothing warm to hold me tonight
Nothing tight to hold me right
Knowing i wasn’t able to fight
Still haunts me deep at night

I just wish home was to be cared
Like how i imagined home to be treated
Filled with warmth and light
Keep her, do everything that’s right

Keep away from these words of regret
I just wish to repent
To go back to how it was
To bring back us

Migel Oct 2023

Letting you go

I feel safe from the comfort poems give
While reminiscing from the moments we’ve
Cherished at the time where everything felt right
And nothing could ever change my mind
That you are right for me this time

Now we’ve gone back to how it really was
No connection nor communication
Back to how much of a stranger we are
Wish i could bring it back
But were deep enough our path
Still i’m willing to walk with you
Hoping you would still be willing too

Maybe in another dimension
We could walk side by side
Hand in hand
But now i’ll just be happy to what we had

Migel Sep 2023

Always you

Everytime i write
It’s still you that fill my mind
It might not be well for me
But i was never well without you
This heart always calls your name
And i know so do you