She lived a life full of sorrow,
She didn't want a tomorrow.
She grabbed a paper and pen,
She wrote "I'll never walk again.
I don't want to feel this pain,
So I'm walking on death lane.
I'm sorry mom, I have to run,
Soon my life will be done."
Around her neck, a rope was tied,
Her mother walked in and she cried.
She saw the letter,
And as she unfolded it, her eyes grew wetter.
She read the letter with lots of care,
And she thought "how is this fair?
What has the world done to my baby?
Maybe this is just a bad dream, maybe?"
But she looked up at her dead child,
Her face pale and wild.
Then she began to scream,
"This is no dream!"
She ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife,
Without her little girl, there was no point to life.
She looked at the moon in the sky of night,
Then she shut her eyes tight,
She stabbed her heart and took her last breath,
Welcome now, to the world of death.

Life beat me down.
It left me battered and bruised.
But I stand my ground,
I become immune to the tricks used.
No matter how hard I get hit,
I'll stand back up again,
I'll get through all of it,
If I get knocked out, I'll jump back in.
The scars that life left behind,
Show how strong I am,
These scars will always remind,
That I'm a strong lion, not a cowering lamb.
So I tell life,
"Come at me with with all you've got,
Come at me with a heated knife,
I will not fall, I'll stand, like it or not!"

I saw your smile,
I began to melt,
Please stay for a while,
Those feelings I felt.
But we started to separate,
As we went our own ways,
I feel as though I've lost my fate,
And I think of those better days.
My heart still beats for you,
It pounds like a drum,
Even though you ripped it in two,
You're my only feeling in this body of numb.
Even though we are apart,
I know I'll never leave,
You went and stole my heart,
But know that I hate thieves.

He sat there, eyes grown wide,
Because of him, a man just died.
He pulled the trigger and made the shot,
Without even a second thought.
He was alone,
When the man entered his home.
He ran out to find the source of the noise,
Now he realizes that wasn't a good choice.
The young man was made a killer,
And now he's about to loose his dinner.
He knew he had to stay strong,
But he thought what he did was wrong.
He looked up to see a bunch of cops,
One told him that the man robbed several shops.
The cop told him "good work!"
But the young man thought he was a ****.
"How can cops death so light,
While I'm here frozen in fright?"
The young man thought.
"How is this good, because to me, it's not."
To **** the man is what he had to do,
To save his life, but if you were him, would you?

The world is cold and cruel,
Where only the meanest and strongest rule,
There is no way to be free,
My mother said to me.
The world is a breath of fresh air,
And every thing is fair,
Be who you want to be,
My teacher said to me.
The wold is full of wonder,
But as we get older, we'll go under,
Enjoy it now before we get responsibilities,
My friends said to me.
The world is full of arrogant boys,
Who only see women as toys,
They'll only cause you misery,
My father said to me.
The world is seen in different ways,
So I listen to what everyone says,
But I'll have to wait and see,
What the world has in store for me.

I'm almost grown,
So now I must look into the unknown.
I must figure out how I want my life to unfold,
But who knows what the future holds.
I have to see the unseen,
At the age of fourteen.
My time for goofing off is coming to an end,
And there's no way to make it bend.
I must learn the rules real fast,
But I want this time to last.
My future includes responsibilities,
And my youth will just be memories.
I don't want to turn the page,
I want to stay this age.
I feel stuck in a trap,
In this world, I'm just a scrap.
My life will go by in a flash,
And soon, all I'll be is a pile of ash.

One, two, three,
Come and rescue me!
Four, five, six,
I'm in a real fix!
Seven, eight, nine,
This should be a crime!
Ten,
I'm stuck in math class again!

When I speak, I'm told to be quiet.
When I move, I'm told to sit down.
I'm in a body I don't even pilot.
I'm a puppet others push around.
I try to break free,
But I'm bound by these strings.
I'm a puppet that others won't leave be.
I can't ignore the pain it brings me.
I try to be kind, but it always misleads,
leaving me with nothing but the darkest of seeds.
Ever since I started high school, I've been on my own,
But I kind of like being on my own.
When I'm alone, there's no one I have to fight,
Or telling me that my minds not right.
I used to love school,
But now I feel like a fool.
I feel like an ant surrounded by giants,
But I'm not one to be defiant.
I won't bluff,
High school is really tough.
It's not really fun,
But I can't stop until I'm done.

I used to be one to cry like a child,
But my tears are no longer wild.
They used to tease and make me plea,
But now I'll make them fall to their knees.
Now the game has begun,
Now it's time I have some fun.  
You knocked me down,
And pushed me around,
But now you regret as I stand tall,
As I make you curl into a ball.  
I play your death in my mind,
and your body, the cops will never find.  
Don't worry about dying too soon,
Your soul won't disappear like a balloon.
I'll **** you slowly and torture you.
Dont believe me, ask my last victims if it's true.
You can try to run away,
But one day, I will catch you.

People don't get my obsession,
And how it's the best decision.
Me and anime,
were like a family!
When I'm down,
anime always brings me around.
When I try to explain,
Its not in their domain.
They ask me "why do you watch kid shows?"
but the maturity level required is what none of them know.
Just know that anime is the best,
and that it beats the rest.

Your head was laying on my lap,
as you were taking a nap.
sleeping so sweet and soundly,
I felt your breath upon me.
I poked your cheek, waking you up,
because your my beautiful pup!

The music plays loud,
And everyone is jumping around.
I feel the beat,
And I move my feet.
I feel so free,
This is me.
The DJ plays the tunes,
And the speakers boom.
This is the way I live,
When the music starts, my knees give.
I dance, one, two, three,
This is me.
I don't get drunk at a pub,
I get high on music at the club.
The music blasts,
And I'm under the spell that's been cast.
This is where I want to be,
This is me.

You were bright,
And I was nothing,
You showed me the world was more than shades of night.
You opened my eyes,
You showed me the world of beauty,
You showed me where my future lies.
When you first held my hand I became a rainbow,
I was no longer grey,
And I'll never let go.
This world is no longer dull,
We are bright,
We are colorful!

Oh no,
my battery is low.
I should of charged my phone,
but I was bored to the bone.
Now I'm regretting this,
and this device I will miss.
I'll have to go out doors,
but I want to play on my phone more.
This generation I live in is full of rotten minds,
to reality, my peers have become blind.
They stick to their tech like glue,
and I admit it, I do too.
It's just how it is today,
on a screen is where we stay.
I don't want it to be,
but a device is all we see.
We forget about global warming,
and we're ignoring the warnings.
We neglect nature,
we don't act very mature.
We have grown dumb,
we have grown numb.
Not to mention,
this is an obsession.
In the future they'll regret,
or they'll still be on their screens I bet.

I hate you!
Just leave me be!
It's over, it's through!
But you hugged me...

I keep myself behind a wall,
I never will let it fall.
I've tried so hard to keep quiet,
Secrets are in my daily diet.
I keep myself in a hole,
And I've grown dull.
Theres a beast inside my mind,
And to it, they're blind.
I can't let them know,
This secret is about to make me blow.
I'm in a nightmare,
But I don't care,
Because I rather hear screams,
Than be stuck inside of sweet dreams.
I keep on a smile, being a tiny spark,
So they don't know my mind is completely dark.

They say suicide is a crime,
But some don't live in a pleasant time.
Why must we be forced to live when we wish to die?
why must we be forced to hold in these cries?
We live in the land of the free,
but yet we're not allowed to end our misery.
The pain follows us around,
but we can't climb high and fall to the ground.
These rules force us to live,
but what if our lives want to give?
I enjoy the torture and pain,
for without pain, there is no gain.
let the blood drip through my sleeves,
for it's the only outlet it seems.
If I die, I won't care,
for this life is far from fair.

People always worry about me,
and about my sanity.
My emotions are always in a hurry,
and it's leaving everyone in a flurry.
To understand me, they got me something,
they got me a little mood ring.
Its always changing,
my emotions raging.
The mood ring is a lovely piece of jewelry,
but it doesn't explain me.
My friends say it's broken,
and when the seller said it worked, he was joken'.
But here's the thing,
its me, not the mood ring.

"We're not cut out for this,
so before we go, one last kiss."
You lean in and I smile,
we stay like that for a while.
We run up stairs,
and I looses my fears.
We stand at the edge,
of the buildings ledge.
You take my hand,
"It'll all be over when we land."
I smile and start to cry,
by your side, I shall die.

I scream,
I hate,
I stab,
Just to get me through this pathetic life.

I hate him,
I love him,
I don't know how I feel,
sometimes I image what could be real.
At first he was a shadow,
with a simple crush.
I asked him out, and he didn't say no,
And soon being near him gave my heart a rush.
How do I put this in words,
because thinking about him hurts.
He says he doesn't love me,
But my heart won't leave me be,
Within my heart I'm trapped, trying to get out,
But I still love him, without the slightest doubt.
"Ethan, I don't know what to do,
please help me loose these feelings for you."
You broke my heart,
I should of known from the start,
That a silent stranger boy,
would bring me such joy,
just to break me down,
and make me feel like a stupid clown.
"Ethan, I hate you for what you did,
and now I feel like a dumb, lovesick kid."
Please tell me this was all a cruel joke,
because now I can't breath, like my lungs are full of smoke.
you make me feel happy and strong,
but now I don't know what to do,
and I feel each decision is wrong.
and all of this was thanks to you.

I try to exspess how I feel,
but now I realize those feeling are no longer real.
You're starting to annoy me,
now I feel set free.
Thanks to the poetry you've read,
this love is now dead.
I'm no longer confused,
I'm happy poetry was the proper tool used.
But I still long for you,
yes it's true.
But oh well, it's over now,
and this is how:
we were together,
then we whithered,
I shed a few tears,
but now there's no more fears,
I fought for you,
I stared to loose half way through,
but now I realize the simple truth,
these are only the feelings felt in silly youth.
No more feeling blue,
because now I'm over you.

I wake up with a start,
through my chest I feel my beating heart.
I look around and realize it was just a dream,
I'm back in reality, so it may seem.
I may back down and shut my eyes,
I hope they don't hear my cries.
My mom comes in and asks my dreams we're pleasant,
I don't tell her about my mental descent.
Everyone tries to make me happy,
but it makes me feel even more ******.
At school, I receive many stares,
because they don't know what my life means.
Fir you can't sell dreams,
to those who has walked the path of nightmares.

Hey Bad Boy,
I love the way you treat me.
I love the way you tease and annoy.
Come on Bad Boy and set me free.
Your dark eyes,
and constant lies.
But I don't mind,
because you've made me blind.
Hey Bad Boy,
do I give you joy?
With my pure heart,
I showed from the start?
Your kiss,
Such a wonderful bliss,
even though you bite,
I still picture you at night.
My heart you have destroyed,
but I love it, because you're my Bad Boy.

Run, run, run.
If you're cought, you're done.
Keep a low profile.
Stay quiet for a while.
Don't mess around,
or you'll be found.
You destroyed your life,
when you stabbed her with that knife.
You just did a crime,
And it will stick with you forever in time.
You committed ******,
Because you got mad at her.
Continue to run and hide,
But the memory will forever play in your mind.

Crimson red,
the sight of the dead.
voices in my head,
won't leave even when I'm in bed.
Ghosts all around,
wandering endlessly in this town.
I fall to the ground,
my sanity left unfound.
I hear the screams,
blood running like streams,
stuck in this endless dream,
my eyes with an awful gleam.
Ignore my silent plea,
this is who I want to be.
I will let my demons free,
And let them consume me.
This salty sweet taste,
I can't let it go to waste,
I shall **** without any haste,
for a nightmare, my life is based.

You yelled at my freind, being so mean,
Your little actions make me want to scream.
You came to my house without an invite,
I hate how you're always looking for a fight.
You cling to my brother and lead him on,
The only thing I want is you to be gone.
Please leave me alone, leave me be,
Take me out of this misery.
Fare well, so long,
You think you did nothing wrong.
You hurt and you lie,
Now I'll just say "Goodbye."

Playing at the park,
mother said be back by dark.
These memories flood my mind,
as I remember the past left behind.
I sit at a park bench,
my heart starting to wrench.
Tears fall down my face,
as I remember this place.
My childhood went by in a flash,
now I have to worry about having enough cash.
Why is this age such a difficult one,
different from when I was young and had lots of fun.
I might be older,
but im far less bolder.
To my son, don't let your youth go to waste,
Or they'll be just memories you'll forever chase.

I am not the same,
not since the day I came.
I came into this world acting quite odd,
now my mother prays to god.
this world is rather cruel,
and now I feel like a fool.
I thought the world would be fair,
but I've learned that it doesn't care.
what to do with a girl like me,
while the herd is running free.
I laid mud upon myself,
so I could look like everyone else.
I felt bad to be unique,
but recently found it's quite chic.
for everyone out there, here's some advice,
its okay to be a zebra without any stripes.

My home is almost gone,
pesticides sprayed on human lawns.
Trees are falling,
but no one hears natures calling.
The air getting warmer,
I'm only used to it's former.
My friends have left or died,
my only question is "why?"
"Why do we destroy our only home?"
By filling our oceans with filthy foam,
or ruining our air with coal.
This is not beneficial, but it's our only goal.
Stop this now before it's too late!
Stop this now before or darkness is the worlds fate!
My home, my future, my life is fading away.
I just hope to live another day.
Humans listen to my plea,
please save humanity.
I'm lost in a world unknown,
even though this used to be my home.

The floors creaked beneath her feet,
But this is where he said to meet.
The hallway dark, with no light,
A perfect night for a perfect fright.
She walked in the room with no delay,
But this was the room where little ghosts played.
The door locked behind her with a slam,
Now she was as helpless as a baby lamb.
She screamed and cried,
But that night she died.
The man she was supposed to meet was dead,
He was a ghost who lay in his death bed.
He loved the girl and wished for her soul,
But that was a failed goal.
Its Friday the thirteenth without a doubt,
So be careful when going out.
For no one may hear your screams,
And won't come to save you, by any means.

Hello my dear,
ignore the screams you hear.
The furnace heating the room,
casting the burning skin fume.
You wonder where all your friends gone to,
I eliminated them when they tried to keep me from you.
You haven’t seen the sun for many days,
I’ve locked you in my basement so you don’t run away.
You must be fine because you stopped your cries,
I promise I won’t let you die.
All the girls you’ve ever looked at,
they've been fed to my pet wild cats.
Don’t worry my dear,
no need to fear.
Don't fret my dear,
no one but me shall get near.

I sat in the solitude of the dark,
My mind almost gone.
I’ve lost my spark,
But my life must move on.
I’m lost,
I don’t know what to do.
My body feels covered in frost,
I ask my self “where are you?”
Ghosts whisper in my ear,
Is death drawing near?
Where are you, soul?
My heart is a big empty hole.
Am I alright?
Is this worth the fight?
Is there a way to fix this?
If I disappear, will I be missed?
I ask my self “where are you?”
This trick is rather cruel.
I sit in the solitude of the dark,
My mind almost gone.
Sitting here withought a heart,
Waiting for the break of dawn.

Sitting in class,
Learning about cosmology.
I look through the widows glass,
And I see something quite funny.
I see a girl wearing a polkadot turtle neck,
Holding a pink bunny.
A guy looks at his watch for a sec,
While eating chicken nuggets.
My life is slightly crazy and bizarre,
Heads stuck in buckets,
And sticky notes covering cars.

Computer crash,
Computer screen flash.
Windows is now open,
Thank god for copin’.
Computer shut down now,
What to do now.
Putting up a technological fight,
This is not my daily highlight!

The world is grey,
I lived another day.
I feel like a banished king,
Thrown into the battle ring.
This poor pointless life I live,
All the useless effort I give.
But yet, I find beauty in the world,
Because the orphan ******* the street dances and twirls.
Life may look hopeless and grim,
But don’t give in, don’t cut your limbs.
The world may look somber,
Just remember, others have it harder.

The girl lived in the wild,
For she was the wolf child.
She ran with her pack every night,
Howling in the moon light.
One day an old woman came,
Soon the girl became tame.
Years went by,
Every night the wolves would cry.
Still, years carried on,
But the girl was long gone.
Finally, she returned,
Only to find her old home burned.
She ran into the cave,
The scene was a charcoaled grave.
There was one wolf surviver,
And he spoke to her,
“You’ve been gone for many years,
Thats when we met one of our greatest fears.
I hope you found what you were looking for,
Because the pack is no more.
My life is near its end,
Goodbye my old freind.”
The girl stared at the wolf in shock,
Her stomach sinking like a rock,
“But I found my real family!
Can’t you be happy for me?”
The wolf looked at her with a grim face,
“Wasn’t This your rightful place?
I thought we were your real family,
Guess you don’t agree.”
The girl opened her mouth to speak,
But the wolf collapsed because he has grown too weak.
The wolf shed a tear,
“Guess this is goodbye, my dear.”

My heart is in your hands,
You have conquered all the lands.
All the women are held by the threat of a sword,
You’ve caged them like little birds.
You put me through all this pain,
Tears stream down my face as I die in the rain.
You watch my blood fall,
Now you stand tall.
My kingdom in pieces,
I just hope you find peace.

Today I had my first kiss,
It lasted about a second, but it was such bliss.
My face grew hot and red,
Fog filling my head.
My eyes grew wide,
My heart jumping inside.
My cheek he gave a peck,
While my head was nestled by his neck.
I tried to return the gesture,
Then he tricked me like a jester.
He kissed me gently but quickly,
My stomach felt tickly.
I love him with all my heart,
And I know we'll never be apart.
Holding his hand,
It’s like haveing my own private island.
He’s my world,
My emotions always in a whirl.
I wish I could be with him every minute,
I stand by his side every second I get.
He was my first kiss,
And I will always remember this.

I spent the day with a freind,
We went shopping for the latest trends.
We got ready for the night,
We were amazed by the sight.
Our first homecoming,
My heart rate was growing.
I danced in a weird way,
But everyone had nice things to say.
I got a faint suger high,
And I kept on craving pie.
I just wish my boyfriend was there,
My freinds didn’t have dates, so I guess it’s only fair.
My first dance of the year,
This memory I shall hold dear.

In my hand I hold beauty,
In my hand I hold simplicity.
In my hand I hold love,
In my hand I hold something that flies above.
A butterfly sits silently in my hand,
It shall never again fly or land.
A butterfly is the symbol of hope,
A butterfly is supposed to help you cope.
My life is wasting away,
I’m like this butterfly in my hand who won’t live another day.
I stare at the small, delicate creature,
Who will soon die in its leisure.
I stare at the butterfly,
I crush it in my hands and it dies.

My heart is broken in two,
Because I really liked you.
You liked me in seventh grade,
But the fact I have no religion is a blockade.
I should feel relief, but I do not,
I'm moving in sixteen days, and I hate it a lot.
I don’t know where,
But I honestly don’t care.
From you, I’d be far away,
I only have sixteen days.
I get too attached to things I can’t have,
When I lose them, I feel depressed and sad.
Because of the move I had to break up with you,
But I guess you had the same plan too.
I should’ve learned from my past,
That my friendships never last.
My mind is a swirling storm,
But for me, this is the norm.
So many thoughts rushing by,
Because, yet again, I must say good bye.
I wish I didn’t have this curse,
Of emotions that make things worse.
My thoughts jerking left and right,
I know I’ll be crying through the night.
I travel to the darkness to hide,
Becouse the dark is where I confide.
The light,
Its just too bright.
I can’t help feeling confused and wrong,
Even though we weren’t together that long.
Now I’m sitting in class, thinking of you,
Because my heart is broken in two.

A dark ally way,
Ghosts run and play.
They say I’m crazy,
Maybe I am, maybe.
To these ghosts, I am their mother,
To me, this family is like no other.
I love my little ghosts with all my heart,
Even though they tear me apart.
I gave them my soul,
They gave me a home.
Here, I feel set free,
Here, I feel that I am me.
Every day I’m changing,
My emotions raging.
I killed several,
I’ve gone mental.
I need to settle the score,
I must **** more!
My friends follow,
Death makes me feel less hallow.
Next victim standing there,
I can smell their fear in the air.
I draw my knife,
I take their life.
People stop and stare,
My ghosts feeding and bodies falling everywhere.
Police catch me and ghosts set me free,
For I’m the only one who can see.
Running down the street,
Random people falling to their feet.
I’m having fun,
As they fall one by one.
The city is dead,
The streets covered in red.
Homicide the only thought in my head,
I must go to the next city for this isn’t the end!

I’m falling apart,
I don’t know how to start.
I try to be strong,
But I can only hold on for so long.
Piece by piece I’m crumbling,
My fiends find it quite troubling.
I need someone here,
I need someone to whisper in my ear.
To tell me it’s okay,
To tell me that I won’t fade away.
Trying to feel something more,
Trying not to lock the door.
To numb to cry,
To scared to die.
What can I do,
I look in the mirror and ask “who are you?”
Grasping on to dreams,
I’m torn at the seams.
My mind filled with smoke,
My heart starts to choke.
Reaching for the sky,
wishing I could fly.
Wishing I could see a little clearer,
As I stare in the mirror.
Needing a little spark,
Just enough to light the dark.
Looking at the stars in the night,
Wondering how they always shine so bright.
I’m lost and need to be found,
But help is nowhere around.
No matter how hard I try,
My entire existence feels like a lie.
Do I even have a place,
Or will I disappear without a trace?
Trying to find the meaning to my life,
Longing to grab that knife.
All the effort I give,
None give me a meaning to live.
Bareley getting by,
Forever left wondering why.

At school I see the couples,
as they laugh and chuckle.
Hearing love songs on the radio,
making me feel ultra low.
Just moved to another place,
not recognizing anyone’s face.
Feeling lonely and in despair,
because im not part of a pair.
Seeing cute boys at my school,
thinking about it I feel a fool.
Trying to ignore my heart,
because it’s tearing me apart.
I know my time will come to love,
I wish I could give my time a shove.
I dreamed of a high school romance,
but for me there is a little chance.

Sittin’ here without any friends,
as I walk in the crowd I seem to blend.
I’m still the new girl at this school,
everyone with friends seem real cool.
The bells rings and I mosey along,
why is this day taking so long?
I’m in one of my biggest fears,
starting school in the middle of the year!

My wings were beaten down,
I fell and hit the ground.
Learning to deal with the pain,
my tears fall down like the pouring rain.
Was an angel, now a broken shell,
born in heaven, put through hell.
If I wish to touch the sky,
I must take these broken wings and learn to fly.

Can you see me,
while I’m drowning?
Surrounded by misery,
while you stare, smiling.
Cover me in your ink,
fill me with your lies.
The further I sink,
and I slowly close my eyes.
Secrets I hold,
the scars I hide.
The water is cold,
but my hands are tied.
Sinking in the tears I’ve shed,
as you hold me down.
No one knows how much I’ve bled,
as I continue to drown.

He was beaten down,
Until he had nothing left.
In his blood he thought he would drown,
He thought he would soon take his last breath.
They broke his halo,
Like it was a toy.
He was once calm and mellow,
Now he’ll never be the same boy.
His heart surrounded by thorns,
God never heard the prayers he said.
He felt his heart was torn,
Thats how they found him dead.

Born of two worlds,
One good and one bad.
My thoughts are always swirled,
And it makes me mad!
I don’t know which side to choose,
Darkness or light?
I have so much to lose,
My heart continues to fight.
Am I a demon or an angel?
Am I day or am I night?
Will I forgive or be vengeful?
Will I choose wrong or right?