over and board
didnt and see
not and yet
doomed and fret
new and tomorrow

intruding disdain

steal for the rise
quiet sunsets

hell and back
and its burning
burning for more.

i made it out alive
you left me alone
all alone to die
i will always remember yesterdays evening
yesterdays night.

It makes my heart stop
It makes my mind numb
I almost seize to exist
Forget to breathe
If for a second
The thought of you distancing
An inch away
From the far corner of that edge
Away from my sight
Away from my grasp
Away from the hope
That someday I will cross this distance
I will make it to you
Someday I will have all of you
And maybe
Just maybe
If you would like
I will offer all that i am
All that i have
And maybe this would be more
Alive.

Is it the weight
Is it the calm
Either way
You're going down


So sit.
Hush now.
Stop.
No point rushing now.


Sit.
Submit.
Wait.
And watch,
Just wait and watch.

i miss you.

Sweetest.