Sometimes the world makes me feel
Like I never existed
And I existed
When she was laughing...

Grasping at straws
To obey the laws
You set out for me
I can’t help it
I feel like ****
I’m just so lonely
And when I try to communicate
I’m the only one who participates
You tell the truth, but I can’t see

Left out for another
Blowing the cover
Agree to disagree
I know I’m not wrong
But I’ll try to play along
Because you showed mercy
But in the midst of the longest night
When I beg your right ear for my plight
You want me to be something I can’t be

The moment I believe I’m not alone
I am fooled
I feel like a fool
I commit suicide
I see nothing but blood
Then I see nothing.
Blackness
For what feels like eternity
I see nothing.
Then I see identities.
Not people
Not physical entities
I see remnants of souls
Ones that have left this world
Crying
Fighting their eternal destiny
Then I see light
Blinding
Then I see the morning sun
I dreamt the glory
Of leaving this life

You lie
I cry
You fly
Now I die

You can’t change it
You can’t rearrange it
Time is all that we’ve got
So baby let’s take it.

Did your metaphorical skull get bashed in and bleed
By those who you always assumed were after your hopes and dreams?

It’s more than on occasion
I wish I were dead
Never an invitation
To be deserted instead