17/M/Oklahoma Take it one day at a time right? Nah all them meetings may of helps with drugs and alcohol in the future but i wanna stop all this movin all this deep emotion all this sadness. 4 followers / 256 words
I remember sitting there, Sitting on that ride, Listening to those screams, But seeing your smile, Your smile on mine, Your eyes on fire, The glow of your soul, The flow of your heart beat, The kiss that tested like tea,
Pain? No need, For the ocean is my love, The rain is my salute, This boat will stay afloat, Till your wave crashed, It bashed into me, Like a giant, Theirs no auto pilot in life sadly, So i say to you... Do you believe? Believe in tall tales and myths?
Im sorry for getting you mad Im sorry i need help I'm not smart I know you are You tried to teach Maybe i didn't learn enough Maybe you woulda stated I guess the truth is The truth is i miss you The truth is i wanna die I don't wanna live Not without a reason Im a klusterfuk I know you cant see this You blocked me on everything I hope your finally happy If i believed in god Id pry every night Just to keep you safe Sometimes i do I feel lost without you Truth is i just need... I just need my drug back Your my drug I may not drink or use But i use you as my drug... I'd do anything to relapse...
Green is yours Red is mine Yet they might look good Together They aren't made for one another Am i wrong? Maybe But i found that she was green As i was red Blood red like a demon Green like a monster Made for one another But never to be good together Or Maybe im just blind
I remember drawing you those hearts and giving you that ring, i was so scared man. That you'd say no... But you did worse... You left No warning
Used to think you watched Watched over me like a hawk But you have someone new A child So delicate So fragile So loved Give him what you never gave me Love him unconditionally Never to be left Never to be changed on Protected by his dad
Im a waste of air A waste of life You don't care You weren't there Living in fear Watching yourself withdraw The untrust worthiness No good intentions Yet you weren't there But i watched you do it all That's what happens When sobriety is broken
About a month ago today last year i was sent from my dads to my moms after my dad relapsed from 10 years of sobriety. Funny what women will do to a man or even what they do to each other...
A piece of glass Yet so small Is so big You may not see it But it see's you You feel the cut And urge for more So you grab a blade One intention Not death, nor destruction... But simplicity
Allot of my friends are cutters I would always ask why This was what i got back everytime