Memories that arise are forced down with time
Appearing to the outside that everything is fine
But all attempts made aiming to forget the past
Has only made the present pace by too fast

Trying so hard to get over the past
Left me in a hole far too deep
And now I must face the reality
I never wanted to see
Drowned myself in clouds of smoke
And the pain never seemed to leave
But Im finally reaching the point
Where I am returning to being me