There is just so much
anger
and
frustration
built up at both
him
and
you
At how he does nothing
to
fix
anything
and you just make what you two have
so
much
worse


That I do...


*nothing

As the sun kneels down
its end coming

with a final breath
overwhelming beauty is expelled

before it dies for the night.

I drank
two cups
of mustard water
today

they say
that it will
make me
throw up.

It didn't work.

So I thought of you for the first time in, like, all summer.
I just so totally amazes me that I used to not be able to pass a day without thinking about, not you, but us.

Now I hardly even think of you.
ha, I was so immature before.
Only, now you are the opposite.
You are now more immautre.

You lost, I won.

Loser

I'm ready to be a new person
totally through to the core
but it's taking time,
and I want to be better now.

I don't care about a single word you say

I'm just good at pretending I do