Zephyr

Zephyr Jun 2013

Zephyr

Such a calming sensation
a breeze whispering over you
telling you that it's okay

You can let everything go
and it will drift off in a zephyr
as it whispers in the twilight

I just love the idea of put everything that a calm, soft breeze brings into one word.

Yay! I *think* I redeemed my name after all those angry and depressing poems.
What do you guys think? Do I need to keep trying?

Zephyr Jun 2013

Where are you now?

I needed you there when I broke down
late in the night
you always know exactly what to say.

It's like you know what my heart needs to hear.
And you always fix everything.

Or at least you did.

I needed you there when I broke down
late in the night,
thinking about you.

And how you are gone forever.

Zephyr Jun 2013

Calm?

There is no calm after the storm.
Just silence on the outside

Anger, frustration, sadness inside.
And there ain't nothing you can say to fix it.

That's the "calm"

just eatin' you up on the inside

Zephyr Jun 2013

Over

I'm not going to let you
harass me like this anymore.

You can kiss my *** goodbye
cause I'll see you again in hell.

Laughing because I sent you there.

This kid has been harassing me every ******* day at school, and I let him get to me even though he's a little twerp and boy, is he going to pay.

Oops, haven't quite been sticking to my name have I? Sorry!

Zephyr Jun 2013

Not again...

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I won't let myself cry

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It's my fault anyways

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I should've known you were trouble.

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Zephyr Jun 2013

Denial

I don't even know why
I'm punishing myself

because I'm never going to be like the rest.
I'm never going to be who I want to be.

I don't know why I'm letting myself be left behind
wishing I let myself go but trying to convince myself

it was
the right thing to do
(I know it wasn't)

I can live in denial though
I have and I will.

My whole grade is off on a fun trip to D.C. and I didn't go because I didn't feel confident enough to and because I tried to convince myself I could use the money on something much more rewarding then sharing in a once-in-a-lifetime experience.

Zephyr Jun 2013

Melting away

Everything has died.

The want to save others,
the need to change myself.

I'll sit forever this way
reflecting on my mistakes
wishing i never made them
and knowing I'm deteriorating

not even caring.

One of those niiiights. I'm totally fine though. Totally.