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Zephyr May 2013
Don't admit to something like an apology

and not say "I'm Sorry"
Zephyr May 2013
My best friends aren't those that you would expect.
They aren't who i hang out with in school that much,
I don't have sleepovers with them or go shopping with them.

They are my guy friends that just want to climb trees, ride bikes, go crazy.
Our minds are alike, we have the same opinions about everyone.
If there is a problem we have with each other, we don't need to talk about it. We know it will pass.

No drama, just fun.
No arguments, just laughs.

Why can't my "best friends" be like this?
The people I hang out in school have to keep composed.
They won't let me be myself, my crazy and fun self.

I think they must be jealous,
'cause they won't let be hang out with my real friends
without a huge argument and making me feel like an outcast.
Yeah, my "best friends" are ok most of the time, but that doesn't make up for the times that they degrade me and make me hate myself.

Thanks for reading this long, pointless rant.
Zephyr May 2013
An old email from the past
mistakenly opened.

I don't know why I read it,
but I did, regrettably.

Now I won't be able to stop thinking of you
and what I should've said.
Zephyr May 2013
You aren't worth crying over.

Hell, you aren't even worth a minute of my thoughts and regrets.

Not after all you did to me

not when I never cross your mind.
Zephyr May 2013
Fly
isolated among the immense and dreary gray....
the clouds in the sky are dimming the day

now is our time, our debt to pay
in the streets, many dead will lay

in this single night, its wings will tear,
no longer will it light the way...

the lost will wander endlessly
until with their lives they've payed

the "living" will stay tripping,
over the decayed

until dropping dead,
in a growing mountain they'll forever lay
Found this from exactly two years ago, so if it doesn't make sense, that's why :P
Zephyr May 2013
A tear that just doesn't want to fall,
A needle that resists being threaded,
A bird that will not attempt to fly.

~

One

~

starving girl
that refuses to eat.
Zephyr May 2013
As long as I'm not good enough
for you

I'll never be good enough
for myself
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