Hush little baby, don't you cry,
You stand on the scale with tears in your eyes.

Hush little darling, don't you see?
Hip bones and collar bones will make you lovely.

Hush little baby, I hear your sighs,
Your ribs aren't showing; there's no gap between your thighs.

Hush little darling, just take my hand,
I'll make you starve till you can no longer stand.

The girl who feels alone in a crowded room.
The girl who fears she'll break soon.

The girl who cries when nobody's around.
The girl who doesn't dare to make a sound.

The girl who fakes a smile to hide how she feels.
The girl who has nightmares that are becoming more real.

The girl who swallows pills by the bottles.
The girl who starves herself to look like the models.

The girl who rewrites a suicide note each wretched day.
The girl who doesn't know how to feel okay.

The girl who could disappear without anyone to realize.
The girl who is hiding behind a disguise.

The girl who is numb and who feels nothing.
The girl who used to be worth something

I'm addicted, what can I say? Addicted to withering away.
The joy I get when my bones come out.
The joys of eating, I can do without.
Oh Ana how I truly miss you.
The pain and suffering, the obsession I've come to.
Please take me in your bony arms.
And keep me away from all that fat tendencies and harms.

it's amazing how much pain
    can be hidden
         in the breath
              of a single laugh

Roses are red
Violets are blue
but now all the flowers are dead
and soon I will be too...

Close your eyes, young one
        It doesn't get better
Shut your thoughts, young one
            You're all alone
Silence your cries, young one
       No one will hear your
       No one will save you
Can't take the pain anymore?
            Well, well, well.
We all know there's only one way out

beautiful wild soul
into the night
never land         foreverland
paths of ghosts and violets

lunar spirit
surreal soulful fight
natural         neutral calm
closed eyes, dreamscapes mind