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Its quite the muse

Something something
I can sing

Addiction *****
It's such a killer
Addictions fun
A raging thriller

Weathers its a bag of twack
Or a fat green sack
It doesn't really matter
You could shoot pancake batter

**** or ****
*** with Beth
Just remember its not fiction
That disease you have is called addiction

See it works in such a horrid way
It controls you'r thoughts and what you say
And when it comes down to the end of the day
You probably going to do what it takes to pay

Sitting here in my lonely cell
Thinking I'm sitting in a living hell
I wander about days long ago
Now this new life is all I seem to know

Changing seems like such a task
But I cant go on wearing a metaphorical mask
My life took a detour and I need to reroute
Some one please save me I need a way out

I know i can change I just need a shove
And I'll be off flying high like a free floating dove
I need to give it up for all that its worth
Given the opportunity I can conquer the earth

My life can be great I just need to try
I need to push through or I'll be summoned to die
For everyone out there I'm going to change
Our friendship shall grow with such great range

When I look into
Your  beautiful eyes,
I always find
That your my prize.

When I hear your
Soft but charming laugh,
Its almost tears
My heart in half.

The way you smile
Makes any man stare,
But I'll be the one
Who'll always be there

Every part of you is perfect
From your head to you toe,
Given all that its worth
That much you should know.

We fell apart
But that can't be our fate,
You were destine to be
My true soul-mate.

There's only one thing
I need you to know,
I love you Maggie
I won't let go.

Until our lives
Must draw to an end,
I'll stand by your side
On gaurd to defend.

For every part of me
Loves all of you,
There's nothing anyone
Could say or do.

Because when I say
'Hey, Guess What?'
I know you reply
With a quick 'Chicken ****!'

So here we sit
Together at last
We left our problems
Fade with the past

You'r dreams float by like a careless breeze
Tossed and destroyed like stormy seas

You made your plans but soon they failed
All because that ship has sailed

Your life has changed because of the choices you've made
Swift and sharp like the edge of a blade

The fork in the road will appear one more
The answer is in you deep in you'r core

Left or right will choose you'r plight
A life full of darkness or bright golden light

I met a guy named Jack,
Who asked if anyone wanted gack.
When I said right here my name is Zach,
He sold me a big ol sack.
I smoked and smoked that crystal twack.
I smoked and smoked and got all whack.
When the bub was out I grabbed more to pack.
And when that ran out I went back to Jack.
But the smoke this time wasn't white but black.
I said ******* this junks a hack.
Asked where he gets off selling bunk *** smack.
I kicked his *** and took my money back.
Stole the keys to his wife's Cadillac.

When your thoughts are
Minimal
They might be
Subliminal

Making choices on a
Hunch
But believe them just as
Much

But the evidence becomes
Clear
Your just running on
Fear

Fear of falling or of
Failing
Barely a grasp on the
Railing

People judge and that's
Okay
You'll live to fight another
Day

Shes beautiful
And I can not say
The words I'd like
They'll ruin the day

Her life is a mystery
To me and many others
But I want to know
So I'm not just another

Her poetry is like wine
Beautiful and rich
The urge to ask too many questions
Is an irresistible itch

I want to
say goodbye

Leave the world
with one more shy

Tomorrow is always
dark inside

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I ******* up
But I sill love you

It's a silly game
We always play
Winning or losing
We always play

Always questioning tomorrow
Will I die today
Slowly losing hope
Will I die today

Looking for a smile
There has to be a way
Shearching for a meaning
There has to be a way

Sitting here
A room full of faces
Spontaneous road trips
To familiar places

My home boy Jozzy
A pretty girl named Jade
Life seems perfect
Like I've got it made

Picked up by the cops
And I couldn't care
The sound of friends laughter
Rings through the air

You'r with some one else
And I shouldn't waste you'r time
But all I can think about
Is you'r hand in mine

We had great things
That I let slip away
It hurts me so much
Still to this day

I still love you
And that's all that counts
With each passing day
In greater amounts

We can still make things work
And that much is true
All that I need
Is me next to you

You questioned why
You made Mistakes
But never really
Weighed the stakes

You dipped and indulged
In a life full of bliss
But couldn't contemplate
All the things you would miss

Your friends and family
Gone for a time
Sitting in a place
Where the sun doesn't shine

You'll be out soon enough
Free as a bird
but will you stick with the crowd
or find a new herd

The choice is all yours
The old or the new
Better think quick
Or a sentence is due

Do you want to go back
And live in that place
Or live a great life
So full of grace

So before you go
and make mistakes
It's probably best
To weigh the stakes

All I need
Is me next to you
I want all of you
That much is true

You've found someone else
And left me behind
The memories of us
Still haunting my mind

If he makes you happy
You have my support
He captured you heart
And I fell short

I wish things were different
I can't change the past
But if he breaks your heart
I'm kicking his ***

Zach
A sack
The twack

Fire
Feel higher
True desire

The things we do
are between me and you.
Shut you lips
you ***** *****.

The urge to die shouldn't be so intense
The thought clouds my mind
So thick and so dense

Its strange to contemplate my fate
My life passing by
Like a forgotten date

I often wander if I have the power
To shoot myself
Or leap from a tower

I could only imagine the relief it would bring
but the grief left behind
Would make the devil sing

You'r friends would mourn parents cry
And all I did
was simply die

I hate
the times
and the
simple rhymes
that cloud
my head
when I'm
feeling dead
wishing all
was gone
not another
grey dawn

As drugs flow threw
thinning blue lines

Thoughts race
threw fading minds

The crushed ice
Twinkles and gleams

And my swollen veins
burst at the seams

This isn't a poem. Its just me ranting about my shity life. For all of those who dont want to here someone rant about there shity life, there is no one forcing you to read this.

So i'll start by saying that I hate my life. I want to have fun all the time but I cant. I'm to busy helpin my dad. Now what kid doesn't want to help out his old man. Me thats what ****** kid. Jut because I jump up and do something doesnt mean that you can ask me for anything and I'll do it. that not how it works. I'm an adult now and I dont have to tae you'r ****. But that's right I do have to take it. Why? because im a ******* and dont have anywhere else to go. So here I sleep on you couch and smoke **** and go to work. wake up and do it all over again. everyday. over and over. I hate this ****. my life **** bad enough with Her and all my stupid depression **** that I cant help and that you dont understand. I dont see how you can't tell that your own child is dying. I need to be free or go insane. You've seen me snap plenty of times. I just don't know what to do anymore. I just want my old life back. I want Her back. I want it all back. I want mom back. and miss I want her back too. I want my tree house we built. The jeep we always drove everywhere. The big house with room to spare not some little appartment under the place we work. I can't handle this ****. I'm ****** up I know but you dont have to tell me that. I know Im a ******* but whatever. I have some fuced up **** going on in my head and I don't know how to deal with it. If poeple knew what I thought I would be killed or something. arrested for sure maybe torcherd or some ****. Anyways hope all you readers did'nt mind that to much. I think I'm just gunna call it quits on life. I'm to tired to put on the fake smile. later guys

The day has come
For me to go
I'll be gone
Before the snow

Life is a joke
I don't find funny
Maybe in heaven
Life will be sunny

But I ask myself
Is it even real
And if so
It's to good of a deal

I wasted my life
Commiting my crimes
Explained it all
In simple rhymes

Theres something that
You need to know
You won't agree
But its my time to go.

We stray from the truth
When its what we need most
And when tell many lies
We tend often to boast

We fabricate daily lies
So easy and believable
All while the mind
Believes its all livable

We need to control ourselves
When we wander astray
Because we'll soon get caught
Like vulnerable prey

**** and mistakes
Go hand in hand.
Time seems fly
Like hour glass sand.

Tried to stop
Failed yet again.
So I sit in the tub
Twisting a bub .

I can see myself
Circling this drain.
Hiding from pain
With pure scream brain.

Been awake for days
Wasting my time.
****** up to forget
The troubles on my mind.

The haunting troubles
Are all self-inflicted.
Struggling to push through
Fully addicted.

I keep ******* up
But it won't be my fate.
I've become someone in not
Someone I hate.

I can't stop thinking about the girl
That made my head spin and twirl
We laughed we cried we shared each thought
We'd sneak out at night and even got caught

What we had was amazing
But I couldn't see
That if I kept ******* up
She wouldn't be with me

I began to slack off
and let our love slip
It crashed it burned
It took a huge dip

I was afraid to tell the truth
Because i thought it would hurt
But all it really did
Was make me feel like dirt

Our life is like a novel
With a not so happy ending
Our relationship can work
It just needs some mending

Even though your not here
I still hear whispers in my ear
They come to me so soft and sweet
They make my heart skip a beat

The beauty of your voice so clear
Sounds so rich and oh so near
They come to me in clouded dreams
Oh so soft but as clear as screams

But then I wake to find you gone
And slug out of bed to face the day
And even though your not here
I still hear whispers in my ear

The days
Sun rays

The memories
Two centuries

We fought
You taught

I'd shy
You'd cry

Broken ties
Love dies

It means alot
that you have a thought

You waste your times
To read my simple rhymes

You people are great
Might change my fate

As I read your letters
Laying softly in my bed
I hold a brand new gun
Straight to my head