Shes beautiful
And I can not say
The words I'd like
They'll ruin the day

Her life is a mystery
To me and many others
But I want to know
So I'm not just another

Her poetry is like wine
Beautiful and rich
The urge to ask too many questions
Is an irresistible itch

Sitting here in my lonely cell
Thinking I'm sitting in a living hell
I wander about days long ago
Now this new life is all I seem to know

Changing seems like such a task
But I cant go on wearing a metaphorical mask
My life took a detour and I need to reroute
Some one please save me I need a way out

I know i can change I just need a shove
And I'll be off flying high like a free floating dove
I need to give it up for all that its worth
Given the opportunity I can conquer the earth

My life can be great I just need to try
I need to push through or I'll be summoned to die
For everyone out there I'm going to change
Our friendship shall grow with such great range

Addiction *****
It's such a killer
Addictions fun
A raging thriller

Weathers its a bag of twack
Or a fat green sack
It doesn't really matter
You could shoot pancake batter

**** or ****
*** with Beth
Just remember its not fiction
That disease you have is called addiction

See it works in such a horrid way
It controls you'r thoughts and what you say
And when it comes down to the end of the day
You probably going to do what it takes to pay

When your thoughts are
Minimal
They might be
Subliminal

Making choices on a
Hunch
But believe them just as
Much

But the evidence becomes
Clear
Your just running on
Fear

Fear of falling or of
Failing
Barely a grasp on the
Railing

People judge and that's
Okay
You'll live to fight another
Day

You'r dreams float by like a careless breeze
Tossed and destroyed like stormy seas

You made your plans but soon they failed
All because that ship has sailed

Your life has changed because of the choices you've made
Swift and sharp like the edge of a blade

The fork in the road will appear one more
The answer is in you deep in you'r core

Left or right will choose you'r plight
A life full of darkness or bright golden light

The urge to die shouldn't be so intense
The thought clouds my mind
So thick and so dense

Its strange to contemplate my fate
My life passing by
Like a forgotten date

I often wander if I have the power
To shoot myself
Or leap from a tower

I could only imagine the relief it would bring
but the grief left behind
Would make the devil sing

You'r friends would mourn parents cry
And all I did
was simply die

You questioned why
You made Mistakes
But never really
Weighed the stakes

You dipped and indulged
In a life full of bliss
But couldn't contemplate
All the things you would miss

Your friends and family
Gone for a time
Sitting in a place
Where the sun doesn't shine

You'll be out soon enough
Free as a bird
but will you stick with the crowd
or find a new herd

The choice is all yours
The old or the new
Better think quick
Or a sentence is due

Do you want to go back
And live in that place
Or live a great life
So full of grace

So before you go
and make mistakes
It's probably best
To weigh the stakes