Q: What is your greatest fear
A: To wake up one day alone in my soul....

You've wrecked me
ruined my love
once happy tears, now water the soil of heartbreak
you shattered me before I even began
forced my love out
and sprouted  limbs for trust to evade its departure

For him I ride,
slow and lazy
finding purchase beneath his touch.
nails score private lines as he stretches beyond beating hearts and breathing lungs.
he drowns me in safety and kisses prayers in the corner of my soul.
I am exposed...
bare, in the eye of release and awareness.

Crush me
blind me
tuck me
****  me
Roll  me
but just... just never leave me.

work the seconds life gives...
**** the moments we wish to forget...

Was my heart a souvenir?

How do you reconcile your future with  acquired beliefs of the past?