When you accept the fact,
That your trying doesn’t worth.
You stop fighting the truth
And make peace with the reality of some sort.
Your heart burns with chills,
Your senses numb as ****.
Consoling yourself faintly,
Without any drop of luck.
Some days pass,
A week, maybe few,
Pushing yourself hard,
Trying stuff you think are new.
With attempts to outrun your past,
To skip all the pain,
You work for worthless gain,
Trying hard not to turn insane.
At nights it gets tough,
When what you did
Wasn’t enough
Your chest gets so heavy,
Colder it feels.
The monster scare you bad
The scars aren’t easy to heal.
Lying dead on your bed,
Eyes open wide,
Remembering things she said,
Moments we lived
Cherishing all the treasures we had.
You smile for a while,
But the smile is so sad,
Haunted by your decisions for,
Circumstances you had.
Still, you know it's not the end,
You’re not alone getting the bend,
You’re not only broken into pieces,
Crushed all your feelings,
As if life ceases.
You know you have to stand,
And prove your self-respect.
Shutting down all the stations,
Shutting up all the mistakes.
Preparing yourself,
you lone ranger,
Determined so meekly
Not to cry
Coz with the time
The tears gonna dry……