Im just waiting . . .
For the right person to come.
To prove to me,
That you're really,
*Not the one.

You've degraded
My meaning of love,
To something,
  S E L F   C O N F I D E N T I A L
*. . .

Every tick,
my clock drips,
my eyes leak,
with heavy lids.

Yes, I was sick. . .
and they left me,
when I was weak.

The friends I thought,
were for real,
only spend time for chills.

I'm not cool,
but never a fool.
I just want this life's
better piece.

To give me someone
who never kills,
a heart so frail, as me.

A man,
a lifetime friend.
My missing puzzle piece.
That everlasting kiss!

Who could promise:
"  *In sickness and in health with me  "

But in all of these,
I know, 
God is with me.

" Always giving . . .    
. . . always watching, "

**Making a better backstory.

If  
F e e l i n g s
All that
M a t t e r,
Then,
I should've done many things,
B y   n o w.

You cannot stop yourself from,
F
   a
       L
            L
                 i
                     n
                           G
Until you hit the
**G R O U N D.

Maybe, all this time
I was feeling this,
A l l    a l o n e .
. . .
This is not a poem,
But what I feel,
A l l    a l o n g .

T  r  u  e       l  o  v  e  
Could subsist,
Without a hug,
Without a kiss,
Just two hearts that co-exist.

Ran out of ways,
T o    f i l l    t h e   g  a  p .
Now you're  trapped.
Would you jump?*
Or, wait till
Steps can pass?

Live,
While unknowingly
Leaving it.

How I hope,
It never gets old.
The   l  ♡  v  e   inside,
That's never been told.