Sasha

Sasha Mar 2018

it's your birthday tomorrow
oh how can i forget

I used to wish to be next to you
but now
you're just something I regret

a poem as short as the attention i should give you

Sasha Jan 2018

so c i ety

i want to cry but my tears don't seem to fall. i want to scream but i'm restricted by these four walls. i feel my lips move as i ask for their help. my vocal cords vibrate as i let out these words. but they don't seem to hear me or they would've rescued me from this misery.
wait a moment,
how would they save me from this if they have caused it?
maybe they don't want to hear me

be kind to people

Sasha Jan 2018

toxicity

let go
of all the people
that belittle your achievements
that dont support you
that arent there for you
that use you

and start
working on yourself
improving yourself
loving yourself

because you deserve better

nothing is better than living with people who love you

Sasha Jan 2018

stop

all the nights i've stayed awake
thinking why i was unworthy of your attention
and
all the opportunities i've given up
just to stay next to you

i've lost myself then

but
now that i've learned my worth

stop trying to get me back to you
stop ruining my progress
stop looking for her in me

you will never deserve me

let me be

Sasha Jan 2018

i need you

everytime i see you
i imagine things i shouldn't
i see us in places
i feel omniscient

you don't understand
it's not children's love
it's one i'm sure that'll last
till we're in the above

you're not a desire
you're a need
trust me without you
i cannot proceed

so all i ask from you
is to tell me how you feel
to tell me you love me
and get rid of that heart of steel

i love you beyond words, thank you for making my life better even if unintentionally

Sasha Jan 2018

her

i put my all
in teaching you how to love yourself
in helping you when you were at your worst
in making us last forever

but
you chose her

i hope she'll love you half as much as i do

Sasha Dec 2017

anxiety

i tremble
i scream
i mumble
a dream

that someday
someone will understand
how hard it is to be here
around people i cant stand
and people i cant be near

i promise
im not one to hate
yet they hurt me
and maybe thats my fate

but nobody deserves
such pain
because not ones nerves
will contain

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