I fall to fast,
Crash to hard,
Forgive to easily,
And care to much

Life is a challenge
Meet it
Life is a gift
Accept it
Life is a sorrow
Over come it
Life is a tragedy
Face it
Life is a mystery
Unfold it
Life is an opportunity
Take it
Life is a promise
Complete it
Life is a struggle
Fight it

Life is a goal
Achieve it
Life is love
Love it
Life is adventurous
Have fun
Life is a duty
Perform it
Life is a game
Out smart it
Life is beauty
Praise it
Life is great

People say you’re not popular
People say you’re not nice
People say you don’t fit in
People say you want to be like them
They say that because In reality
You’re popular
You’re nice
You fit in

Watch out because:
You may think your friend is loyal
You may think your friend cares
You may think your friend is there for you
But that my friend is where you’re wrong

All your friend wants is:
To be popular
To be nice
To fit in
To be like you
Because in reality they don’t
They aren’t like you in any way
Be careful I say.

What did i do?
why did i do it?
How did it happen?
why did it happen?
to me? of all people

How did you fall for me?
when all i am..
is an ugly girl,
who knows nothing about love.

You hurt me
You bruise me
You torture me
You hate me

You say I hurt you
I bruise you
I torture you
I hate you

If I do where's
Your hurt
Your bruises
Your torture
Your hate?

I hurt you trying to get away
I bruise myself trying to escape
I torture myself for staying
I hate myself for being with you

But I still stay with you
why?
Because i'm scared
I'm scared of you
of them
and of me
I stay because i think
what will happen if i leave?
what will you do?
Well i know the answer
you'll hunt me down,
Bruise me,
hit me,
lock me in the cupboard for being bad and try to **** me.

I cover up to hide it
I cover up because i'm scared
I cover up so no one sees

Everyone thinks we're perfect
they think you're good
they think we're in love
they're wrong

You hurt me so bad i don't know why i'm still alive
each time you hurt me i curl up in a ball crying waiting for it to be over.
I'm done.
I'm done with your hurt
I'm done with your bruises
I'm done with your torture
I'm done with your hate
I'm done with you
Forever. Goodbye..
~Erin

You may be thinking..
This pain will never end
Be sure that you're growing
You will smile again
And it's surrendering
To the process
Of grief and the
Acceptance that you
Can find your way.
You will
Make it
Through
The pain