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193 · Nov 2018
Sometimes
Erin Johnson Nov 2018
Sometimes I need a,
A hug.
Sometimes I need a,
Kiss.
Sometimes I need a,
Friend.
Sometimes I need a,
Bit of space.
Sometimes I need,
Nothing.
Sometimes I need,
Everything.
Sometimes I need,
You.

Sometimes you're not,
There.
Sometimes you're not,
Anywhere.
Sometimes I can't find,
You.
Sometimes I,
Can.

Sometimes you,
Love me.
Sometimes you,
Care.
Sometimes you,
Never even talk to me.

Let me tell you something..
Sometimes isn't enough,
At times it needs to be all the time or at least
Most the time

Don't call me and say,
"Sometimes I'm busy" or
"Sometimes we won't be together"

I'm sick of it.
I'm fine to be with you sometimes, really I am.
But whenever you're sad,
You expect me to be there.

Whenever I'm sad,
Where are you?
Let me guess,
At your side chick's place
While I need comfort.

Sometimes it isn't enough.
187 · Oct 2018
I'm scared
Erin Johnson Oct 2018
I'm scared of all those voices
Inside my head
They scream to hell
They could bring me to death
I can't let them win
But I'm just so tired
Tired of this life
So tired to flight
I just wanna let go
Close my eyes
Take a deep breath
And sink into unconsciousness
After all
Wasn't I born to die?
178 · Feb 2019
There was a boy
Erin Johnson Feb 2019
There was this boy
i used to know.
He has shiny brown hair
Sparkling blue eyes
and
An average nose.

I bumped into him on a cold winter day
walking along the streets.
I was 11
he was 16
He apologized
i was okay.

We continued walking side by side
bumping into each other sometimes
i was fine.

His smile lit up the world
it reached his eyes
and i could tell
he really meant it
i wasn't okay

That was the day i fell in love
with some guy i used to know
176 · Nov 2018
Untitled
Erin Johnson Nov 2018
Can't run from it
Always a step behind
The worst is I'm trapped
In my own mind

The end is near
I can't keep trying
Stop asking if I'm okay
I'm tired of lying

My fake smile is getting heavy
Eyes can't hold back
My mind has won
Tired of living in the Black

Going to the motions
It's almost time to quit
Most fear death
But others pray for it
I guess I'm one of those who pray
175 · Nov 2018
Untitled
Erin Johnson Nov 2018
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Leave me alone,
Or I'll **** you!

I'll grab a knife,
Slice your throat,
And stab you in the back like you did to me
I apologize if this doesn't actually rhyme.
157 · Oct 2018
I'm the girl
Erin Johnson Oct 2018
I'm the girl others talk out of suicide,
But has a hard time doing the same for herself
She truthfully assures everyone how beautiful, lovely, wonderful and Precious they all are, because she doesn't want them to feel the same Way she does. The opposite.

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