Like a lion I seem So brave, But inside i feel like I'm in a cave.
My "Confidence" roars It almost seems as if I'm ready for war.
But sadly enough, I'm not tough.
Strong i may seem, But I'm tearing apart at the seams.
You have to agree, Showing the real me would only cause people misery.
So i hide so no one can see my insides.
Like a eagle i want to soar, but i always run into a door.
Trapping myself in a cage, only building up rage.
Like lion I seem brave.

You swallow down that pill. As if you were taking your life uphill.
Heart beating fast, Oh how the hours have passed.
Slurping down a glass is as easy as breathing in  laughing gas.
One pass, its so easy right? Sure. it don't take muscle mass.
That life you once knew, that you once had hoped had grew,
Is now a sinking ship, but at the moment that sudden rush was such a wonderful trip.
Here you stand, on a single strand.
All just for that night of fun, to feel like you took a mile run.
Was it really worth it? would you really recommend it?

Pain.
Some say it's all in the brain.
But for some reason it all comes around again.
On the heart it just leaves a stain.
Sometimes its just hard to explain.
Controlling it is hard to maintain.
Some Lead themselves to ******* and champagne.
While others let themselves go insane.
Pain just drains the brain.
Some find the pain as just a gain.
People just want their own happiness to obtain.
Pain Is like carrying a ball and chain.
Weighing heavy on the soul and brain.
Pain.
Is there really ever anything to gain?

Like a Dove my love is Life-Long, by your side I stay strong.
My wings are swift and agile, but sadly enough they are fragile.
My life is short, but I swear it will be you I will always support.
Tomorrow could be my last, No matter my past.
But here on this fence, alone I sit. how I am so unfit?
Wishing for just one chance, I promise I would give the perfect romance.
Together we could fight against any weather.
By your side I would stay strong, But I guess by your side is a place I just don't belong.

I lay here trying to numb the pain. Am I really all to blame?
Alcohol no longer does the trick, Hopefully this death will be quick.
I really wish it didn't come down to this, But I've been dying for far to long in this dark abyss.
This noose around my neck, I'm just an emotional wreck.
My lungs slowly begin to close, I'm barely even on my toes.
So close now, the voice whispers as sweat drips down my brow.
I wonder where I go from here. All I know is that I just want these demons to disappear.
Tears fall from my eyes, As I tell you the last of my goodbyes.
I just wish my choice was more wise.

Here I Alone I Sit. So Sad Isn't It.
I Keep Saying This Little Prayer, But An Answer Back Is So Rare.
All I Wanted Was A State Of Bliss, But It Seems Like I'm Falling In A Deeper Abyss.
I Roll in Pity, Awaiting For My Entrance Into The Holy City.
Some Tell Me To Take Action, But I've Only Found Myself To Be The Tourist Attraction.
A Joke Of Myself I Make, People Just Laugh And Do A Double Take.
Tonight Once Again I'll Dine Alone. Awaiting For An Answer From The Man Up At The Throne.
To Once Again To Be Shown That I Am Unknown.

Don't breathe me in to close. I'm one toxic, Narcotic dose. That's built for destruction and will never find construction.
Asleep you fall, You call out but no one hears nothing at all.
Why you ask as you breathe in your oxygen mask. You've never done a thing You scream to God the King.
Don't breathe to deeply I told you. all because you wanted me to hold you.
I told you there was consequences.
I told you to beware. But now you call out in despair.
Now no one can save you. Oh look you're turning blue.
But remember you're the one that thought you were so brave. Now come on, Lets go dig your grave.