Poetry isn't about being able to relate.

It's exactly like watching scenes of a movie,
feeling the emotions someone else has create.

Thoughts in purest form,
you've been gifted the ability
to have an understanding of one
another that goes beyond this world.  

(s.m)

We lay in your bed all day letting love and laziness consume our heads. You pull me further and i giggle with a grin. This boy, my god he makes me want to sin. I kiss you over and over again. Playfully indulging in all that you have said, the promise of your whispers to my ear so sweet & sincere. A boy like you is so dangerous but i'm not scared. All i know is that i could lay in your bed forever without a question or care, because after i saw the light in your eyes no one could ever compare

- (s.m)

i'm lying next to you now
There's hardly any sound

Entangled feet and my racing
heartbeat is all that matters now

You seem to take a hold of me,
the thought of you swirls around my head

Grinning while i write poetry about you
when you're lying next to me in my bed

(s.m)

Once upon a time there was a woman.
But this wasn't just any woman, you see.
She was the strongest seed.

She flourished and bloomed  
and grew up through the dirt
Despite her pain and hurt.
She was the strongest seed.

As she grew on, she pollinated
something within side of me.
This very woman gave life
to a mere seedling like me.

You see, this woman is my mother
and this seedling is me.
And although i am incomparable to her
She gave me the strength to one day
become a beautiful prospering tree.

-Thank you for all that is me,
you taught me how to grow.

(s.m.)

I find my mind wandering towards the thought of you.
I can't stop it, i don't want to.
I remember how our bodies interlocked in your bed,
blue eyes and messy heads.
I can feel your hand sliding over my hips,
nothing feels more right than this.
In these small moments, you've taken a hold of me.

Inhaling slowly now, your exhales glancing over my neck.
Whisper into my ear, tell me what's next.
You press your lips hard against mine,
unwinding the time we've been apart
you have me unfolding in your hands,
effortlessly ******* my body and heart.

I'll want you like this forever.

I met you at your worst but even then i knew you were the best thing to ever happen to me. You looked at me with so much fear in your eyes, as if girls were sharp curves and nice words entirely made up of deceit and lies. I glanced back in an utter confusion wondering if i had come at the wrong time; was i waiting in an endless line? Suppose you & i had crossed paths first and you loved without caution and fear of being hurt. That is what i vow to do, i plan to do the impossible and not erase, but reverse time for you. You're going to trust again, trust me. I promise to wait in this line, no matter how endless it may be, because with patience comes greatness and with you that is all see

(s.m)

I'm trying to see the silver lining but the only one i can ever remember was the one around the tip of your gun. As if killing things for fun was somehow a release from within you, as the bullet released from your barrel took last breaths from their lungs. Leaving holes in chests was something you've always done well. My broken heart could never be cocked back and ready for another shot, but you reload your gun and move on as if i was nothing more than your next ****. Silly girl, don't be fooled by the thrill. The boy who shoot hearts out never had sympathy for girls crying by the window sill.

(s.m)

I wish i could undo what she did to you.
I wish i could undo all the awful things you've had to struggle through.
But life doesn't work that way, you & i, we work in two's.
Like a vastly complex machine, with bolts and screws.
I'm trying to be something that doesn't fail you-
Someone you can hold onto.
  
Have you ever wanted to give someone the world;
as if they were the world itself?
I'd like to offer you all of me.
The depths of my mind & the unsubtle rumbling inside.
Maybe then you'd forget her in your untold dreams.
Honesty isn't always just quite what it seems.

Like a shadow hanging over you, she haunts you as i'm holding you.
Telling you i won't stay, that just like her- I will be the same.
Shut it out, for you & for me.
I'm here, as long as you'll have me. 

(s.m)

Where do you draw the line between want and need?
I can feel you in these words; you can see it in my trembling knees.  
Broken when you found me, look where i have come.
i can almost stop the trembling and get these wobbly legs to run.

I'm at a full sprint now, into the safety of your warmth.
Let me sink in these arms, a drowning of a satisfied corpse.  
As i fall to the bottom of your depths, i'm looking up at the surface.
The bubbles rise and i begin to grasp what i see in the calmness of  
your baby blue eyes.

My body is drifting, meeting your coral Reefs now.  
Is this the feeling? i believe, i am greeting peace now.  
I've decided you are the one i would like to keep, somehow.
Broken when you found me, look where i have come.

You are the ocean in which i can never outrun.

(s.m)

I figure if i keep writing, the words in my head will feel less lost.
I will find them a home to reside in, a space on a vacant page.
My mind then stops to toss.

You came into my life so unexpectedly.  
The world gives us pleasant surprises, evidently.
In a life of shadows, you are a new light shining into me.
Like a flourishing canopy of trees hanging over me; you are my serendipity.  

Your warmth is at the surface of your skin; my heart is just beating too quick.  
You catch the race and calm me down, like words unspoken, we are unbound. 

I trace your skin, slowly trying to savor this sensation.
Your aura is a thriving glow, a never-ending vibration. 
You stare into my eyes like there is nothing in between us.  
Worlds apart but ties entangled within each other embark.
No walls exist with a connection of two souls like this.
  
Your eyes and my eyes laying together; locked within a bonded gaze.
As my mind and your mind are slipping from consciousness, we begin to fade.
Sleeping now, words are never needed to understand your ways.    

I can only hold you in this moment, with hope you never leave.  
I know everything is temporary, but you've always been a tease.
Everything i have ever desired right before my eyes, loose ends start to feel tied.
Every wrong turn seems like a lie; i was lead straight to you my oh, my.

In your hands my mind can only expand.

For however many seconds with you the universe has blessed upon me,  
I will twirl with the sands of time as the petals of daisies fall from my hands.  
Does he love me? Does he love me not? In a fresh garden, here in this ***.

I am sprouting up intertwining my roots with yours.
Flowers must not be mistaken for less; you Caimen,  
(the wildest wildflower of them all) are so much more.

(s.m.)

As the rain patters against my window, I can hear it now.

The thumps aren't as consistent or as in sync as the perfect rhythm i found in your heart; but as i lie against your chest with the purest form of sound engulfing my unworthy eardrums, I can hear it now.

It is everywhere; lingering in even the darkest and dustiest untouched corners of your mind, it is there. Even in my cold sheets i can feel it's eternal warmth. Demanding to be felt it rushes into me; surging through my fleshy vessel and grabbing a hold of every sense i have ever known. As it grazes over every bone in my weightless skeleton and kisses it's hard lips on my aching soul, i can feel it now.

As i lie against your chest with the purest form of sound engulfing my unworthy eardrums, love has found me and i surrender myself to the encompassing feeling you grace upon my undeserving being until there is nothing left in this world we have been swallowed by. my heartbeat is now forever lost in yours.

(s.m.)