you're as deleterious as ******
oh so addictive
you're driving me
                                over
                                           the
                                                    edge

i'm changing because of you
i can feel myself changing everyday
becoming less and less of myself
and more and more of what you would like

this is all
                    because
                                         of
                                                      you

i'm going to enter rehab
because enough is enough
i want to rid myself
                                    of
                                            you

your laugh
your smile
your eyes
your mind
your dumb jokes
your hair which is so odd, but fits you so well
your stubby fingers
your ***** sneakers
your raspy cough, caused by too much smoke in your lungs
your way of walking, which is leaning down towards the ground
your laugh, which cracks in and out
your weird way of making friends with everyone

your everything makes you absolutely perfect
and i'm almost sure that it makes me love you.

so much to do
so little time to complete anything
so little time to chill out

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i just want to sleep
and not do anything
anymore