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y i k e s Feb 2014
please
please
please

don't show my views.

i'm too unnoticed for that.
y i k e s Feb 2014
it's not that i want the attention


i just want to be important.
y i k e s Feb 2014
once upon a time,
when the sun shined a bit brighter,
i heard the birds chirp in the morning
when i was awake before ten am.

the following weekday,
my mom smiled at me, as she sent me off to school without a fight
i arrived at school with a smile, greeted by 'friends'
'hey! how are you!'
'can i copy your homework?'
'lets get breakfast!'

however now,
i'm awoke to shouting, 'wake up, wake up!, you've been asleep all day'
so i follow that comment, and sleep for another hour, what do i have to miss?
half the day is gone, no point in making it up

the week day brings, 'time for school!'
forced in the shower, 'you've got an hour to the bus comes!'
handed a cup of coffee after being dressed, and shipped off to school
'i'll see you after school!'
despite pleas of staying home, there's no point in fighting anyway.

no more chirping birds
no more bright smiles
no more happy child,
you're a teenager now.

a **** sad one, at that.
y i k e s Feb 2014
i got a plan.

each step is all put together, ready for action.

i got a plan.
it's going to benefit both you and me.

i got a plan
it's for the future.
yes, for you and i's future.

i got a plan.
if it goes into action, we'll both shoot off into space.
not really, but maybe it'll feel that way.

i got a plan.
for you and me,
we'll become one.
so i'm not longer me.
i am us.
you are us.
we are us, forever and ever.

i got a plan, do you want to know what it is?

i got a plan, it's for you to find out
about us.
what the **** is this.
y i k e s Feb 2014
those things that you just can't wait for,
those things that you lay in bed and think about all night
those things you dream about at night, and day dream about during the day
those things you exaggerate in your head

those things,

they always end up the opposite of what you expected them to be

and in the end,
just end up hurting you.
y i k e s Jan 2014
it's better to just stay home
where everything is familiar
and nothing is uncomfortable

it's better to stay home
where you feelings are safe
and stress is at it's highest

it's better to stay home
where you can hate yourself in peace
and wish for death alone.
i've been keeping this private for a while, idk
y i k e s Jan 2014
everything is too much
far too much for me.

there is
far too much expected of me
far too much to be done
far too little time

there's not enough time to live
and there is
far too many people to disappoint

oh, i just wanna die.
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