Last night, I had a dream about you
That you never left my side
And I can still claim you as mine
Then I woke up
And it was all gone
I knew the truth
That you did too
I know that you knew
What others shouldn't know
And sometimes I wish
I could go back in time
And undo
Me and you
Tell me for once what I can do
To atone for my sins
For the forgiveness of our friends


Don't let me go
Cause I'm tired of
Feeling all alone
Missing your calls
On my cell phone
I'm hoping to see your face
Once again
Hug me tight
This time
Kiss me for once again
Never let me go
On the road
Of loneliness again
Can't bear my chestful pain
For I saw the takeoff
Of your plane
I'm no longer sane
Thankful to Ghostemane
Even if you can't claim
At least
Remember my name  
Until your memory fades...

Kamal ka phool kechad mein khilta hai
Par dekk tere damann mein kechad kitna hai

Pyar baatne se badta hai
Dharm ke naam phe tu kyu ladta hai
Janta hu koi naah hai masoom
Par akhir mein insan hi tho marta hai

Bhattka sa tu firta hai
Tutt jaane phe
Hasna kyu bhulta hai
Aye musaafir tujhe aage badna hai
Tu chalta re
Manzil ka pata nahi
Kar wahi jo lage dil ko sahi

Yaar aaise hai jo
Bhulane par bhi bhulte nahi
Bachpan ki yaade
Whai purani baate
Andheri raato mein hum ghum ** gaye sabhi

Kho diya humne apne aapko
Iss insano ki basti mein kahi

Abb kyu jalta hai tu
Naah raha ishq naah mehboob
Kya baacha hai karne ko mehsus
Dillagi aur bedardi ke beech hu masroof...

You lead
I'll follow
Even if it's wrong
It still doesn't bother
Cause I never really considered
What's gonna happen tomorrow

You are my greed
Loving you is my creed
Guess I'm paying for my misdeeds
Cause I can't have you
You're gone for so long
How cannot I miss
But, now I should proceed
As time concedes
Yet, my heart bleeds

Sometimes I end up in a situation
Where I urge to hurt myself
Cut up my eyelids
An uncertain notion to poke through my gums
Until I feel my brain as you read this
Memories of you feed my depression
Like it was hungry for decades

I don't want to feel pain
Numb the game
Get me high
Slow down the speed
Let me hallucinate
So I can rejuvenate
And eliminate our ties
You think unwanted ones are the worst
Have you ever heard of unsaid goodbyes??

Love is the law
For you're my bright day;
I can portray you
Like beautiful dawn,
Need no colour or crayons

Just hang on
You need not run for the marathon
Open up your eyes wide
And seek for Zion
Beware of devil's claw
Learn about Pentagon

When the sky turns grey
So, I shall be the one
To admire you secretly
After the dusk falls
Like a shadow play
Waiting for your phone calls
No more space in my ashtray
I can feel my lungs have fallen prey

Without you, I feel like a vagabond
Cause my heart's stray
I'm at the threeway
With double play
I may end up like Icarus
And fall someday
For if I ever came close to you
My wings made of clay
Will eventually melt away

I've never believed in
What this world displays,
Never but no maybe I'm gonna pray
To keep my love safe...

Ed, Edd, Eddy
I'm on an edge
Mf I'm edgy

Cutthroat, slit throat
Let the blood flow
Let it spill on the floor
Drowning in my blood
Cause I've got a hole on my love boat

Gave her *******
Now I don't wanna **** her anymore
Money on my mind
I wish that ***** called me honey

I lost all my lifelines
Relationships are pretty funny
In this lovely world
Life can get ugly

All of my heroes are rotten in a ****'ing grave
Who's gonna save us
From this system of slaves, we are in
From cradle to grave
Take me next
For I won't regret it anymore
Cause ik I'm meant to stay in hell...

Money can buy happiness
But fortunately, I'm broke to afford any
Proud about Manliness and Womanliness??
Contemplate the Black Venus

Smoke *** or snort coke
Eventually, you'll croak
Thanks to Crowley
I'm woke in my twenties
To witness the world full of envy

Almighty Phoebus
Throw some light on fetuses
It's time for the arrival of Phenix...v

The reason I gave up on puling is
That I want to use the suffering and pain in me
As a tool to help me grow and stay down to earth at the same time
To realise what I've been through and why I am still running in the game
To walk with this burden in my chest until I rest

To gain from sorrow
To be a kind being
To be a human being
And most importantly to be me
So nothing can change unless I let it all out
Every minute that passes up by reminds me to stay humble

For you, my heart may seem cold
But there is a reason behind everything I do
Which is untold
Only when someone will finally able to break through my walls and unfold
You'll surely find a heart of gold
Cuz never did I sold my soul
For this phoney world with a virtual life
Of mask wearers and as sightless blindfolded holds...