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Mar 2022 · 152
What Would We Do In The End
Xander B Mar 2022
What would we do, if we knew, the end was coming soon?
Would we lie, would we cry, would we fall out of tune?
What would we say, if it was today, or maybe even tomorrow?
We are going so fast, will it last, our ever-growing sorrow?
In our mind, is where we will find, the answers that we seek.
Not in our ego brain, which has gone insane, refusing to be meek.
In our conscious soul, that is the goal, to realize our divinity.
To come to know, that this is all a show, our home is in the trinity.
So if the end is near, do not fear, look towards the light.
Our hearts can answer the call, without fall, to do what is right.
If our thoughts can change, we can rearrange, and start to help heal.
So let us walk, what we preach and talk, in our actions we reveal.
That to fix what is wrong, it is like a song, let us create vibration.
Making Truth our rock, from which nothing can knock, us from our foundation.
The end is a beginning, of a time with no sinning, where bad is transmuted to good.
Bringing us back, to what we now lack, the innocence of childhood.
If we accept the love, the Holy Spirit Dove, will bestow us hope.
To be content, and to repent, in order to help us cope.
For our miscreations, are just ill relations, with ourselves and the Source.
With our free will, we chosen to ****, allowing "nature" to run its course.
Let us now go home, no longer shall we roam, returning to the One.
Bringing together all, where none will fall, united under the sun.
Sep 2019 · 149
Cosmic Dove
Xander B Sep 2019
What a beautiful night.
With all the stars in sight.
Shinning ever so bright.
Watching as the moon goes by.
Wondering about how high
It's glowing is in the sky.
Feeling connected to it all.
The fresh smell in the air from fall.
My heart wants to answer the call.
For the universe is calling me.
Trying to have me finally see.
That living life in love is the key.
This wonderland was built for us to love.
To ascend our minds and help fly above.
Into the vast stars, like a cosmic dove.
If we'd just take the time to connect.
And know that we were all made perfect.
All the negatives will redirect.
Changing in form to something new.
Almost as if it were on queue.
Altering for good our world view.
One day the light will prevail.
Through the dark it will imaple.
Divine aura of avail.
Protecting like a shield.
Creating a forcefield.
Of love for us to be healed
Jun 2019 · 166
Thoughts Running
Xander B Jun 2019
It feels like my mind is running away.
Holding my thoughts at ransom.
It's hard to think, not knowing what to say.
My ideas feeling random.
Coming and going with no start or end.
Constantly spinning my brain.
If only I could find a way to mend.
All the things that cause me pain.
I have faith that things will finally change.
No expectations of how.
Knowing my abilities and my range.
I can make this happen now.
Following love and life I know I can.
Never give up, that's my plan.
Jun 2019 · 165
3oclock in the AM
Xander B Jun 2019
It's 3 o'clock in the morning.
Darkness consuming all around me.
It's known as the witching hour.
With demons lurking where I can't see.
Feels like living in a ghost town.
Locked in a dark room without a key.
Awake in the dead of the night.
Asleep in bed is where I should be.
Only a few more hours left.
Until chirping birds and buzzing bees.
I can make it through this dark time.
To the mornings bright light, I'm free.
Jun 2019 · 170
Oh Mr. Sun
Xander B Jun 2019
Oh Mr. Sun
Where do you go at night?
Hiding away
Out of view out of sight.
Where has your shine went?
Your rays so bright,
and the warmth that you bring,
With your blinding light.
Oh Mr. Sun
Where do you go at night?
Passively running from your sibling.
The moon who you will forever fight.
Alas, I know you will rise again.
With all of your glory, when the time is right.
Jun 2019 · 193
Mornings Plan
Xander B Jun 2019
Waking up to the morning birds song.
From a dream that felt so long.
The bright sun shinning in the window.
Through the blinds into my eyes.
Adjusting to the light of the day.
Stretching in bed as I lay.
Not wanting to be up and awake.
Curled up under my covers.
In my mind about the day ahead.
With the sun rising yellowish-red.
Now it's time to rise and shine.
And tackle the ups and downs today.
Believe in myself, I can.
Follow love and life, that's my plan.
May 2019 · 149
No Doubt
Xander B May 2019
I don't know why I write, sometimes it just comes and goes. I get this feeling from deep within making me start to flow. I'm not sure where this phenomenon comes from, but it makes me see the world in a different light. It gives me the courage to face my fears and battle in this righteous fight. One day I may understand this feeling, bringing new knowledge to the purpose of life. I just hope the road isn't too long and isn't filled with too much malice and strife. I wish the best for all of the people on this planet and I just want to see us ascend. To break free from the shackles of death holding us back and try our best to make amends. For I see us succeeding in the task of love and I know we will figure this out. One day we will all be together in a beautiful place, looking back with a smile no doubt.
May 2019 · 213
Summers Near
Xander B May 2019
Wasting away, like the dead leaves of fall.
Embracing change, transforming.
Supplementing the earth that they hail from.
Giving nutrients to all.
The grass and the flowers growing so tall.
As the sun shines down, warming.
The buzzing of bees, such a plesent hum.
Summers near, answer the call
May 2019 · 131
Maybe We Can Do Better
Xander B May 2019
When will we realize.
That we play the biggest roles.
Leading to demise.
Of our pure and divine souls.
In the fire pit of coals.
Maybe if we changed.
Maybe we could do better.
If we're not deranged.
We could write life a letter.
To pay off death, the debtor.
With our love of life.
Overcoming ways of sin.
Cut through with a knife.
Where the negatives begin.
That's how I know we will win.
May 2019 · 106
What is Time?
Xander B May 2019
What is this abstract thing we all call time?
That is what I'm wondering in this rhyme.
Is it for real, or is it in our mind?
Without it we would go through our day blind.
But do we really need it to survive?
Could we go without and possibly strive?
Not be held back by something created.
And understand we are all related.
With more in common than most people think.
Could time show us the long lost missing link?
Past, present, future, all intertwined now.
Experiencing what we will allow.
If we would all just try and slow it down.
Maybe we could view time without a frown.
May 2019 · 102
Fly Above
Xander B May 2019
We are told to work for money.
But to think that's all to life is quite funny.
Yet we still make it our number one priority.
Signing our lives to the fraternity and sorority.
The system that has a hold on our minds.
Distracting us with falsities, all the different kinds.
Media, games, shows, movies, they are all the same.
Just ways for them to keep our thoughts tame.
When in reality our enemy is scared.
Because they put us last and they never cared.
But the times are forever changing.
The light and darkness are eagerly exchanging.
Soon the truth will be shown.
Have faith in love and it will be known.
That we all have a purpose, a meaning.
So forget all the negativity, it's so demeaning.
In the end we were all made as one.
So let us come together and make them run.
Because we are better than this, step up.
Don't take it lying down, pick eachother up.
Staying positive is hard but it is the key.
Just some friendly advice to you from me.
Stay strong, the enemy will try and break you.
They will test your soul and your family's too.
So stay true to our heart.
When the evils of this world try to tear us apart.
Put on the armor of goodness and defend.
Rising above the evils, we will ascend.
Change our ways of thinking.
And our lives will change as fast as our blinking.
We attract what we want.
But if your mind isn't right, what we get will haunt.
So have a pure mind and follow love.
And when death comes all of our souls will fly above.
Mar 2019 · 113
Thoughts
Xander B Mar 2019
Sometimes I tend to wonder.
What it is that is pulling me under.
Suffocated by my thoughts.
Feeling like I've taken shots.
Bleeding out, can I be revived?
With my mental state so deprived?
What will it take,
To give this feeling the shake?
Happiness is the goal.
But my emotions are taking their toll.
I know it's right around the corner.
Even though I feel like a foreigner.
Trying to find the light.
While my brain and heart fight.
One day things will be better.
Once we've paid our material debtor
I have faith in love's power.
To save this world in a blessed shower.
Hold on to your inner light.
It's the only weapon against the darkness of night.
Oct 2018 · 153
Care?
Xander B Oct 2018
When will people start to care?
Our home is being murdered.
We all have done our fair share.
Our home is being tortured.
From all of our pollution.
Worried more about the dollar bill.
Instead of trying to find a sollution.
For this moral gap we have to fill.
When will people start to care?
Our families are being murdered.
This is more than we can bear.
Our people need to be nurtured.
Instead of being thrown in jail.
We all have our own flaws.
So let's use love as our bail.
And bettering ourselves as our cause.
We cant sit and wait.
We need to stand and fight.
It's never ever to late.
To turn towards the light.
Oct 2018 · 115
Try
Xander B Oct 2018
Try
All I do is try, try to show people they deserve love.
All I do is try, try to show people we can rise above.
We are all special, beautiful, handsome, smart.
Loving and caring for yourself is a good start.
Understanding that everyone has their own faults.
And stopping all the mental assualts.
Because everyone deserves to be shown they matter.
Without love, our souls will surely shatter.
One day we will all get along.
Knowing that we all belong.
Everything happens for a reason.
To hate yourself or another would be treason.
Because we are all in this together.
Stand strong and let's endure this dark weather.
As a team we can win this fight.
So let's embrace this leap of faith and take flight.
Soaring high above the hate into the light.
Oct 2018 · 131
Depression
Xander B Oct 2018
What is this feeling.
Trapped inside my mind.
Preventing me from healing.
Happiness hard to find.
Dark thoughts in control.
Pushing me down.
Grabbing me with its pull.
Dragging me deeper to drown.
This feeling is a thriller
With no remorse.
Depression is a killer.
Don't let it run its course.
Find love for yourself today.
Don't just wait to get better.
"I love myself" is all you have to say.
Even write it in a letter.
The only way to beat the dark.
Is to let in the light.
So take aim, don't miss your mark.
With love in mind, lets win this fight.
Oct 2018 · 188
To whom it may concern
Xander B Oct 2018
To whom it may concern.
I know you know for who.
It's not for me to discern.
But I'm writing this for you.
I'm sorry about this.
I know you know how I feel.
The time I spent with you I miss
And even though I tried, I can't deal.
One day maybe you'll see.
The love we could share.
That we are meant to be.
How much I care.
One day, maybe.
Oct 2018 · 176
The World
Xander B Oct 2018
One day, everything changed. The world will never be the same.
From when the One big banged. Sparking it all from where we came.
Bringing life to the life-less. Igniting the flames of love.
Singing strength to the breath-less. Flighting from it like a dove.
Setting the Sun, Moon and stars above. Together in the Heavens of the sky.
Firmament of faith, hope and true love. Forever protecting and keeping dry.
The Earth so specially created. For us all to care and be cared.
Do not be decieved or deflated. For this all can be known and shared.
The world we've been taught is not how it seems.
For there is much evil that seethes and teems.
The God of this Earth is not who we think. Our true home is not from here.
God in Heaven is to who we should link. The Devil paces the pier.
Eager to throw us overboard to sink. Our one hope, the divine Seer.
Bringing us back from the depths and the brink. Almost unconcious, death near.
But since the beginning we all had choice. The power to change our destinies.
Every single one of us has a voice. Let's use them against the enimies.
Making this world a better place. Clean for the next generation.
Take a look at You face to face. Tell You "I can lead this nation."
With that, follow out into the New World, with God's grace we will be great.
No more fetal position, curled. For spreading love has always been fate.
And up we all whirled, standing together at the big white pearly gate.
Waiting to be judged. For the rest to join.
So if you feel nudged, don't bet your last coin.
Put your faith in God. He will do wonders.
With just one head nod, all evil slumbers.
Sep 2018 · 115
Live-Evil
Xander B Sep 2018
To live in today's society is backwards.
Evil, materialistic, money, selfishness.
To have lived your life the way you wanted.
Devil tempting every step of the way.
Is living life really as we've been taught?
To have, accumulate, amass?
All of these things that distract us.
From our connection to ourselves.
To the people around us, to our family.
Keeping us from the ones we love.
And hiding our faces in the dirt.
To live is evil.
To have lived, is the devil tempting.
Doesn't mean we shouldn't be living.
It's how we choose to.
We have always had a choice.
To love, or to not.
We choose what to give our energy to.
Sometimes what makes us happy.
Isn't always the best choice.
They have us divided in thinking.
Economically, politically, spiritually and physically.
They don't want us working together.
The enemy relies on their deception.
That we all just need to live our lives.
And be happy with what they provide.
Movies, games, T.V., entertainment.
While they poison our essentials.
Water, food, air, adding all these chemicals.
Suppressing our minds and bodies.
Taking away our imaginations.
Mindless goats, how we've been taught.
When we should be loyal sheep.
Led by the Shepherd of light.
To serve eachother, unconditionally.
Like a dog, which is also viewed backwards
Teaching that they are all hounds.
When in reality, God loves unconditionally.
Regardless of anything, if you believe.
And you have the choice not to.
But we are all One with this Creator.
And we are meant to love in His name.
The universe is in our imaginations.
So is our perception of this world.
With hope and faith in love.
I know the truth will be shown.
Sep 2018 · 126
The Great Deception
Xander B Sep 2018
The great deception.
Distracting bodies
With our connection
To technologies
In our face, projection.
Keeping our minds at bay.
Confusing perplexion
Believing what they say.
There is more good than we think.
The bad always steals the show.
Bringing us all to the brink.
One day soon we will all know.
That we are all the missing link.
All their lies are holding us back.
Stealing from our home in a blink.
Wolves hunting their prey in a pack.
For we are all sheep to the system.
Blindly following society.
Stepping one, two, three to the rhythm.
Money to them is propriety.
So let's break this hold they have on our brains.
Stand up to the corruption in the way.
Speak our minds and watch how fast the swamp drains.
So tomorrow can be a better day.
Sep 2018 · 144
Imagination
Xander B Sep 2018
As I wander into the stars.
I start to wonder, who am I?
Starring through the darkness and void.
Here on Earth, looking to the sky.
Viewing the bright glowing of Mars
Watching as meteors flame by.
As I walk the rings of Saturn.
In my mind I can surely fly.
So I jump out and float through space.
Pluto's not a planet? A lie.
They are all lined up in a pattern.
Don't get to close to the sun, you'll fry.
Swirling and twirling round and round.
Mercury's flame caused me to die.
Reborn in the dust of Venus.
Slipping through the stars, galactic spy.
Excited from what I just found.
Something money will never buy.
Freedom of imagination.
As my surroundings simplify.
I'm standing here lost in my mind.
Reality my one ally.
Taking hold of concentration.
The origin is in our eye.
Aug 2018 · 216
One Day
Xander B Aug 2018
One day.
It will be worth it.
One day.
Everything will work out.
One day.
The light will be lit.
One day.
Our voices will shout.
One day.
We will not sit.
One day.
We will not go without.
One day.
We will all benifit.
One day.
With God's grace, no doubt.
Aug 2018 · 146
Beautiful Doomsday
Xander B Aug 2018
Today is a beautiful day.
The sun is shining, summer is here.
It's hard to believe it's the end of May.
The wildlife is out, the birds and the deer.
Spend some time in nature, don't work you life away.
For this will be a blessed year.
Enjoy the weather, go out and play!
You only live once, party hard, grab a beer.
Live like everyday is friday.
So have fun, go dance, spread some cheer!
Because tomorrow might be doomsday.
Be strong, stand tall, keep your head clear.
Keep all the negatives at bay.
Stay positive, and conquer your fear!
For its not a wall it's a doorway.
So even if the end is near
Know that love is the only way <3
Aug 2018 · 133
All
Xander B Aug 2018
All
In a world we all call our own.
With a conciseness compared to a stone.
Just know you are never alone.
Everything on this planet is you.
From the earth and the air, water and life too.
Everything is connected, this is true.
So spread your love if that's all that you do.
Because we are all in this together.
We are here for one another.
All with wings of angel feather.
Guided by the divine light.
This feeling inside we must not fight.
Take it in and accept the sight.
Change the world in our veiw.
As pure as the morning dew.
All it takes is all of me and all of you.
Aug 2018 · 81
We are the Key
Xander B Aug 2018
Summer days are finally here.
But what is this darkness that I fear.
With the moon in the days sky.
Watching it make its pass by.
Feeling the heat of the setting sun.
The weight of its light like a ton.
I can't help but think.
We are missing the link.
With everything that is going on.
It all feels like one big con.
We are losing our humanity.
Not to mention our sanity.
Love is fleeting, if not gone.
Don't let them make you a pawn.
The feeling inside is terrible.
The hurt and the lies unbearable.
But the light will soon shine on our lawn.
Blessed are the rays of the rising sun at dawn.
For we are all the key.
So live your life. Love and just be <3
Aug 2018 · 141
You only live once
Xander B Aug 2018
Air, Earth, Fire, Water.
The four elementals of this world.
The major causes of natural disaster.
With the spirits of time and space twirled.
The fate of life is in their hands.
Dancing with the waves of the ocean.
Swirling and crashing on the sands.
Connecting, feeling that emotion.
This planet is a living thing.
Bringing to life what once was dead.
From the solar eclipse and it's diamond ring.
To the eclipse of the moon, blood red.
We all know of this energy.
But don't attribute it to love.
The holy trinity, or to divinity.
But to ourselves, like we're above.
We are all one in the same.
Like the reality of our dimensions.
We're all playing this confusing game.
Lured by our ancestors inventions.
Soon humanity will see.
That we cannot ignore our caregiver.
This planet and all that it can be.
For love and life it does deliver.
One day we will treat each other equal.
Brothers and sisters under the sun.
You only live once, there's no sequal.
In the end we'll realize we've already won.
Aug 2018 · 317
Winning Fall
Xander B Aug 2018
What is this weight that I feel.
Like the world is on my back.
What will it take to break the seal.
For time is a resource we lack.
Temptation will try and make you a deal.
Hold fast to the light.
Don't trade it, not even for a hot meal.
It's our only weapon in this fight.
The battle between good and evil is real.
Your energy and actions will choose a side.
So stand up, don't take a kneal.
Join us and help change the tide.
Ignore the pain that makes you keel.
Embrace the love inside of you.
The amount of suffering is unreal.
But love will fix all if allowed to.
With the divine power to heal.
This energy is within us all.
What society is trying to steal.
The only way to win is to fall.
Aug 2018 · 212
Purpose
Xander B Aug 2018
We have all been decieved in such a major way,
Even though the truth is right before our two eyes, They cloud and confuse minds so we can't see it.
Are we going to let these men have the last say?
Let them continue feeding us supressive lies?
All for money and power in their benifit?
Please wake up to what is happening in our world.
Not everything that we are told is as it seems.
Do some research, feel, see, taste, hear, experience.
Youll see a reality hidden in plain sight.
We are living an economical dreamworld.
Fabricated by powers that be from their dreams.
We let them have control through inexperience.
Don't live in created darkness, let in the light.
There is more to this world that we have not been told.
We have a purpose on this planet thats unknown.
But everything is eternally connected.
Don't believe in the reality you've been sold.
We may not know now but our purpose has been shown.
Because with life and love we will be perfected.
Aug 2018 · 132
Truth Shines
Xander B Aug 2018
The quest to find the truth
Will lead most down a dangerous path.
To find the answers we'll need to sleuth.
With the truth comes the wrath.
Questions are what we should be asking.
To further our knowledge and our wisdom.
For the snake of deception is lying in wait, basking
Ready to strike, fast and hard like a drum.
To take our sight from us
To make us believe in a lie
Turning one against another was a plus
Our trust in them will lead us to die.
The world, spinning on its axis, or is it?
Taught a world view since birth.
Our earth is round, this is indefinite.
But is it really? What is the truth worth?
It seems we all have been tricked
Pawns in a game between good and bad.
Until our old habits can be kicked.
We will not be able to escape feeling sad.
For our planet is not what it seems.
And we are killing it faster than ever.
Polluting our air, our earth, our streams.
With these actions, it's our connection we sever.
To our home, this planet we all share.
All life is precious, this earth is alive.
We all need to love one another, to show we care.
A better world for all, is what we should strive.
For we are all more important than we know.
Our purpose on this planet is divine.
We are here to love eachother, not just for show.
But we've trapped ourselves in a circle when it's really a line.
So break the norm and just shine!
Aug 2018 · 136
Broken
Xander B Aug 2018
This one is for you.
For the broken hearted.
Don't worry, I feel it too.
It feels like we've been restarted.
Forget what you did or didn't do.
No one is perfect, please remeber that.
We are all human, so to your heart stay true.
Because within your heart is where you will find love at.
So believe in yourself and the path that you drew.
For we have an inner greatness within us
Stronger and more powerful than we knew.
Our lives are more than superfluous.
If we keep this up we will rue.
So I call to the broken
We can be born anew.
We'll be awoken.
In love I know it's true.
Oct 2017 · 182
The End
Xander B Oct 2017
It is near.
I can feel it.
I sense that,
everyone can.
There is nothing to fear.
For it's like a fire being lit,
under this huge mixing vat
of a world inhabited by man.
We need to form together,
to lead each other,
to help and love each other.
For hope.
To never say never.
To embrace each brother,
sister, father and mother.
For it is love that will cope.
Because what is coming is unfathomable.
Jan 2014 · 663
I Find Myself...
Xander B Jan 2014
I find myself
Thinking to much
About you and I
About your touch

I find myself
Looking your way
Scared, nervous
Not knowing what to say

I find myself
Pondering life
Wanting to be happy
To live with no strife

I find myself
Needing you
To have you near
I hope you feel this too

I find myself
Remembering the past
With you in all your perfection
And the thought that we would last

Alas, I find myself
Growing sad
Knowing I can never again have
The love that we had

With no expectations
I will not be hurt
No, not again
In my white shirt
Jan 2014 · 463
I Speak Truth
Xander B Jan 2014
People lie.
Its natures way.
Sin of human kind.

Speak the truth.
Its time for change.
On this New Years day.

You know me.
And I know you.
Why cant us be so?

Only if.
I could hold you.
How happy we'd be.

I speak truth.
I fail to lie.
Its in my nature.

Listen close.
And don't forget.
I love you Abbey.
Dec 2013 · 566
People
Xander B Dec 2013
Its weird sometimes,
Trying to understand people
Their is so much pain and suffering in the world.
Most of it is caused by people.

Happiness and  sadness,
Are both effected the greatest by people.
There are fourteen billion faces in the world.
So why is there only seven billion people?

You think you know someone,
You think you know the nature of people.
In reality we are all capable of being evil.
Some people control it better than other people.

In some cases you may meet someone outstanding,
They will make you regain hope in people.
Unless you fall for that second face,
Because 99% of the time, that is the true nature of people.
Dec 2013 · 1.4k
Shades
Xander B Dec 2013
As I lay here with you
I can't help but stare.
Your beauty hypnotises me.
This feeling I get isn't fair.

You drive me crazy
With your royal SUV, have Mercy.
You're a badass with your shades on,
Making me think, what do you see in me?

All I want is to have you in my arms.
Cuddling under the covers, happy and warm.
To look into your sparkling blue eyes.
My butterflies have formed a swarm.

Sometimes I dream,
About you and me.
To wake up next to you daily.
I dream of how happy we would be.

But this is reality.
Not everything is how you want it to be.
Even with your shades on,
Baby, you are all I can see.
You are beautiful and I will tell you that every day I have a chance to.  You mean more to me than you will even know <3
Nov 2013 · 887
Just Dont Think About It
Xander B Nov 2013
Quietly, like a stalking cat.
Sneaking up on you; unnoticeable.
One small move will be the end of you.
Its crazy how fast it can happen.

You start out fine, just another day.
But as sure as the sun will rise and set,
It will happen.
Just don't think about it.

Ropes have you tied to your imagination; ideas.
Whether they are truthful or clouded with lies.
Just don't think about it.
It shouldn't matter anymore.

Unfathomable distrust in the nature of these ideas.
Just don't think about it.
But its hard not too.
There really is no escape from reality.

Just don't think about it.
One day you may truthfully say you aren't,
But today you are trapped.
Trapped undernieth your own thoughts.

This is my advice to you.
**Just don't think about it.
Nov 2013 · 679
Dandilions in the Night
Xander B Nov 2013
Your smile is like a bright summer's day.
So warm that it will melt any snow.
Your beauty is much like a flower.
Sprung by the sun mid May.

Your hair is like a fine rabbits fur.
Just as soft as a clock of pap pus.
Spreading seeds of beauty through the wind.
With the drowsy clouds, white, lined with silver.

There is a sharp sparkle in your eye.
As bright as the North Star in the sky.
Striking the match of my emotions.
Which will carry me across oceans.

Like a hot air balloon fueled by flame.
My feelings are fueled by just your name.
Though this poem isn't fueled by love.
It is your beauty that I speak of.

Looking up into the stars.
Walking by the passing cars.
Like on a clear, cloudless night.
****, you are a gorgeous sight.
Nov 2013 · 507
Write, Write, Write
Xander B Nov 2013
All I want to do is write, write, write.
But I don't know what to write about.
Emotions, like love? Fear? Happiness?
Or nature like clouds and trees?

As I keep writting, things come to mind.
Like why do I keep this **** routine.
Like why do I feel like this inside.
Like why can't I seem to find any love.

Its hard to think what life would be like.
That carefree feeling, without worry.
Its hard to think what life would be like,
If the world was happy, peacefulness.

Why do I keep writing? No one cares.
If I don't try, then this will be true.
They will only care if you make them.
Its how the world works today, sad right?

The longer I write,
The better the sight.
The longer I write,
The brighter the light.
The more you read,
The bigger the seed.
That will grow into whatever you want it to be.
Nov 2013 · 347
This is for You.
Xander B Nov 2013
I wish I could be writing this for someone.
So that they could appreciate my feeling.
I want them to read this, taking in the words.
To grow emotion, to get their heart beating.

For you, these words would be a beautiful sight.
The description of your flawlessness within.
As the suns rays shine down upon the water.
Your beauty forgotten would be such a sin.

Alas, I am not writing this about you.
In general, I am writing this for all.
This is for all to read, for all to enjoy.
People need the inspiration; to not fall.

My nights and days are spent thinking about what I could do.
But remember... I wished I could have written this for you. <3
Nov 2013 · 377
Time
Xander B Nov 2013
Time is a very interesting thing.
Everyone has a limit on their time.
Some use it all, others get it stolen.
Most of it is luck, like a flipping dime.

Heads or tails, life or death.
It reveals a question.
Do you want to live? Or...
do you want to give up?

Most will say time moves too fast.
Some will say time moves too slow.
But living in the moment,
will allow time to tick.

Everyone wishes that they had more time.
But somewhere on a shelf is a tool.
This tool is predetermined and won't change.
The sands in the glass keep falling, like rain into a pool.

All Life Has Meaning.
So care for it all,
like a parent rearing.
Don't let the time of earth fall.
Nov 2013 · 507
Is there anyone there?
Xander B Nov 2013
That feeling of being alone.
Is there anyone there for me?
Should I be waiting for support?
There's not much time, as you can see.

People say that they understand.
But in reality they don't.
They have no clue how hard its been.
Ask them to listen, help, they won't.

Trap by thought and chained with emotion.
Only so much can be done to change.
Assuming that this change, in fact, helps.
The sands of time provides a small range.

Patience is the key to living life.
Forget about what others will say.
Live your life as free as an eagle.
Soaring through the skies on such a beautiful day.
Nov 2013 · 645
Sharing Nature
Xander B Nov 2013
Stare up into the stars
Wonder if there was life on Mars

Take a walk along the shore
Hope you're in luck and it wont pour

Adventure into the woodlands
Absorbing the beauty of earth

With the warmth of holding your soft hands
Share with me this fine rebirth.
Feb 2013 · 523
Thoughts: Earth
Xander B Feb 2013
The environment is a beautiful place.
But what is being done to it will make you pace.
The world against people, that's a huge case.
The need for resources shouldn't be a race.
People don't realize the damage that is being done.
This problem is becoming a bad pun.
Our resource use is on the run.
We are too destructive, like a gun.
The world can be saved if everyone would just help.
Life on earth can be protected, from birds to kelp.
It would be easy to do, so don't yelp.
We are intelligent people, so stop acting like a whelp.
Right now we are up against the wall.
The planet is beginning to fall.
If we the people ignore the call,
There will be nothing left.
Feb 2013 · 633
Luck
Xander B Feb 2013
A four leaf clover
The dream of youth
The concept, crazy
The thought, awesome
But in the real world
This isn't True.
Luck is a state of mind
Mystical thought
Known only by you
Secrets revealed
It is created
Luck is true but fake
It is all fate.
Dec 2012 · 607
Repitition
Xander B Dec 2012
What is there to do?
Sleep, awakened by alarm.
Go to class.
Pay attention.
Notes.

Now it's time to work!
Clock into your demise.
Eight hours later,
going home.
Tired.

Now I have to study.
Finals are coming up
Worried about grades.
Homework *****.
Done.

Now it's late at night,
I need to sleep.
Distractions, texting, games.
Finally asleep.
Relaxed

Wake up and do it all again.
Dec 2012 · 820
Doodles
Xander B Dec 2012
Education, wanted by all.
Doodles, will be the fall.
Sitting in class,
one synchronized mass.
Trying to grab,
all the knowledge to be had.
Distractions are to prevalent.
The idea, so malevolent.
Doodles, the silent killer.
Turns the warm glow of knowledge into a chiller.
Dec 2012 · 3.3k
Call of Duty
Xander B Dec 2012
In the comfort of this chair
The enemy is all around me
My twin and I, like a pair
Patience is the key

To be a ******
Looking down the sights
You cant be hyper
Killer from great heights

With controller in hand
My brother and I,
We control this land
This is no lie
This is for any Call of Duty fan haha my twin brother and I are a unmatchable team :)
Dec 2012 · 532
Happiness
Xander B Dec 2012
Do you ever get that feeling?
The one that you can't explain?
Engulfing you, consuming you?
The feeling of happiness
It is what everyone strives for
This is what I want for you
Even if it endangers me
Even if it hurts my feelings
The best is what you deserve
I can't help my feelings towards you
But I can help how I deal
Emotions are tricky business
If you ignore them they grow
If you feed them they will ****
I cannot help how I feel
But happiness is something that....
I would like to share with you.
Dec 2012 · 1.6k
Spark Up (Dirty S)
Xander B Dec 2012
Rollin B's in the Mazda, blazin
The constant high is what we're cravin
Wiz Khalifa, Lil Wayne, and Drake spitting the supa hot
Fire, lite up that ***
The smell, getting riper
Peter piper
Pack that pipe, er
Spark up, we faded
This **** is not overrated
Lite it up, we floatin
Carefree, no gloatin
Normal, what I am now
Later.... wow.
And I'm lit.
Nov 2012 · 760
Olive
Xander B Nov 2012
Outstanding, is one word to describe this feeling
Life is not to be underestimated, but it is on a daily basis
In the years to come you will understand
Vibrant happiness is on it's way, just stay patient
Everyone deserves this feeling, it's only a matter of time
I wrote this for someone... only they will understand it fully
Nov 2012 · 1.5k
Eye
Xander B Nov 2012
Eye
Have you ever looked into someone's eye?
Some come as dashingly blue as a clear days sky
Others as green as the leaf on the mighty tree
Even some as dark as blindness seems to me
But did you know that every eye tells a story?
Some of happiness, others of sadness and worry
Throughout time people will pass by
But to say they know anyone would be a lie
Unless you really spent time and looked into their eye
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