yesterday was a journey filled with dark thoughts as I walked through a barren flowerless garden of loneliness unbeliveving  and dismal was my future outlook and the world point of view the sun of brilliant splendor usually far above in the sky seemed to be playing peek a boo .today the sky is clear with birds newly composed music once again I hold within the knowledge that life is dear and am brave enough to face anything that suddenly comes along because you my sweet and wonderful love inspire my heart within to sing a lush lovely song

I wish we share the room someday,
we'll share our breathe, our blink,
I hope someday you impregante me
of the art you are wrapped into
because now I'm just a black hole
of nothing because I'm surrounded
by the meaning of the words I've never said
and I really wanted to.
I hope someday you look at me like
I think I'd look at you if you were here now,
I'm not like in love with you, maybe I am,
I really don't know how to feel
or even what I'm feeling
because the universe have eaten me alive
I couldn't remember if it was yerterday
o two thousand years ago.
I'm sorry for this mess
I hope we can live with it in that room.