I hate you
You used me
I trusted you
You fooled me
You played me
I feel so lost
What did I do to deserve this?
I thought you loved me
I really thought you cared
I thought you said you would always be there for me
You are a liar
A backstabber
Why the hell did you even think I was worth saving?
I was alright before you came along, then you ruined me
Your actions are the reasons I have cut myself
The reason I started after ELEVEN long months of being clean
You are the reason I cried myself to sleep at night
I hope you are proud of what you have done
I hope you can see the mess I have become
I hope you realize that what has happened was because of you
You stole my heart withouy any permission
And refused to give it back
You nailed it to a tree, then smiled at me

Another silent yelling match with eyes as mouths
Stares of betrayl and self-disgust
Shot at each other while we sit and rust
An embarrasing tantrum without a blush
Withouy regret
Till your words split me in half
I cant tell if i love or hate
What i have