"unsynced" poems
Kiss me hard and kiss me deep
In the morning I shall not weep
Ease me into heavy slumber
Restless thoughts shall not wonder
Your smile I have never told
Melts my heart to liquid gold
Whisper softly in my ear
The melodies I want to hear
Tug and bend delicate strings
Conduct the song that my heart sings
Release me from your grasp, my dear
Unless you long to hold me near
Disguise, a tactic you learned best
Unsynced rhythm in my chest
The never-ending symphony
Morphed into a catastrophe
Bitterness and a vague answer
Diagnose me with a deadly cancer
Chants of demons in my head
My quaking body fills with dread
Falling debris from the ledge
Standing at a quarry's edge
Flying through the stolen night
For the first time I can see the light
Drown yourself in the guilt
Demolish walls you carefully built
Intent destruction I never will forgive
Because I had to die to live
Apr 27, 2013
Apr 27, 2013 at 10:42 AM UTC
The name I made for myself.
It took me years of patience and effort, and I never spared a single moment for myself alone.
I had always relied on this goal of mine, a dream worth sacrificing myself for.
And then one day, it's all gone.
I'm forced away, hearts unsynced, and although it's also been a while, my heart remains shattered.
Because I realized that I'll have to go to sleep, and dream.
Being awake and dreaming at the same time is impossible, isn't it?
Because it had always been the name I once made for myself.
Mar 24, 2025
Mar 24, 2025 at 10:01 PM UTC