i might be insane but ill take all the blows for the poeple i know.ill run and be the sheiled that wont give out. ill go crazy to protect people who need a hand. i look threw dangers   eyes when it's the other way around im bullet proof who is crazy enough to take as many rounds as you can fire at me. the eyes of fear are in the ones with i kinds soul. but the ones who have fear are insane anyway looking head on into fear. as many rounds you can get off it wont stop me for bullet proof ideas stay trut to the safty of your people. ever bullet proof idea that is an idea will tell people dont lose control
new ideas will be tryed even if you get hit or go down the ones who are psychoticly crazy will be around as ideas to hold back forces of evil. even the forces of the corrupt that take away life. the bullets will fly but being bullet proof will end the madness that surrounds us in this comunity.

im not crazy but my ideas are great but ill always be bullet proof for what my ideas can do in our future planes to fight the forces that only end life as we know it


IDEAS ARE BULLET PROOF SO IS MY MIND dont let it go


i will stand my ground but nothing willl pull or shoot or **** me ill stand my ground till you get thye message that your rain of terrer is going to fail so is your life and forces that has tourn apart this world

what am i i look like just a scare
what am i to you in this world
every night i uncover my scares that cover every inch  of my body
i feel like a scarey monster every morning
my body is tourn ripped slashed and scared
i dont know if i should look at my reflection
i cant hide for ever run from fear
people cant even look at my face with out just looking at my slashes down my face
i know i am here but i have fear of what will happen to me
im not afraid to show my self out in public
but i have my own doubts of whats next aft my silence turns violent
what do need to say to you when you just looked at me
you spead lies of hate.
you were my friend who turned on me
i walk alone with my headphones turned all the way up
i know you never ment to hurt me so
im leaving you to start over to start new
my voice maybe quiet but i have big heart who could never hurt any one
even if you burgt me behind my back
maybe its just time for me and you to separat till
till the day ends
then we could brake the silence you have mad along your dream ill never be mad
accident and trust issues happen

I lay awake all night watching the ceiling fan spinning around lost deep in my thoughts. my music is playing as i i lose my self in words i can't really know how to say. walking threw the day i have no way of knowing what might hit me next.  this world is unknown that i really don't know what to say. my fan spines around every night but i lay away just thinking what will happen the next day to prepare for the attack that will never be kn own of . summer is hot but i have so many hopes a dreams i needed to get.  social  and society has there fair share. but life has many things i just can't understand with out being scared. normal people scare me I don't know why. but i will never quit trying to stand my ground to speak my mind  when this world should listen to me for a change.
I might be odd or weird or insane or psychotic? but i just want this world to listen to me so i can maybe make a change to society making it easy'er to let the ones  who have been hidden in the shadows to let there voices be herd. all day i ether sleep or meditate with my thoughts of the black magic voodoo i will play on your life flipping your mind out of controls. I lose my hope but that doesn't mean i'm crazy. but my one side is a voodoo black magic. practice. i have power to flip this world up side down. i cover my self in protection with the darkness i can play or lay releasing out all my demons reeking  hayrick on all my enemies who have cross my path. every night i lay awake with my girlfriend cuddling  till we both fall asleep. my love has never forgotten. But i have been dead with dreams that will never show up when all hopes break away.

The only thing of really point is i have a girl in my life that we will set the world with new ****** ideas that people are so scared of like innovative to change the world from what has been already been tested.

All hopes will die when i have already tourn apart broken with so many trust.

I might be out of my mind but i want the world to listen to my voice to change the places that will end to fall

this small place scares me. suffocating me along the way. i don't know if i can even escape with out feeling my paranoia grows stronger feeling like the walls are caving in on me. will i even make it out alive with no tourn wounds.  is this just a joke?  is this funny to you when i start to shut down! i thought i could of trusted you as a friend but you thought it was funny to lock me away where it was small and scared. my biggest fear is if any one will free me from this prisonment that makes me feel like its getting smaller with no breath to even take. my anxiety starts to play in to action! when it keeps getting heaver i feel like i'm a scared cornered  animal that i'm willing to slash you face up to protect me.



there's  no place to escape. accepted suffocated when the small place starts to get smaller that makes me want to go insane.

the small it gets is the scared'r i start to feel suffocated with no place to go.