youre probably going to dance with another girl who will taste like fresh picked strawberries and you will smell flowers blossom in her hair
and youre probably going to choke down 5 straight shots of ***** and get the thought of me out of ur head and focus on the girl who is dancing with you who wants to be your apple pie but you cant see diamonds in her eyes because youre staring at the ones hanging from her neck. and you cant feel her pull you in closer because shes reaching farther behind your dark head of hair and tapping shoulders of random guys shes never even met.
and when this happens i hope you run to the dingy bathroom and splash your face with ***** water and ***** up the words you never said because while youre out drowning your heart in thinngs i shouldnt care about, im here looking at the moon whispering how much i ******* love you.
and if you take her home i swear to god the moonlight will keep you awake no matter what time it is and youll watch it shine across your room floor where we danced and laughed and i almost told you that you were my night sky.
and i hope the light catches your attention more than the sight of her would and i hope when you wake up all you remember is that roses are my favorite scented flower and you cannot escape the light of the moon no matter how hard you try.

My heart sadly beats;
While in my mind your memory repeats.
Thoughts of sadness and sorrow;
All the love you’ve taken instead of borrowed.
Oh all the thinngs that I would give;
To in your heart forever live.
Days slowly pass;
As your memory longs to last.
Even now knowing you aren’t who I thought;
All the things you said to me wouldn’t be something I forgot.
Now when I look at you I only see a stranger;
I freeze in my tracks like a dear in headlights as if I’m in danger.
Loving you was my best and worst mistake;
Hopefully eventually I’’ll get over the heartache.