01:00 am
it was faith, I think
it never left me so lonely
as when it was mine
say— prayer
like a dance I did all alone
grasping limbs
in an auditorium of echo
my sajdah
never mine— the
surrender of ruku
and the chant of Fatiha
my tongue moving
with the coded keys
slurping, slipping
tumbling over words
that like malignant came
incomplete and too many
it was faith, I think
it was like love
of paper
dampened with blandness
it was sugar
that turns mouth to moss
it lingered
after I was done
and it was faith, I think too;
for while it was mine
it haunted, and haunted too
with a haunting
of something lost
and all age long
I chased it reckless
grasping in takbeer
and forgetting
before the salam
had even opened its wings
30/06/2022
