Hide and seek,
I take a peek,
you come so near
then disappear.
I see your smile
but in just a while
I'll hide away
for another day.
the game I play
is truth and dare,
I've worn it out
like an old worn rag.
I don't know you,
you don't know me,
I wont tell
but I actually care.
It's a shallow life
and a shallow dream,
alluded hope,
illusion love,
you're not actually there-
My million pretty faces on an empty fake pedestal.
You weave through my life
like a dream
turned nightmare
turned dream
turned nightmare.
Time is so ****** short to waste it on *******,
Cant you see I'm trying to find you?
How high must I build my castle?
How is it that you're so illusive and far away-
but your scent fills the room
and chokes me with sweetness?
I hate this incessant soppiness!
Argh!
My crazy obsession I try to lie and hide so well-
But it's written on my face in flashing neon colours,
desperation is so ******* unattractive!
Where in heavens name can I find myself a cheap plastic heart?
That doesn't breathe
or feel the need to heal?
If you want money I'll buy you.
If you want freedom I'll lie to you.
If you want a bicycle-
well I'm not really into cycling but I'll see what i can do.
I see so much fear in your eyes-
relationships shipwrecked-
and now you've made your mind up about the facts of life.
You've become the rock of Gibraltar-
tough as nails.
You're scary-
ready to weather any storms-
lonely-
but I still know you're soft inside...
You're just choosing the lesser of two evils-
well for now at least.
I know you still cry for your dreams,
stories that make you long,
but then you remember.
Hey! I get just as **** scared.
I mean, who burns themselves time and time and time again
without changing their formulas on life?
I do.
