I know I live in such a place
Where if you dont do one thing your worthless
I know i live in such a place
Where the thing i love comes in rare occasions
And Every Day
I sit in my room
and Dream
I dream about going far
Olympics
I dream about beating my enemies
I dream about crying with tears of joy while i hold a gold medal proudly in my hands
But Now i realize
Because of this stupid place im stuck in
its nearly impossible
Though I will always try
I now have grown to realize its hopeless
My hands tremble as they whipe sweat from my face
When im soposed to go to bed i pace in my room
I hold my head and just pace
  I finally let out tears i have been holding back all day
they come out in floods
i gasp for air
I am literally drowning in sorrow
I grasp my head in my heads
And Silently wail
But i have to be quiet
Or ill wake the sleeping
I try so hard
I try with all my might
I try so much it hurts my heart
It hurts my mind
And yet kids around me live their dreams
So why can't i dream?
Why cant i?
Its so unfair.
This is the only thing i want out of life.
Its Just so Unfair.