im dreaming of you
i wonder if
you're thinking of me too
i meant it when i said
im sorry
and i meant it when i said
i love you
you're always there but
you're afraid of me
i wish you could see
the change in me

maybe in another life
i'll see your eyes
and we can try again

One more day without you, is one day less with you
One day less without you, is a day more of sadness
One more day with you, is one more day of happiness
A cracked shell. A broken heart.

An open book. Blank pages.

After the numbness, come the tears

But the pain won't go away.

I want to be there when it hurts, so I can take the pain away

I want to be there when it’s good, so I can see how happy I make you.

I want to be there when you cry. Because beyond those tears you're still beautiful.

I want to be there for you. But you're nowhere to be found.

One day less without you, is a day more of sadness

SKIzzY
25.11.14

One more day without you, is one day less with you
I want to be there when it hurts, so I can take the pain away

One day less without you, is a day more of sadness
I want to be there when it’s good, so I can see how happy I make you.

One more day with you, is one more day of happiness
I want to be there when you cry. Because beyond those tears you're still beautiful.

A cracked shell. A broken heart.

An open book. Blank pages.

After the numbness, come the tears

But the pain won't go.

I want to be there for you. But you're nowhere to be found.

SKIzzY
25.11.14

I am in pain
My heartbeat pains me just as much as every breath I take

I could say I hate feelings but hate is a feeling too
I could say I want to be numb to the pain but numbness is a feeling of not feeling any feelings

So how should I feel?
You delete the pictures but the memories remain
I can smell the pain I am going through, that’s probably why it hurts when I inhale

I can see it everywhere I look, it hurts more when I close my eyes

You try to cry it all out but you still feel the pain

I miss your touch. That’s probably why these feelings hurt the way they do

I miss hearing your voice, that’s probably why it hurts when I mention your name

The more I try to stop hearing, seeing, smelling and feeling this pain, all I am left with is a bitter taste in my mouth

You get angry at them, but what do you gain?

I love you. I miss you.

I hope one day you will come back to your senses

SKIzzY
01.12.14