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Samantha Homann May 2013
As she ascends up into the dazzling white light
I cant help but feel a tug on my heart.
I will never be able to see my grandmother again,
never be able to hear her sweet saprano voice
raise and fall with the beat of the jellicle's.

She was the one who inspired my voice,
the one who showed me the truth.
How am i to continue without her guiding?

I itch to reach into the light and pull her back.
Back to me....
back to be grandma...
back to be Grizabella
my glamour cat
This poem is inspired by the musical "Cats." This musical is very near and dear to my heart and i have always wanted to write a short poem about Jemina's thoughts as Grizabella enters the heavenside layer. Well here it is, hope you all enjoy it :)
when my techs sneeze
ya body freeze
thirty below zero
the violent hero
make ya sing high note
like saprano say **
i heard you hate my flow
but check my flow
i ****** all of those
who try to expose leave ya with ****** clothes
from head to toe
ya girl slobbin' my ****
hard to rob what ya cant get too
haters is see through like a ghost
in space from coast to coast
i give ya that high funk overdose
chose words cleverly none spit better than me
replica of who? b to i g ya see me
****** play nice
**** u and ya rhymes i got ya spliced
like wires plug in the amplifier
and watch me start a fire
in the ring with the king
ya cant stop me check the flows
leave em dead no autopsy
try to copy my skillz
dont ya know i got hoes thatll **** in brazil
fly down no ****
pictured memory of ya in a casket though a *******
yea i had to be
leavin' emcees with more hoes than cheese
foo please my rhymes make hoes strip tease
they way i flow they way i go
got ya spinnin' on the floor
brains sore from the leds the pour been breed for war
got ya glancin'
lookin' at the stars reminscin'
my pitch ya cant switch
givin' shotguns blows long kisses *****!!!


uh excite my anger makes for mo danger
death aint no stranger
to me ya see i make ya *** instantly
once my voice excels throught the avenues
breakin' crews **** the rules as i cruise
through ya mind
voyage with me to atlantis
smoke top flight cannibus
none candle us dangerous
as bus a bus none could handle us
yo raps be rust to crust
hopped back on the short bus
cuz my flows so ******* rewarded
from the spirits above sho no love
those who hate see suicide death date
Egyptian sheets covered over ya pate
who can relate?
to the madness that thrills so hard
make ya body peel from the blood spill
adrenaline rushin' slowly to concussions
with yo heart beat rushin'
enemies more common man than David Ruffin'
show ya ***
you get a lyrical **** ******' keep on truckin' like Kendricks
all you haters *******
im on that purple haze like Hendrix hittin' chicks
makin' licks hoes on my biscuit
eat flows up like a box triscuits
slow ya role as walk through
makin' ruckus as im uppin' the death percentages
givin' hugs from slugs
clearin' blocks n streets for distances long kiss
I call shots like a mobb boss meaning you'll get tossed loosin' exhaust
Found in the lost afterworld envisions it was my decisions
To cut ya breath from living
Everyday winning got me sinning no grinning
Never see the tears of a clown so I frown
And look down on my enemies you minimes compared to me and barely
Amount to nothing get a snuffin' worse than welts from tight cuffin
On the hands stretchin' money bands cuz the game demands flows smooth like a  gust of wind
Entering your temple no it's just my bullets liftin' your mental
So it's homicidal mic skills hit like a tidal
Waves crave the heart of a brave lion no trying
Fools end up dying I ain't lying I'll leave ya body crying
And white cells multiplyin' but there's no denyin'
The depths of hell castin' spells to ya mmelons swell
And you can tell from the smell of a dead body my team Gotti I be Andy
bardellino got ya singin' saprano ****** ya halo
Even in the afterlife I made lilith my wife sharp as shaved knife
Who could **** with my legacy similiar to pun and biggie
Inflict more pain then politicians lobbyin' in DC
It's been a while since a wrote poem check my ozem stronger the better better get ya sweater
Cuz I drop knowledge like a shot from berettes knock out vendetta
Who gotta problem with the way I get cheddar
Use wisdom as a daily bread watch for the chickenheads enemies families and fake ****** who said
I couldn't make it now they wanna take it
My ends *** they see me in a diesel benz make no amends put an end to your frontin' no need for stuntin'
I show you my real motives I delegate high explosive til ya empire becomes corrosive the most magnificence since. Made my earthly presence hataz get in hesitant
I told you don't ever go over my head
Pesci lyrical michete better be ready coming gritty in the cities
Watch for the kitties showin' the ******* wearin' the mini's
Skirt don't let my feelings get hurt close to dirt
I'll be buried six feet of tears take a fleet with my peers
Underworld just waiting for me to be crown kratos of the town surround
Me back on my throne retaining all my royalties hidden in concealed tomes


Suckas better guard they melon ain't no tellin' where your soul'll be dwellin' made a rebel from a felon
Light-year birth made heads hurt bodies get ******
From the tommies puttin' in work blood on your shirt
Told you we takin' over mas victory like Nike despite enemies that might be
Close to me I whistle the crossroads angels appear and fold
Goetia laid the toll let my soul unfold show you how I turn pendejo to putos
Only roll autos never see me at the stripper poles that for weak bros watch for the brascos that wanna get me lassoed be the undercover Luciano make you sing saprano if you don't know your role mold the game
Into a perfection from a selection of my rhythmic injection
Nerves I'm still stretchin' cease me never
I'll continue my pressin'
Yo feels the rumps that bump
I smoke camel humps pretty hoes love when I dump
My super pump make jump
Around cuz the inherited the house of pain Mayne
I'm crazy insane flows like divine ******* natural smooth as novocane
Puff my jane she's keep me in a mellow mood it's spiritual food
Far from crude but rude
With my rasta flow mojo sick so
Step into the next amateur cuz I be a pro
When my guns burn turn ya basso prefundo into a saprano
Say ** I know you hate my flow
But ya girls licking my popsicle
So that's the way it goes
I'm waist deep in the kitty til starts to sleep
Meow oh how fools claiming they banging but don't know how?
The style is naughty makin' ******
I seduced more girls than Georgie
Check the tattoos stiff as a statue
Starin' at you My rhymes cut through
Ya soul mentally splittin' mentalities
To you newcomers that to battle me
End up in fatality really though???

My mic skills Gretzky puffin' Nestles with cocoas sittin' next to me
Who better to be the best emcee since the ninety's
Well I tell em these new emcees is ***** so don't push me
Huh I'll knock em out like **** C
When they see me we ain't talkin' paper G
We talkin' about building our own communities
But these enemies love to see us shatterin' thee
House of love til infinite
And beyond I'm lookin' beyond that ******* they set on
Us trust who can make dust?
I turn strings into golden rings
I'm tired of that fat lady that sings
An opera tune high notes floats
Like Jackson's and the Benjamin's so come again?
It's the color of law
Gentrification ruining my identification
They love see the homos but hate procreation
**** it if you don't like it change the station
It's an abomination living in a bombing nation
United States better wake up before them Koreans leave caked up with make up
But it's too late the ears of war already develop
Here we go!!!!
Dathin19

Once I got release from the dungeon
Born in the tundra sound the thunder
I flash like a lightening strikes in the dark
Shadow figure there but disappear
Once the lightening clears
Got my critics soul brittle turns bigs into little once I release my rhymes it's official
Roughin' terrains with my steel bristles
Check my Valentine's massacre picture
Quoted  though scriptures
Thou father which art soon be part
Bring light to dark like a spark
To a fire
I be blazing empire reaching for higher
Destination waxin' nation' without facin'
Or tasting consequences of remorse
Connected to the source mother earth grew hoarse so I finish the course
Vocals run through emcees like a porshe
Turbo power every hour my brain showered
Til I'm flooded with thoughts leave victims distraught rippin' through words stick like a dart I'm off the chart
Welcome to Houston where jackin'stay lootin' girls tootin'
***** when I'm coming through makin' drug snafus blasting through crews
Rakin' venues enticin' ghetto blues snooze to loose take another sip of the purple *****  
My minds loose no screws in it I break gimmicks and emcess that mimics
Lay laws like State Senate fools get plugged like Bennet
Let off some steam pipe dreams
Things ain't waht it seems
Once you step to a commando with verbal ammo no need for camo
I turn basso into saprano lay more keys than a paino Luciano
Real estate makin' earth quakes once my rhymes in the make
It's all good smoke blackwoods feelin' good
As enemies taste the back woods
Worms for ya food soul elude know be crude
My mental state like Tom Cruise
And Stalin or ****** extract ya dentures where no one could fix ya  then snap ya picture
Without the use of camera my berretas accurate
Subraction you get once the click hits
Another cold body for a casket unmask it
My ****** approach you a Gabriel
But not a friendly ghost close to the coast
My heaters love to toast but never boast
Make best out of the worse breakin' the curse
Definitive dieties completed me
Nothing but them spirits lacin' me
Givin' me God like abilities takin' over mental monopolies
Spit it ransom, hermoso that's means I'm handsome, see what's in my hand some,
Me in the devil's been scrambling son,
Word to mother, I'll smother, devil's playing brothers to sisters and others,
Don't give a **** about colors, demons don't discriminate, or just wear red, sniffed out by the feds,
By the spirits keep me red, all thoughts on the future read, Nostradamus bleed,
Tactics of a fortune teller, I like my women freaky as a Bella, Donna wonder,
Into the mysteries, of the universities, sky searching for the divine scholarly,
You've been warned, ain't no walking near the eye of the Storm, stay cool and calm,
****** greens, leave enemies with open slit palms, welcome to death,
I won't see death, I'll be walking w/ Eli and Elijah, consumed by the fire,
Raps so tight you couldn't even conspire, trapped inside of my barbed wire,
Flows inside pinned to ya corticles, another dead scenario, I play close to my money like Gandolfini Mobb boss Saprano,
Yeah it goes one for the show three for dough
Bank scrolls sitting bigger than Pillsbury rolls
Naw miss that let'***** some mental quakes
Watch the heart shakes break out the intake fakes
Dont get a chance stake my golden fate
Since I was born in the deep eye of the storm
Hornest swarmed Icouldn't be stung or harmed
Minds swords drawn anagram a pentagram slam
Critics who don't give a **** summer of Sam
Hotter than hells bells flaming glory a bit gory
Let's stick to the story as I sublime category
Angels blowing Dizzie Gillespie tunes spoon-
Fuls of a slight overdose hold the roast to toast
butter over the bread spreads melts your head
Over what i says context clues I'm a valuable
Testing bulls no expendable takin' raw capitols
In capital letter the tombstone im near far way home
Angels fly away circling me like I was prey rays
Beaming see the sunlight scheming demons
Tryna get piece of the mental warpaths release
As my heart rate increase ain't scared to be ceased
Met my inner outer soul through my outer soul
Adrenaline past rock and roll paid the major toll
death is distance cousin to life why do we strife
Nothing but wind knives chopping up thrives
Opportunity lurks patience thin as a needle
War machine kin Don Cheadle rock the Beetles
Back into the temptations it's growing slowing
Up the earth heartbeat but wait she tryna speak
Stop the flow of the creek the streams is too weak
Valcanos even singing saprano clouds on piano
Thunder hits lightening strikes darkest night
Feel horror creeping tight no fight out of sight
Delight angels sitting in the corners of the sun
With infinite wind spans waiting to cash in my sins
Slowly bake sleep but awake to the walking dead
Invest in myself embrace hot in led angels nod head
Is this a dream inside of dream plot the scheme
Cycling rewind it back as the lost son of the millennium
Crammed like forced thoughts in your cranium
Vibraniums cracking 'em axe 'em with my titanium
Swordsmith take a whiff off the axis gases to lift
Call me Tony love saprano murderin' holes
Pendejos I cop those girls with the open toes
Thats the way the games flows portals
Slow ya roll gangsta rock got ya head knock
The hardest since Shaft baby this ain't a draft
Im feelin' myself since I got a clean bill of health
Resonate from rhymes I create paper crates
Stacking higher than the Empire State building
Auto yielding my pens spilling inks feelin'
Between the white sheets turns out to freak
Hypes my speech contract breech impeach
Cuz im too real to a be a leech big like Meech
Mafiaso slow blow cigars cocoa chop snows
breaths life into my mental brighten opticals
Says me says no to my critics gimmicks
Love to mimic gun play protege singin' Olè
split ya toupee cooked fish fillets cuz ***** pays
Attention to the legs whistlin' hot chicken
Seasoned hips is twitching baby girl glistening
Like water to a suns reflection collections
Of my poetry sitting on a higher degree PhD
Street graduate no matter how hard it gets
Snipe out the snake pits see me strike out corporates


Since i was a Gambino fiend for green notes
Backs rebels shekels hard to get heckled
Dot the flows leave the industry speckled
Jester to a Chester Cheetos  bold as Doritos
See me move easily suckas turning greasy
Call me Mike Beasty mics I heat to a gritty
City to city we getting good and plenty Henny
Sippin' no penny tippin' got plots to be rippin'
Jack moves improve on a mellow mood
Temptations lusting patience hesitance
Suckas wanna devils dance ****** romance
Body ****** this ain't for the perks catch a murk
Disappear like morning fog mist double hiss
Penetrate the bliss hate to kiss a risk brisk
My task once I learn how utilize Michael's mask
Point 0you sittin' at zero you an undercover 5-0
Cant play a street general learned the minerals
Mean as Patton not from the island of Staten
But these bullets will leave a permanent tatting
Like whats happening? Life recapturing spins
Thats what ya get for tryna make false moves
Needle to the groove spins my nouns smooth
Tryna reclaim the black moon bloom n ya doomed
Lyrics a caccoon
Spread the butterfly effect see my tapes wreck
On the turntable set ready set Barry injects
In ya earlobes around the globes of the abodes
postal Toads sitting like gloats on the roads
Never gloat greatness im just tryna manifest the best
Who's the grimiest diamond state pacifist lyricist coldest dish
Swordfish plus the dials is crisp girls catching a lisp I pimps
I'm a dog to a flea Iceberg tree revenge past Shinobi Houston dynasty tunes ******
Flashback to the 90s high fades wicked jewelery jeans baggy
Guess your styles better than mine but my nine feeling genuine
So anxious for crime dropping signs extort my own mankind
Out of line like behavior ****** savior junior mafia Craver
Goodfellas rocking donabellas money flowing like a teller
Hella mozzarella cheese that's cheddar skin ya with berrettas
No longer need ya sweaters heaters draws blood makes it wetter
Call me Doug far from funny crook a dial Dundee lyrical Bundy
Even more sick when it's sunny glazed honey bunnies runny
From they love below blown past they minstrel cycle I'm Michael
Dangerous do you remember the time when I had the light lime
Green makes more savage than wu tangs cream Dolla of a dream
Peaceful demons circling erupting my flow pedigrees that stings
Ali punch combo Lazer eye jumbo pyramid eyes going in circles
Friends **** near to an extinction everyday is an execution
Crucifixion for those dissing but no crosses in this fusion cruisin'
Like Smokey flex it like Big Pokey the hardest in kitty in the Pitt
Lion instincts suckas scared to blink cuz deaths is ultimate link
Check it





Beast uncaging blacks thoughts Cajun half man half cravin'
Like Wes the best from the south so **** the rest who's the best?
I made the moon crest once hit the moonshine all out my mind
Space aging raging inside out got spiritual clout no doubts
Snub nose rout for those living in doubt I'll make ya body pout
Soon to be stout mad gaining weight don't break the fate
Flows packed like train freight my flows create a figure eight
My skills penetrate each and every mind state so don't hesitate
To punch ya numbers of a lotto bravado toolie looking Alto
From this black Saprano mafiaso rearranging ya vocals loco
Once I feed a beat begins to radiate with heat plus the taps of the feet
Vibrating rituals it's habitual shine to a jewel universe central
Nucleus see they be jamming us got girls on my bang bus
Rhymes so swift and complex ya swear it's calculus plus
They try to calculate us but I'm just smooth with my criminal lust
Keep it on the hush ****** is the ultimate crush suckas catching flush royalty over loyalty
See the haters peepin' me like a hyped Eminem cypher scenery
Ya got 8 more miles to go my flows punch harder than Foreman
Grill not even a heat shield could stop this aftermath bomb feel!!?

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