I'm not scared of dying
But I just don't want to,
I want to live content,
But I don't how to.

I've hurt so many,
Feel like ****,
Fear this is my penace,
I've come undone.

There's a mirror in front of me,
Really don't like what I see,
Destruction at is very best,
Is this really lifes test.

Just want to feel real love,
Just want be at one,
To not disappoint anymore,
To not feel like a ***.

Will someone hold my hand,
Help guide me through,
Because there's hope running through
my veins going to waste, its true.

Please hold my hand,
So I can find my way,
If I get on the right path,
I'll try not to to stray.

Can someone hold my hand,
So I don't have to keep on running,
I scare myself to death,
Because I can see what's coming.

I just want to feel at peace,
Not this turbulent war,
Please someone hold my hand,
Guide me to the right door.