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Seven Nielsen Feb 2021
At T's funeral
Fat Carlo took his shoes off
first thing
and he did it with that secret little smile of his
. . . watching . . .

He stretched out the laces all crooked
like mangled snakes
mud-brown and sickly pistachio-green
with aglet heads worn down to
nubs
right in front of everyone
. . . goading . . .

The wound on his big toe
'that don't never heal'
is a trophy of his careless barefoot run
with his crip-dog
Hopsack
and that violent tantrum after reading
Colosimo's political column
in the Daley Herold
about democrats stealing water shares
. . . seething . . .

Chalk up Fat Carlo's actions
to his constant fits of
revenge
and his hillbilly upbringing
. . . prodding  . . .

And, it's because he won't listen to Paola's demands
about keeping his shoes on in public
or not picking his teeth with a safety pin --
always riding him in lowdown ways
. . . taunting  . . .

Just keep praising Paola
for her stupid things
like O-Cedar-waxing the casket
or the raspberry-Renuzit-spray-shower
she gave the mortuary
before the service
'just in case'
. . . showboating  . . .

Carlo gets mad whenever he hears
anyone complement his Paola --
but
do it anyway
'cause
it really gets to him
and if you make Paola smile
she might give you a slice
of her special mocha cake
later
after we're all done grievin'
. . . faking . . .
Paola MRB Dec 2013
Tons of thoughts.
All of them without sense,
captivates the mind
of someone wandering around.

Wandering around the world.

Wandering in between two sides.
Good or bad,
death or life.
What would you choose ?

Ask yourself what would you choose...

If your life were a complete disaster,
if all the morning you doubt about you,
if you not recognize yourself anymore,
if you regret your existence.

No, no because a specific reason.
Just think about fell emptiness ,
about feel nothing.
Cause that is the worst you can feel.

Eyes full of tears,
a heart full of deception,
a life full of emptiness,
and the opportunity to choose just one side.

*-Paola M.R.B
Paola MRB Nov 2013
I want to be free like a seagull,
fly as far as possible,
never stop.

Feel the wind caressing my beautiful feathers
and to dance with him,
the eternal melody of the waves.

Fly until know the unknown,
fly until it makes no sense,
fly until I should go back to my nest.*

-
Paola M.R.B
Paola MRB Nov 2013
The day has been too long.
I've been waiting ,
like I  do all days.

Waiting, just waiting;
waiting the moment for been alone,
completely alone.

Just me and my thoughts;
fighting for survive
or maybe, deciding when to die,

I wait the time for been alone;
cause no one could understand,
what the hell is going on.

I don’t even know,
so i cant neither explain it.
I just feel that I’m dying.

It scares me,
I not used to be this way;
but now everything change.

My mind I full of emptyness,
I spend my days thinking about nothing.
Just waiting when all this ends.

-Paola M.R.B

— The End —