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Vampyre Kato Dec 2015
Years Almost Over,
I Hear Tears Beneath Cheers,
Wind Is Getting Colder,
The Weather Needs A Jacket Too,
Family Still I Don't See,
A RegretFul Soul I Won't Be,
I Know All I Know Cos I Don't Read,
Girl I Don't Know How To Hug,
Can You Show Me,
Snowy ,
Fire Place Warm Snug,
Yes Really Long Warm Hug,
I Bleed Deep,
Thorns Got Me Torn Up,
Romance With The Door Shut,
Thoughts Pierce Ya Iris,
Lust In Ya Eyelids,
With You It's Timeless,
My Love Can Save Her,
How Did You Find Him,
Twilight Feelin All,
You Make My Space Heavens Gate,
I'm Blind And I Cant Find The Wall,
Real Spoken, Let Ya Heart Sing,
Spill Open,
Bubble
Bath Red Blossom
Soap And Lotion,
Passionate Lips With That Scent,
Intense Girl You Know It,
My Heart Is A Deep Poet,
This Black Rose Is All I Have,
Here You Can Hold It,
Waters Gettin ***** , Nature Needs To Clean It,
I've Got A Specail Side, With Special Vibes,
You Felt And Seen It,
My Eyes Are Paralyzed Your Face,
ITs Impossible TO Turn A Way,
If Your The Devil,
Im Ready To Burn Today,
Tell Me What I Mean To You,
Scream It Ohh ,Everything,
Write Me A Letter,
I Got You Some Chocolate,
I Made You A Sweater,
Your Eyes Gettin Wetter,
Weve Been Used ,Its True,
Its Us Who Makes Things This Time Better,
I Feel So Lucky,
You Truly Are Treasure,
As I Was Walking Home,
I Picked Up A Feather,
I Got You This Feather,
I Don't Know Exactly What It Means,
Or What It Will Even Brings,
The Beauty Is Hidden Beneath ,What We Cant See,
It Reminds Me Of Your Energy,
And Girl Its So Strong,
Life Is Gettin Really Hyped Hold On,
Ima Miss You Terribly,
When My Souls Gone,
I Hope I Didn't Go Wrong,
And Let My Thoughts Leed Me,
To The Opposite Directions,
When Obiously You Need Me,
Your Face Is Blank,
Your Heart It Is Screaming,
I Wanna Save You,
I Can Barely Save My Self,
Before I Age And Decay,
I Pray Your Pain Meets The Shelf,
Your Warm Inside, It Makes Feel Ima Gonna Melt,
In The Best Way Possible,
Cant Get You Off My Mind,
It's Impossible,
Reapers If You Want Me Come Get Me,
Im In Black Smoke On Shrooms Probally Tripping,
Once I Make It,
Invitation Will You Take,
Come With Me,
To An Island ,
Ocean Side
A Pretty City,
Hold This Vibe,
It Heals, Years Of Sad Feels,
Your The Remedy That Works,
That Happy Memory,
That Smoothest Verse,
You Want The Loui Vuttion Purse,
It's Yours,
Or What Ever You Seek,
I'm Diggin Your Style,
The Way That You Speak,
Love hurts , you will see
love hurts, just believe in me
love hurt, its not there
love hurts, but obiously u will see
every part of us has a place everyone of us has a purpose.
ive discovered my purpose while on earth is to help others .even as a child i can remember finding a dead bird i must of been about 5 ,i was very secluded growing up even though i had siblings ..what attention they did give me wasnt much diffrent from my stepmoms --often violent.
as i was playing in the backyard alone i wandered off to a creek on day--i had no supervision PERIOD .i always looked down in front of myself as i walked i dont know exactly why i walked always searching the ground as my feet met it,but i can tell you from doing so i observed and found alot of treasures that a kid my age had a field day with.because of this habit i came apon a dead bird in my path -i dont think itd been dead long---but for some reason i convienced myself it was injured and needed help but wasnt dead .i filled one hand with grass and flowers and laid the bird on top --i wanted it comfortable..in movies they wheeled out a bed..i walked quickly but carefully back home i got comfortable in a spot under a pine tree in the backyard and carefully started checking it for wounds --id seen DR welby M.D. obiously one to many times ,whenever i couldnt find any i remembered how a band-aid always seemed to help no matter what was wrong --so in the house i went ,yes out i came with a varity of shapes just in case, then i convienced myself it probaly just needed liquids -once again i remembered how sprite eventualy healed my stomach,i went back to the creek and pulled a bottle cap out of my pocket and put the tiny bit of water in it made the walk back home and when it didnt drink --i thought crackers! i was a natural born DR. lol if one thing didnt work i knew just what to try next,but when the bird still didnt respond i gave up ..back inside i went where i stuffed tolite paper in my pockets and the popsicle sticks i had collected and a tube of elmers glue.i sat outside in the freaking hot air and glued the poor bird a makeshift casket only it didnt exactly look like one it was the best this 5 yr old could do though. i wrapped the bird up with tissue and laid it in the popsicle stick casket and then carried it to the creek ,used a stick to undo some mud then laid it to rest covered it up and knew i was suppose to say something to god ,so i said a few words then walked away.even after all that i never accepted the bird stayed dead anytime i saw one that resembled it i just knew i cured it and it somehow set itself free to play and sing with the other birds.now as a adult everytime i see a red bird --i say there goes *red belly
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christopher_trigger
Mateuš Conrad Jul 2017
yes, yes, it's very hard
to understand suicide in western
society, it comes a bit
simpler to understand in asia,
something western
society forgot:

pride + honour = suicide...

well... **** me, that must be hard
to comprehend... very, very hard...
you obiously have to
have a bunch of quacks to explain
these "primitive" concepts...
must be hard to rekindle
the ideas of pride & honour...
esp. when you're supposed
to only believe in
a "self-love" / "self-righetous"
christian inclination to
depreciate an act of
actual self-worth -
or what the asians
might call:
      the complete surrender
toward the concept of
self-will...
          
   but as western culture stresses it:
you can't be entombed within
the concept of free-will...
you have to die the robotic-death
of social-norms,
of social-expectations,
of collective morals...

       you know what, ******?
you reach the age of 70+,
then go into a care-home,
and then get *****!
and then take a slosh in your bed
and lie in your **** for days on end!
then tell me, what's immoral
about the gravity of the asian
concept of self-inflicted honour
and the depreciation of our
"fellow" human "brother / sister"...
**** your idiotic geometric
idol of the crucific!
                
     i can't believe it takes an idiot
like myself to explain to you
the asian sentiment for suicide:
see you in a place that's worse than
a graveyard...
      but **** me, i hope i never make it...
not with a bunch
of these granny-****** retards...
        
within the told stories...
        suicide? who cares about your
ethical conundrum debate?
                 considering the fate of these
old people... it's seems much more of a release
than a theologian's curse akin to dante's poem...
never mind the after-life... given the people
framed toward a mortality,
    i can hardly wish for an immortality
and ask them to also be present...
thankfuly, i die and hold nothing
but a stone as treasure,
            and say: yep: ought to be a loaf
of bread...
       god... they have to give up so much...
at least my existence is so governing &
staged miserable, that i'll gladly lie upon
the altar of death and cite what death has
to cite, upon giving me unto the aztec sun
for its setting bound sacrifice;

luna! a smooch! for the milken flesh!

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