Another transaction
One more fix
Get my mind correct
Get my head on right
Can't remember how it begins
But lately it been getting out of control
Adding to the mixture unsafe experiments
And nonconventional method
When it happens or take effect
I want to do as much as possible
Then nothing at all when it's done
Powerful enough to overcome the day
Desperate enough to do anything for more
If I'm offered I will not refuse
Their for the taking it mines I don't care  
Addiction isn't the word for this
Caught in a trap I don't want to escape
Caught in a loop am I in hell or heaven
If I'm in hell this punishment I deserve
If in heaven then paradise is just a release