Why is the gorilla solitary?
I’m not a primatologist
I don’t know
But what I do know is that I want you sober and safe, if not sober, then safe.
But! “Would it be okay if I set up the time?”
A very serious thought should be inserted here, one that allows you to stay sane and within boundaries.
Don’t weep! Clean your room and visit your local art museum. If you need to, pick up an album beforehand and don’t remove your headphones while you walk through the museum mesmerized by the objects and paintings, you see. The gorilla that is the alpha male will sit alone. I don’t know why.
To reach out and grab a bottle of mustard and ketchup and put them on your hot dog is all I could ask for
And the backyard of your grandfather’s house is more than I could ask for
I will expect him to guide me out the glass door to his workshop where I will look in amazement and feel a certain feeling
I will want to pick up the tools
grandpa has laying around
and try to make something.
I won’t know how the machines work
and I will want the car he drives to have
a broken wind shield.
I will want to write while you learn to paint
I will want to learn to write while you paint.
I will buy popular science books and visit a planetarium but won’t understand a thing the scientists are saying
I will use a different way to communicate that uu should be careful who you model yourself after.
not crazy, operant conditioning!?
a form of expression
with intent!
A four-walled room painted white
An isle to walk down alone.
A door you come upon, where you are greeted by a smile by a friend who has all the answers.
And without your neediness, or your distaste in the wrong culture, or the flutter that occurs to you and your conscience, or the answer to question three on your religion test, or a meal with your mother, or your father staying late working, no questions being asked,
you find yourself in
your room, still lost and needy
There is a course you could take and I encourage it.
Girlfriends are expensive. The definition of a cell is the single, smallest unit of an organism. There is room for growth! The sun! Clouds! Nimbus! Positioning! A room where you can be creative
a conceptual space
where you can sit
and smile
perhaps a café, boys,
or a hospital waiting room
after arriving in town by way of an airplane from San Francisco
where upon you are
immediately
rushed to the ER
because of an infection
in your stomach
you realize that football games aren’t all
that bad
And that your car doesn’t really need to
be washed every 2 weeks but that it’s strongly suggested.
You are wrong.
Say I love you to her in 5 different languages
Estonian: Ma armastan sind
Mina armastad sind (formal)
Czech: Miluji te
German: Ich liebe dich
Japanese: Kimi o ai shiteru
Latin: Te amo
put fresh air and family above
the and of or for
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work-space
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Know when to stop and when to begin. Watch the cattle being herded by a lone cowboy.
visit the petting zoo
pick up a Texas-mapped turtle
buy an aquarium and buy several fish,
some exotic,
and watch them grow & develop
The coral reef is blue and a variety of colors
the deeper you go into the ocean, the darker it gets, the
ticket to swim with the dolphins is only 20 dollars and on Tuesdays
the aquarium is free with a student
ID.
Fuller
the park is free and open to the public,
you will know how to raise your child
you will know what to do when a creepy man approaches
you should know
that
jumping off the diving board into the
deep end and buying a fancy car is worth it, but ultimately, know when it’s time to come back home, you know, before it
gets too dark.
Part ll
A Shadow
Distributed
Pushing against the wall
Another petting zoo
a bathtub with a single fish in it
a piñata-store
a dream of a mother handing me her child
All of yesterday I looked back, I spent the entire day laying
in bed. It is late at night and I am alone. There is
