"mbali" poems
Is the inevitable, really inevitable?
Can life be so decisive and again indecisive?
Happiness so compelling, yet soaked in misery?
Big smiles for show, only hiding deceitful and broken hearts.
In a world of Good versus Evil.
Where everything seems so precise, but then… not everything in black and white
So I do ask. Good versus Evil? Or in the mist of all things it’s just all the same.
Both full of purpose reaping fruits of all desires, which all has the same ending.
With the mind full of absolute certainty, mixed with profound confusion.
Where our paths are unknown and yet concluded.
In a life where it’s the ones you love the most that hurt you, everything so contradicting.
Nothings secure, no one’s ever safe and you never let your guard down.
Surviving… is fighting till your death
Mbali Dlamini
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 5:57 PM UTC
Have you ever been challenged by what you considered your love.
Felt low and in doubt because of what your heart knew you where destined for.
Where the journey gets real, real rough.
Where your dreams are at arms reach, almost there, but now harder to reach then ever.
When you cry yourself to sleep, cause now that you close, chasing ur dream has started to hurt.
Every day an inner battle,
battling with self doubt and reasons to keep fighting.
Feeling you have no more fight left, cause the battle has gone on for too long.
With your only and last hope, being a God you know you have failed to please.
Your faith tested, cause you know you underserving.
Hanging by a thread, only believing he did not bring you this far to forsake you now.
Cause you know when you're doing right, and are almost there.
That's when things get unbearably hard.
Mbali Dlamini
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 6:05 PM UTC
Lazima uchoose, dooh ama doze
Lazima uchoose, respect alarm ama uisnooze
Lazima uchoose, ujitume ama ulose
Lazima uchoose, ujibuild au *****
Izi ndo vitu hamtaki kuambiwa, izi ndo the truth
Mnataka niseme life ni smooth but Leo siwasooth
Sherehe Sheria ndio inamaliza mayouth
Ukilewa vuguru, Hadi hunaga matooth
Daily unadial pedi ukidai Mali
Jipende buda na for sure utafika mbali
Imagine ukiwa diani ukiorder wali
Si lazima buy iyo jumu expe ati ju ni Kali
Picha ya Kenyatta Kwa walanje ndo unafaa kusaka
Jipe goals Ka Sancho, salah au saka
Mulla mob, nine lives Ka paka
Usijitreat Ka trash we si takataka
But anyway maisha ni yako
Chaguo ni lako
Ntaachia apo ju naskia mtu Kwa mlango
Am sure ni peng Fulani utoka pango
Mar 4, 2023
Mar 4, 2023 at 3:52 PM UTC
MY HEART… BY MBALI
Heart oh my heart, my most sensitive *****
But yet expected to be the strongest.
It always leads where unexpected and where unwanted,
it loves where it hated and hates where it's loved...
Most confusing and most confused ***** I tell you.
My mind leads to the left but my heart leads to the right...
Oh now which one do I follow?
I know my heart will never lead me wrong
But with its confused and confusing state
I become more confused.
I sleep it says this, I wake up it says that
Oh what a confusing *****
&yet; I'm still expected to decide.
Confusing as my heart can be,
I still am proud to be its carrier.
It's been hurt, broken
Oh yes it's been disappointed & mislead.
Stitches are all over my heart
But it still pumps my blood like never before,
Yes I'm still alive coz I've got my strongest *****
"MY HEART"
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC